oh and
this is what I would write if I wrote a letter to kels.
but I won't, so I'll put it up here.

Dear Kels,
I count myself as lucky to have you as one of my close friends - even though we don't talk much, or share much in common, I'd like to think that we're still pretty close. But you know, is there something up between us? I'm really confused right now. It seems to me as if you just suddenly closed off yourself from me! The first day, I told myself, okay maybe it's just a little thing. Maybe she's just moody. It'll pass. I'll just back off for now and give her space. But then, we continued to not speak to each other and it's got me wondering. Kels, what's up? The fact that you haven't said a word to me about how I've offended you, or why you suddenly stopped talking to me - it hurts. To me, that says that you don't really care about our friendship as of now. And I think that's what hurts the most. I'm really sorry for whatever I've done to offend you or to hurt you, and I can promise you that I never did what I did with the intention to hurt or offend. Thank you for being my friend, for standing there by me in troubled times. It means a lot to me. I really do love you, you know (no homo!) So I hope you decide to talk to me again soon. I'd like to talk this out as well. Letters are nice and all, but face-to-face conversations get the job done.

Your friend,
Emily Yang

there's zero chance that she'll see this
and you're not gonna come here and read this unless I told you that I blogged!
that's you, isabel.
and you, michellechang (:
I love you guys
thanks for listening to me feel sorry for myself
hehehhe