Saturday, December 19, 2009

I hate how I always get teased
and laugh it off
but when I try to tease my friends back
they get serious and annoyed :(

geez guys.
I can get annoyed too!
let me have some fun at your expense.

it does sting a little everytime y'all make fun of me.
but I shrug it off, because I love you guys
and hopefully you guys love me too.
so if I say something pretty mean,
I'm just teasing okay? :P

Thursday, November 26, 2009

thanksgiving

it's turkey day! :D
which means that I get to sleep in for like the first time in 2 weeks :D
anyways, I really don't think anyone reads this anymore.
but it's the concept of blogging to share my life with the world that keeps me going, hooray.
yeah right.

well. regardless of the reason, I thought I'd write a little something about why I'm thankful for y'alls (hehe that's an anniespeak)

I'm thankful for all of you because

I know you'll always back me up.
You bring such joy into my life everyday!
Even though you guys tease me mercilessly every second every day ( >:[ ), I know you guys love me. At least, that's what I think. Don't tell me if I'm wrong ;)

Thank you for living.

Monday, November 23, 2009

hey guys,
I was thinking and I decided what I want for my birthday!
since y'all are always teasing me
it makes me feel kind of sad inside.
so I have decidedddd
even though march 27 is still a ways away

1. tell me that you love me. but you have to be sincere! >:[
2. come up to me (of your own initiative) and give me a hug

that's all
that's not so hard, is it? :)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I hate it wheeen
you take the time to type out this deep meaningful email.
and they don't even deign you with a response.

you suck. >:[

Saturday, October 31, 2009

loara

hooray for FIRST BAND COMPETITION AT LOARA BAND REVIEW.
:)
I'm proud of us all,
even if we did only score 5th out of 6 bands (hey, division 5A. and 90.1 is still an A, you know).
we'll do better next time.
and! it was pretty fun, I guess
I love band <3
and I'm proud of you chanmee!
maybe you didn't place but I'm sure you gave it your all
and that's what matters.
you're the coolest most inspirational drum major ever ftw!

hooray chanmee.
hooray whs!
hooray band
hooray colorguard
hooray mr. england

:)

Monday, October 26, 2009

hello dear reader!
here is a smile,
crafted and perfected just for you.
are you ready?
don't peek!
here it is:
:DDDDDDD
that's how happy I am to see you (:

life's been good to me, thanks for asking.
resolved some friend issues
grew closer to quite a few people! (that's what I'm most proud of)
improved my chinese.
and, even though I really am still struggling with my walk with God
I don't think it's quite so stagnant anymore? or maybe, I'm just fooling myself.
the key to life:
don't overanalyze everything - keep it simple. it's best that way. (:
and love is good, too. <3

Thursday, October 8, 2009

lies

don't ever lie to me man
if there's one thing that I despise greatly,
it's dishonesty.
I mean white lies are okay, you know like
oh you look so beautiful today!
but if you're lying to me
perhaps say when I ask you if you're in this math class
because I want to check answers that the teacher has put up that I think are wrong
and you say, oh no, I'm in a lower math class than you
but I know you're lying. or at least 90% sure
and then I give you a gazillion opportunities to admit it
but you just dig yourself into a deeper hole

and then I find PROOF that you're lying to me.
say like, you said on facebook "crap fierro test."
what I thought of you jsut took a steep nosedive towards the ground
you could've just said sorry busy I don't have time
I would've stopped bothering you, you know
but instead you lied
and now I think you're a horrible person.

Monday, September 28, 2009

today was just such a good day,
tomorrow is going to be horrible to make up for its goodness (:

shoot, 99.5 on brice test.
99.5
ninety nine and a half
I am so satisfied with myself
now I just gotta keep this status quo
and work my butt off (:

worked on basketball stuff with emliang and annyau
love those girls <3

Saturday, September 26, 2009

rebellion

it's been a couple of weeks since I last posted.
school's been pretty hectic, I guess.
what with all these tests, and jessica's birthday, and asjkdfl;akj
it's just so...consuming.

I told myself I wasn't going to blog until I found a new skin
cause I don't like my skin anymore
but I feel so eh. empty? w/o blogging :D
blogging is a stress reliever for me
I feel that by writing down what I'm going through,
I come to new realizations as I'm forced to process through my situations and put them down in words.
you guys should try it sometime.
and if you're that paranoid about who reads your stuff, just close it off
it's fine! I think it just really helps though.

lately, I've been thinking so strangely
about. the clouds. HAHA jk
I love that song though. but I have been thinking,
and talking to various people about what I think
I'm really inconclusive though. I'll just ponder upon something for forever and a day,
and still not come up with a plan of action.
and I have a really hard time letting go of relationships (not love bf/gf kind, looool. just friends)
I'll get it into my mind that you! you're cool. you're nice. I like you. I think you're pretty chill with me. you're going to be my new close friend.
but I don't factor in everything else and...
it just goes nowhere. I don't take into account that perhaps, your friend really hates me and you're closer to this other person than you are to me. you'll tend to listen to your friend more than to me, and as a result you'll hate me in the end.
I kind of just skip over that part in my head.

see cause, my brain likes to forget the nasty parts of life.
I don't like being hurt.
after all, who does? :D

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Baillie Essay

1. Evaluate a significant experience, achievement, risk you have taken, or ethical dilemma you ahve faced and its impact on you.

here's my essay:

UGH. I WAS GOING TO POST IT.
BUT WORD 07 IS HORRIBLE.
I HATE CODING.

anyways if you want to read it ask me and I'll send it to you haha.
[this part I'm not putting on, but here's what I wanted to say:
To this day, I'm still not on speaking terms with Barbara.]

anyways for you guys that don't know me as well as others,
this took place last year in november-ish.
pretty much, deborah wanted to kick me out of their DC room.
it upset me.
hence, the conversation.
if you're interested you can look in my archives for more details haha.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Who am I?

I was asking myself that question the other day (or actually the last couple days),
and I think I came up with an answer.

I think that I...
-enjoy smiling a lot. a lot a lot (:
-like to see other people happy and being themselves.
-talk quite a bit. and ask lots of questions. sorry pauline!
-can still enjoy a moment of silence.
-deal with things that are bothering me right away. if I don't, I can't stop thinking about it.
-am pretty downright sarcastic.
-get annoyed really easily. could be anything! sorry bout that.
-hate being late. hate hate hate HATE.
-have many pet peeves. among which include: hyper people, singing to my piano playing, complaining too much, etc etc.
-constantly think about what people are thinking about me.
-still tend to make hasty judgements.
-judge based on first impressions. 75% of the time, they're correct.
-really like to help other people! like explain problems or teach stuff.
-will not talk to people that I think look mean. they give off a certain vibe.
-love being part of something larger than myself!

there's probably more, but that's all for now. (:

Thursday, September 10, 2009

FRESHMAN START.

gee, I'm starting to get slightly freaked out.
everything is so damn ACCELERATED. it's crazy.

the only classes I like (friend-wise) are band, barry, brice.
all the other classes.
they're people I don't really talk to. and they're people I'm not all that interested in making friends with.
damn it ailien get your schedule change >:[
...but even if she got a schedule change, I'd only have a maximum of 2 academic classes with her.
but it's better than nothing I guess.
I think I'll end up talking to sophia more though, cause I'm guessing for barry she'll end up sitting next to me
and I have bio with her too.

I'm nervous for tomorrow.
wish me luck!

Monday, September 7, 2009

I have a pretty short list of things that I just won't tolerate,
but first and foremost is:

1. DON'T MESS WITH MY STUFF.
For example, my Verrett notebooks. that I spent 123489023 hours copying over so that it looks very nice. So let's say, I left it sitting on a table. I come back, and there's coffee spilt all over it. I will be SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER pissed off like you've never seen before. And if no one steps up to take the blame? Shoot, EVERYONE around me is going to suffer from my bad mood for at least that day, perhaps even lasting for longer than that.
But see here, say if you're the one who messed up my notebook. At this point, how pissed off I am depends on
A. How close you are to me.
and
B. Did you step up and claim responsibility?
If you're someone I'm not particularly close to and didn't claim responsibility for it. YOu are so screwed. I don't care whether we're at school or not, I'll jump on you and start beating you up. or at least attempt to.

Because nothing pisses me off more than when I pour all this effort into making something look nice and pretty (and for those of you that know what a perfectionist I am, I spend at least a couple hours into doing this kind of stuff) and some bozo comes along and ruins it in a split second, disregarding all the painstaking ti me and care that I put into it.

And so, the reason for this pretty downright negative post?
I left my newly decorated planner sitting on the table, and some effing idiot put an icepack on top of it sometime last night. Despite the double layers of plastic protecting it, melted water somehow managed to seep through and cause serious water damage to my pictures. Serious to me might mean next to nothing to you, but bear with me. This is my touchy point here.
Seriously, WTF man. To top it off, both my parents swear they didn't do it.
I don't believe them.
I want payback >:[

Sunday, September 6, 2009

EFFFFFF I feel so stupid.

my friend got me a jane lui autograph
and I left it at church. D:

EFF EFF EFF
AJSDFL;ASKFJASLFJDASKLFJ.
I feel horrible D:

Saturday, September 5, 2009

445!

I feel like I should start keeping track of who I don't have any classes with.
because seriously, there's a LOT of people.
excluding band and athletics, of course. you only count for band if
A. You're a bass clarinet.
or
B. You're a close friend [in this case, it means I will go out of my way to talk to you even though you're not in my section] :D

so here's a list of people in alphabetical order:

Ada Hui
Adrian ?
Aileen Guillen
Albert Kuan
Alice Lee
Alijah Rivera
Alison Lee
Amy Kim
Angela Wan
Anjli Shah
Anthony Semaan
Ashley Tang
Binny Singh
Celine Phong
Charles Xue
Cindy Kim
Daniel Olea
Daniel Shim
Daniel Tai
David Awada
Deborah Park
Edgar Aguilar
Elizabeth Lee
Emmerline Kim
Ethan Chen
Eugenia Jacobs
Eunice Lee
Fernando Jacinto
Greg Chung
Halah Elsahar
Howard Liu
Hylie Jeffries
James Kim
Janelle Lee
Jasmine Ham
Jenny Kouch
Joo Lee
Joyce Le
Joyce Shin
Juhee Shah
Julia Chanco
Kasie Le
Kevin Chen
Kevin Tang
Kevin Tolentino
Kira Ito
Kristen Plalma
Krystal Zamarrippa
Krystle Tham
Lauren De Belen
Linda Chun
Louis Manuel
May Luong
Michael Ishida
Michael Ngo
Michelle Yoshimoto
Nathan Ibarbol
Nikki Shah
Rahul Nachnani
Rita Labib
Rish Shah
Saatchi Patell
Sabrina Velasco
Sanghee Cha
Sangita Rajan
Sarah Bui
Sathya Peri
Sean Oh
Shannon Wang
Sharon Park
Sofia Dhanani
So Young Park
Stella Park
Tanya Chellani
Temujin Alvarez
Victor Dang
Vignesh Iyer
Zachary Rank

I'll update this list as I figure out more people who fulfill these requirements.
but gee, this is what I get for taking all those hard classes XD
I like it.

THIS LIST IS RIDICULOUSLY LONG. I hate it.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

prayers answered :D

dude,
God is out there listening to my prayers.
cause I REFUSE to believe that this is all a coincidence.

1. I ask for a bass clarinet buddy: I get ailien!

2. I ask for deborah not to suck her away: deborah dropped out of band.

3. I asked for a friend that I can relate to: I get ailien; a christian bass clarinetist. who is pretty darn happy most all the time and is kind of nerdy too(well I think so anyways), like me :D

4. In my schedule, I got Barry homeroom. I asked for people (katti specifically) to be in my class! cause I don't want to suffer alone: Katti's in my period, along with ashley morris and a couple other nice people that I talk to (:

hell, this can't be all a coincidence.
it's too good to be true.
AND there's a lot of people I didn't want classes with that I don't have any classes with (:
life is great !

oh and my schedule is

1 - Marching Band/England
2 - English I/Baillie
3 - Spanish II/Barry
4 - Biology H/Perry
5 - Alg II Trig. H/Brice
6 - Modern World History/Collins
7 - Athletics + Basketball G

for those of you who delight in stalking others ;D

had a good day today!
wrapped all my books and they're looking fabulous.
volunteered in the library!
got my knuckle hairs threaded hehehe (:

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

pick-up day!

well since I'm up and about at 7:40 this morning,
thought I'd post something since I'd like to follow my schedule which involved me getting up at 8:30 and taking a shower.
so I have 20 minutes of free time right now ahahha.
I'm a very planned out person, yes I know.

band camp is KILLING me.
we stood around and practiced for two hours yesterday
my feet were freaking sore, and so is my right arm. damn it! >:[
one arm is gonna be hell of a lot buffer than the other lol
I can't march for beans. and to top it off, me and these two other seniors got stuck in the front row by ourselves cause the our rank got messed up.
gee, put us in the back please.
and in the middle I got my left and right mixed up again haha.
but still, I really enjoy being part of something larger than myself.
that's my favorite part about band.
I enjoy that marching does require a certain level of discipline, and I just hope that I'm up to it!
and actually my favorite favorite part is when we all come to attention and yell
PRIDE.
it echoes. (:

yesterday at band camp I made a new friend though!
ailien nguyenly.
hehehee. I remember seeing her standing in the block wearing her carmenita shirt.
and I was thinking, new kid! oooooh she looks nice. eheh.
and then later when we grouped up by section she joined us bass clarinets right?
and we all went around / introduced ourselves.
so when she said ailien I was like I KNOW YOU. NGUYENLY.
and after a while she said, emily yang? :D

it's seriously an answer to my prayer though,
because I was just talking to katti or someone the other day about how I really need a bass clarinet buddy cause you know me and deborah,
we don't really get along all too well.
I'm kind of scared that deborah will steal ailien away though cause...
ailien's already friends with alice. and she knows deborah from swim.
I'm really scared she'll get sucked into their clique.
but! as for now, I hope that doesn't happen.
and I hope me and ailien stay friends.
:]

Monday, August 31, 2009

band camp

is HELL. AHHHHHHH. D:
my feet are so darn dead.
I'm wearing my baller shoes tmrw.
but I guess you do learn quite a bit (:

during the day I chilled with ellie/annie + emliang + tiffchen/xc people
just talking. washing cars. etch-a-sketch, skateboarding, HARMONICA! :D
oh my so fabulous.

volunteered @ math placement testing with michelle and rishi and mitchell!
them little kids are so cute (:
meghan nelson's little sister made it in! tiffany tatreau's not the only redhead anymore !
I felt kinda bad though when the kids didn't make it through the scantron.
stupid rishi >:[
he refused to tell the kids that they couldn't go on. made me do it!
the guilt wore off as we went along though lol (they were mostly mexicans.)
alice hong was thereee. but I don't really know which one she was (:
also! augustine's dad came over during testing and wanted me to tell him how augustine did.
but NO SIRREE. it's CONFIDENTIAL.
I feel so important. (:

sleepless nights

Friday, August 28, 2009

STAR TEST!

pwhaahaha yay I got 'em FINALLY.

English-Language Arts: 567
Geometry: 524
History-Social Science: 600
Science: 600

also I just finished watching this TV program about gregor mendel + genotypes and phenotypes and pea plants lol.
law of independent assortment! :D

this weekend is gonna be pretty fun. this week is gonna be tight too!
sleepover @ sylvia's
ortho on monday
bandcamp mon-fri
new kid registration tuesday
MY pick-up day wednesday
locker deco party wednesday

oh yeah oh yeah. (:

Thursday, August 27, 2009

cookies + jammin'

dude I am so pro at getting up when I want to.
but I have to really really REALLY want it for it to work.
and, I won't be able to sleep the night before.
see how dedicated I am shivanti? even worked up a blister jsut for you <3

anyways, I actually woke up at 8 this morning. walked to whitney.
just chilled there until 12ish? then!
michelle came out from volleyball so we head over to JESSLIU's place.
her hair is really nice now btw. I like. (:
once we're there we just jam. chill out.
jam: (v) jess plays her guitar + jumps around + sings her heart out + me michelle charissa just sing along x]
we also bake really good chocolate chip cookies. (:
and! jess + charissa are such cuties.
they're like the best 姊妹 I've ever seen hahaha. they get along so well, not even kidding.

all in all, a good day.

however!
here's a couple of bulletin updates.

1. ingrid kuo's not coming to whitney. she's going to troy.
2. sophia lu, ingrid's friend, is coming though.
3. zoe lin teresa yoon jonathan han melvin woo kellie zhao are all leal scrubs. they are NOT freshmeat.
4. brian lee is coming? (HOPEFULLY not.)
5. jessica liu's hair is awesome. :D

that's it.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

OPERATION HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNIE IS A GO.

hehe me and kels raided annie's house today.
just showed up at her door and sang her a song! :D
I made her a card too.
it said TO GRANDMA on the front and I drew a grandma on the inside.
hehe I love watching annie and kels argue.
it's really entertaining.
they could probably run a comedy show insulting each other lol x]

and today! I was talking to isabel about new kids.
she's running the yearbook shift (with emilyliu) for their registration time!
I'm going to go and pretend to be part of yearbook too. (:
me and her are gonna be so super cool/awesome
that all the kids will want to be friends with us! :D
then, we'll influence them to dislike koreans strongly hehheh.
jk about the last part.
but we still will be super cool AND awesome!

I'm also gonna go to whitney tmrw in the morning..just because.
shivanti asked me to go and keep her company.
probably stay the whole day.
sit there and read, I guess.
好小子! :D


today was a good day.
Values:
Intellectual Achievements
Logic
Competency

Joys:
Personal Achievement
Ideas
Meeting Challenges

Strengths:
Confidence
Logical
Problem-solver

Needs:
Autonomy
Truth & Facts
Accuracy

Frustrations:
Unfairness
Incompentence
Nonsense Rules

At work you are conceptual and an independent thinker. For you work is play. You are drawn to constant challenge in career, and like to develop models, explore ideas, or build systems to satisfy your need to deal wth the innovative. Once you have perfected an idea you prefer to move on leaving the project to be maintained and supported by others

In love you prefer to let your head rule tour heart. You dislike repetition, so it is difficult for you to continuously express your feelings. You beleive that once feelings are stated, they are obvious to a partner. You are uneasy when your emotions control you. You want to establish a relationship, leave it to maintain itself, and turn your energies back to your career.

In childhood you appeared to be older than your years and focused on your greatest interests, achiveing in subjects that were mentally stimulating. You were impatient with drill and routine, questioned authority, and found it necessary to respect teachers before you could learn from them.


haha this is from one of those random quizzes on facebook.
I looked at it and I was like WOW THIS IS SO TRUE.
hehe (:

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

FINALLY.

a person that I wanted to get into whitney got in

congratulations ingrid kuo!
who also got into oxford.
who is pauline's friend.
and if you're pauline's friend, you can't go wrong!
who raps in CHINESE YEAH LET'S REPRESENT.

wang lee hom + taiwan FTW.

Monday, August 24, 2009

HOW TO KEEP A FRIENDSHIP?

“It’s one thing to start a friendship, it’s quite another to maintain it, to keep it, to stay on what Lewis called “the same secret path.” Even strong friendships require watering or they shrivel up and blow away. That’s why George Bernard Shaw touched an exposed nerve when we read the words he scribbled to his friend Archibald Henderson: “I have neglected you shockingly of late. This is because I have had to neglect everything that could be neglected without immediate ruin, and partly because you have passed into the circle of intimate friends whose feelings one never dreams of considering.”

It’s so easy to take good friends for granted. And in a sense, we should. Like a comfortable pair of gloves, old friends wear well. But friendships that suffer from busyness and overfamiliarity can’t afford to be neglected too long. They need renewal. If you want and need to keep true friendship alive and well, please, consider and think over a list of the most important qualities offered to help you. Probably it will help you to understand why you and your best friend haven’t called up for ages, why you’re getting embarrassed while being asked “Whom are you going to have fun this weekend with?” Like Shaw, you may neglect your intimate friends from time to time, but if you fail to cultivate these qualities—loyalty, forgiveness, honesty, and dedication—you can’t expect to keep true friends.

Loyalty
The quality that tops the list in survey after survey of what people appreciate most about their friends is loyalty - support that you always give to someone because of your feelings of duty and love towards them.


Harry Truman’s secretary of state, Dean Acheson, caused quite a stir when he visited his friend Alger Hiss in prison. Hiss was a convicted traitor, and it was bad politics to have any association with him. But when prudent politicians condemned Acheson publicly, Acheson simply said, “A friend does not forsake a friend just because he is in jail.” That’s loyalty.


The famous maxim that “a friend in need is a friend indeed” is not the entire story of loyalty, however. A friend in triumph may be even harder to find. Isn’t it easier to be a savior than a cheerleader for our friends? It takes twenty-four-karat loyalty for a friend to soar alongside us when we are flying high rather than to bring us down to earth. Loyal friends not only lend a hand when you’re in need; they applaud your successes and cheer you on without envy when you prosper.

Forgiveness
As important as loyalty is, our friendships don’t always have it. Enter forgiveness. Every friend you’ll ever have will eventually disappoint you. Count on it. That doesn’t mean that every offense of a friend requires forgiveness; some slights need only be overlooked and forgotten. Winston Churchill’s mother, Jennie, understood this when she said, “Treat your friends as you do your pictures, and place them in their best light.”

Too many good relationships fade because some slight - real or imagined - cancels it out. Some people pout, brood, or blow up if their friend is not speedy enough in returning a phone call or if they are not included in a social event. They set such high standards for the relationship that they’re constantly being disappointed. They can’t let little things go, every minor lapse becomes a betrayal.


By the way, forgiveness is a two-way street. Unless you are a saint, you are bound to offend - intentionally or unintentionally - every friend deeply at least once in the course of time, and if the relationship survives it will be because your friend forgives, the friends we keep the longest are the friends who forgave us the most. And the essence of true friendship is knowing what to overlook.

Honesty
Honesty is a prerequisite to the true friends’ relationship. “Genuine friendship cannot exist where one of the parties is unwilling to hear the truth,” says Cicero, “and the other is equally indisposed to speak it.” Does this require brutal honesty? Not exactly. It requires honesty that is carefully dealt in the context of respect. In the absence of respect, you see, honesty is a lethal weapon. Perhaps that’s what caused Cicero to add, “Remove respect from friendship and you have taken away the most splendid ornament it possesses.” Honesty is not only expressed in words; it means being authentic.


True friends aren’t afraid to be honest and they aren’t afraid to be themselves. True friends follow Emerson’s advice: “Better be a nettle in the side of your friend than his echo.” Translation: If you are afraid of making enemies, you’ll never have true friends.

Dedication
When was the latest you and your best friend met? Dedication refers to the ability of two people to influence each other’s plans, thoughts, actions, and emotions, to spend time and effort on friendship, to give up something important or valuable for sake of friendship. Think about it.


Back when you are a kid, the hours spent with friends were too numerous to count. Contemporary life, with its tight schedules and crowded appointment books, however, has forced most friendships into something requiring a good deal of intentionally and pursuit just to keep them going.

Of course, dedication becomes most salient in times of crisis. When a friend’s emotional bottoming out, for example, means canceling a date to provide a shoulder of support. That’s what friends are for. So don’t complain about having fair-weather friends if you are unwilling to be inconvenienced.
Personal sacrifice. Selfless devotion. Commitment. These are the noble qualities dedication requires.”


kudos to Irving Chu.

you should read it alllll the way through, seriously.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

ms universe

STUPID VENEZUELA WON
ASJFKL;ASFJ;LASKJD
I wanted australia.
or at least, puerto rico.

at least CHINA IS REPRESENTING.
and got ms. congeniality! :D
she's kinda ugly though lol.
thailand got photogenic.

I know prettier people than them man.
I'm thinking victoria can beat them hands down any day!
and so can keilani. (:

here's some more scrubs that got into whitney:

alice hong
mukund iyer
florence lau
gracie gutierrez (a mexican from CERRITOS ELEMENTARY? I know, I know. she looks smart in her yearbook picture though, I guess.)
andrew kim
anirudh venguswamy
allison yoon
samuel shin

and here's one in my grade!

ailien nguyenly (and yes, that is NOT a typo. I'm expecting something along the lines of an alien vietnameseee)

Saturday, August 22, 2009

SM1LEplz (11:08:13 PM): emma!
SM1LEplz (11:08:31 PM): I would like for you to remove the excess amout of profanity from your status.
SM1LEplz (11:08:36 PM): if that wouldn't be a problem.
kayobutt (11:08:43 PM): AHAHA.
kayobutt (11:08:44 PM): It's
kayobutt (11:08:46 PM): not that much.
kayobutt (11:08:52 PM): ):
kayobutt (11:08:52 PM): But
kayobutt (11:08:52 PM): okay.
kayobutt is available (11:09:06 PM)
I dislike my buddy list right now. ):
emma you are a great person. (:

more whitney-ites!

these I got from other people
and facebook stalking people on the
gretchen whitney high school group on facebook!

my grade:

amanda lee [naruto-obsessed girl from ross]
zoe lin + her "bffs"[what a COOL name. but mutual friends were like deborah and stuff so I dunno.]
mindy kim [korean.]
teresa yoon [korean. CRAZY korean.]
kellie zhao [chinese! FINALLY.]
belinda wu? [friends trying to convince parents not to let her go]
justin ho [annoying fat guy, or so I hear.]
melvin woo?

ambiguous (can't tell which grade)

sabrina gutierrez [likely a second string/accepted by phone call]
jonathan han

annnnnd there you have it!
aren't my detective skills just fabulous. (:

(btw, I've decided to open up my blog. just because.)

lights

you know for us glasses wearing people
we see the world in a different way sometimes.
like at night when there's lights and stuff
iono for me there's always lilke lines of lights shooting out of them!
like headlights and stuff.
so it's more distinct. this goes foro any sources of light.

it's really weird. hehe (:

Friday, August 21, 2009

SUSPENSION.

Suspended [Ed. Code 48900]
A pupil shall not be suspended from school or recommended for expulsion, unless the superintendent or the principal or the school in which the pupil is enrolled determines that the pupil has committed an act as defined pursuant to any of subdivisions (a) to (r), inclusive:

yada yada yada yada...

(i) Committed an obscene act or engaged in habitual profanity or vulgarity. [this means YOU, julia chanco. and all those perverted guys]

(r) Engaged in an act of bullying, including, but not limited to, bullying commiitted by means of an electronic act, as defined in subdivisions (f) and (g) or Section 32261, directed specifically toward a pupil or school personnel. [this means YOU, ada hui.]

hehee. it's nice to know that people can get suspended for these kinds of things that so often we accept into our lives (even though they stilll do cause a degree of uncomfortableness.)

and there's another one! under Excused Absences
(b) A pupil absent from school under this section (which includes pretty much every excuse you could think of besides cutting class.) shall be allowed to complete ALL assignments and tests missed during the absence that can be reasonably provided and, upon satisfactory comopletion within a reasonable period of time, shall be given full credit. The teacher of any class from whic a pupil is absent shall determine the tests and assignments which shall be reasonably equivalent to, but not necessarily identical to, the tests and assignments that the pupil missed during the absence. [this one was for you, sylvia. cause of bojo.]

just keep these couple of rules in mind when we start school again (:

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Statements.

I remember wanting to blog about something the other day,
but I can't remember what it is...
anyways, if you haven't checked out michellechang's blog yet
you really should! I love it (:

here's some statements I stole off of her post:

1. Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get dirty, and you can wear them forever. [THAT'S RIGHT.]
2. Answering the same letter three times or more in a row on a Scantron test is absolutely petrifying.
3. Bad decisions make good stories.
4. Whenever I’m Facebook stalking someone and I find out that their profile is public I feel like a kid on Christmas morning who just got the Red Ryder BB gun that I always wanted. 546 pictures? Don’t mind if I do!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

NEW WHITNEY-ITES

EW GROSS.
damn it!
we're supposed to get cool kids >:[
I do hope we get some nice chinese kids though.
someone who can share my classes and my geekiness (:
you guys are cool and all, but sometimes I do wish
there was someone that I could study with for my classes
without getting betrayed (or at least how I view it)
after a couple of months.

anyways!
here's who I know for now

charles woo ( D: )
aaron lai ( >:[ )

and scrubs are

augustine ng
and kaili! girl with hair down to her butt yay (:
nice, decent kids.
UNLIKE AARON LAI. SHEESH.

him and kevin tang and nelson wang and shannon wang are giving us chinese folks a bad reputation. geez.
you know wwhat! you nasty koreans! (excluding angel & alice choi, of course ;] )
I don't like you.
my piano teacher doesn't like you.
my chinese teacher doesn't like you.
my aunt don't like you!
even my DAD don't like you!
and that's enough for me (:

Monday, August 3, 2009

laser tag!

it is a sport in which I epic fail at.
but which I enjoy running around in with michelle chang (:
we are CROUCHING TIGER. HIDDEN DRAGON.
f'shooooo.

enjoyed lasertagging for paley&renz's combined party! it was fun.
but I didn't like the big white dude and all the mexicans =/

I actually like chinese school but I just wish sometimes I could kick willyluo out cause he's mean and he slacks off and doesn't care :P
I enjoy being a good nerdy student hehehhe (:

Thursday, July 30, 2009

BAM! it's july 30. almost the last day of july. sad, isn't it? =/
here's a brief recap of what I've been up to.

yesterday: out and about w/ shivanti! to the library, then to tc, then to chipotle, to the library, and back. must've walked 2 miles or so =/ also last basketball game vs. savanna! which we lost, and in which I played rather badly. oh well.

tuesday: library! chilled while waiting for dad with angelia liu and shawn tung! both of whom I haven't seen in the last 2 years, so a pleasant surprise to say the least.

monday: ortho. and game. but ajsdlk;fajsdkfjawe;jwa;kj I have to keep my braces on for another two months cause yeah =/ darn it! already made the mold for retainers too..

sunday: sat II practice test chinese! with paley, williamluo, randyhsu, and cathyluo. scored a 790. not bad, eh? (these past couple of days I've been the studying the vocab the teacher gives us) willy's work ethic is really bad, btw.

okay yeup that's bout it! my days are also interspersed with wii playing, reading (a hell of a lot), and facebooking. (:
if you ever want to see my face during the summer,
go to the library between 3-4 pm on a tuesday/wednesday, or sat/sun.
you've got very good chances of catching me snooping around the shelves. [;
besides! reading is good for you. gotta get a good score on that sat, right?

Saturday, July 18, 2009

halfway through

hola mis amigos
I am so so so sorry
for not blogging on a consistent basis these days =/
see cause I don't really use internet anymore cause it's too much of a hassle and yeahhh.
ah that's not really an excuse but.
yeah I won't be blogging as much.

anyways. these past couple days I have been experiencing chronic back pain.
which makes me walk like an old grandma lol (:
kels, you and me are gonna hobble around together right? :D
but it's been getting better so I'll go to practice again on tuesday.
and we'll see how it goes after that.

my most favoritest aunt is leaving today, btw.
I'm sad. but I guess I'll see her again next year, if not during the winter!
yeup.

my life in a nutshell,
over and out.

PS. my braces are coming off on monday? yes? hopefully. THEY BETTER BE DAGNABIT. and if I haven't seen you this summer, let's go out and play sometime.
if you're at tc just drop by my house like shivanti and michelle chang did the other day lol (:
I love pleasant surprises.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

ahh it's been forever sorry guys.
preliminary schedule!

1720Marching Band0 1014England1F *LOCKED*
1688Symphonic Band0 1009England1S *LOCKED*
1013English I H0 2075Baillie2Y *LOCKED*
4500Alg II/Trig H0 3020Brice3Y *LOCKED*
8004W Hist/Geog H0 2067Rosenberg4Y *LOCKED*
2106Spanish II H0 5013Homstad5Y *LOCKED*
7621Biology H0 2029Perry, Aileen6Y *LOCKED*
61161st Quart Ath0 7061Crissman71 *LOCKED*
6105Ath/Bskball G0 7043Brice72 *LOCKED*

Thursday, June 25, 2009

grades!

haha I feel like bragging :D
this is for you angel!

science - 98.5
history - 99.15
spanish - 100.35 (barry's teaching 2 classes of espanol dos next year; is that true?)
english - 99.87
PE - 100 :D
geometry - 100.9

look and be jealous >:]

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

practice!

I GOT MY PRACTICE JERSEY TODAY.
YEAH.
I feel so cool (:
they look really nice too and. IT'S ALL MINE :D
yes yes yes
I remember way back in this summer I got signed up for soccer day camp
and there was this err. supervisor? college person.
and I remember she had WAY COOL AWESOME SHORTS that were gold and said whitney basketball.
and from that point on I wanted to be on the team just for those shorts (:
and today!
today. I have fulfilled my goal.
that I made somewhere around three years ago.

her name was serena. and in my mind's impression, she looks like tiff fang!
yeah (:
thank you for giving me my goal.
and for inspiring me to move towards it!
even though I will never see you again lol.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

for you 麻將 freaks

I was playing with my family
and like I 自摸'ed 4 times ! :D
pwahahhahha
and it was those really crappy 自摸's too
where I was 聽 only one kind of things.
isn't my luck so good? :D

Thursday, June 18, 2009

holy crapppp school's out.
I miss you guys already!
how am I gonna stand the whole summer without you guys =/
anyways summer league is starting on tuesday!
and I am very nervous/excited/hoping I will not suck too bad.

oh yeah today I couldn't stand it anymore and read my inserts (:
I feel blessed to have such loving friends ahahaha.
and katti I already said why I'm always so happy before but I'll say it again just for you!
I am happy because.
I see your ugly faces and think wow I am so much better looking than you guys so that makes me happy.
AHAHHA; jk.
naw I'm just happy whenever I see you guys cause you're my friends!
and I love y'all (:

Saturday, June 13, 2009

yearbooks

I was looking at last year's yearbook
and I feel like I've accomplished so much socially (:
cause like last year
everyone wrote only a little. and this year! people wrote lots and lots yay :D
makes me feel nice and loved.
of course there's other people that didn't write at all cause they're jerks and I don't like them and they don't like me but you know what!
screw them :D

Thursday, June 11, 2009

I love my little taiwan students.
even though they're the same age/1 year older than me.
but you know
you miao li kids
you guys will always have a place in my heart
for sure.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

summer!

oh dear oh dear
it's almost here!
and I sort of want it/don't want it to come.

+ side:
1. NO SCHOOL ( + tests & projects & hwk).
2. nothing to do! :D
3. my favoritest aunt and cousins are coming!
4. basketball summer league :D

- side:
1. no friends.
2. nothing to do. :[
3. basketball summer league?! D:

as you can see, I am quite split on my opinions on what is good and bad.
summer league is gonna be fun, yeah, but I'm not going to be playing with the people I wanna play with like annie and kels and steph and charleen.
I'm stuck with my grade!
cause coach said team 1 = returning players and team 2 = new players.
....yeah. well. I'll just make do with what I got!
after all, I'm playing basketball to get better first, and to get to know others second
and if sakshi pisses me off I'll just run her over (:
like I did with marcel today at PE.
[I was running to first base after scoring a hit. he was in my way. I yelled MOVE. he didn't. I crash into him. he falls. I remain standing! :D ]

yeah. I'm also kind of jealous of all those people
who have friends that write so much for them!
but for me it's kind of like. hey emily! great knowing you this year. have a great summer!
makes me feel kind of sad but whatever! it's all coooooool. (:

Sunday, June 7, 2009

xkattihorngx (9:38:42 PM): again with the happiness

is it a crime to be happy?
if my smiles do get on your nerves however
let me know.
I'll be gloomy once in a while
and frustrated and upset
to the point where I'm smashing my fists into walls
just for you, alright?
anything to give you a touch of brightness to your day.
well.
everyone knows, misery loves company.
but I'd rather not go there.

oh and. you might not have meant it that way but
it still hurt my feelings.
it's okay, I forgive you.
just because you're my friend.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

I hate physicals D:

so I went to neriah's dad today for my physical
hehe he told me I'm a bit overweight, but I already know that so it's okay (:
gotta cut down on eating though! but my mom's stuff is just too good yummmmm <3
anyways. also got THREE. count 'em: 1. 2. 3. shots today
plus tb test which means FOUR needles.
and he wants me to get blood test to check for hormonal levels later.
so FIVE needles. damn it! D:
my right arm is freaking sore right now.
I hate shots/needles.

played badminton with my dad today in the backyard after we got home!
it was pretty fun (:
can't wait for my aunt to come to the states though so we can play badminton.
cause she was on badminton school team and in taiwan.
united states is to football as taiwan is to badminton
yeahhh. it's the big thing over there! so she's really good :O
I wonder if judy or my aunt would win.
okay I gotta study for chinese and history now so bye!
cause I wanna go to bottomlockers tmrw so yeah :)
gluck everyone!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

taiwan

it's that time of the year again and
I'm starting to miss my taiwan friends more and more.
because they really did ( and still do! ) mean a lot to me.
it was there that I felt really loved by everyone - and that's really rare lol
usually everyone's dissing me here ( I know it's just for fun, but still )
like. they seriously loved me! and that just feels so good (:
and I miss them.
I miss being able to take with them, about most anything.
miss messing around with them in chinese
miss walking around miao li all afternoon ( in the rain too! )
miss hearing everyone say my name when I walk on stage.
even though it's super embarrassing (:

but here I am missing them a bunch.
so I went and wrote on their "walls" (or the equivalent of a wall) on wretch (taiwan blogger)
just to say hi, hey, how are you doing, hope you're doing great!
....I don't even get a reply from any of them.
and that hurts. it's like. am I annoying to you or something? because if I am, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. I just really miss you guys a bunch & I can't say it enough because you guys are my home away from home. if I had to move away for no apparent reason anywhere I wished,
I'd pick taiwan - alice and vicky's house and go to da lun middle.
I'd feel at home there.
so when your family isn't returning any of your..."calls" it hurts, right?
well for me it does.

I'm probably never going to see them again anyways. even if I did, it'd be a loooong time from now.
and my students. wow I miss my students too (:
I don't know if I'll see them again. because at least for alice + nicole + vicky & co, they're believers. if it comes down to it we'll meet again in heaven, you know?
but for my students. I don't know what will happen to them. I don't know if they'll choose to follow christ or not - all I can do is pray. I still remember you guys. I still miss you guys. don't forget me!
and yeah, people come and go but.
I hate letting go >:[
it's so hard and it never actually works lol

I wrote a letter to them & gave it to josh since he's going back this year.
after that - I won't make any more attempts to contact them unless they talk to me first.
I'm tired of being disappointed.
no more! I love you, but unrequited love only goes so far.
but you guys will always be in my heart <3

Friday, May 29, 2009

pictures

I'm waiting on some pictures from michelle lee but.
I had a blast at lunch today :D
cause I borrowed michelle's ds to play with right?
and tiffchen was like OMG IS THAT THE NEW DS THAT CAN TAKE PICTURES.
it was the new ds that could take pictures, actually, so me and annie and tiffchen went camerawhoring :D
well it was mostly annie and tiffchen with me taking pictures but.
still! freaking hilarious (:
I promise to post pictures if I ever get them.
because they were like doing model poses and guitar hero stuff XD
very sensual ;]

Thursday, May 28, 2009

smile please! :D

so I was walking around in the hallways with alice choi today after school
because she wanted to (& to get away from sam kim LOL)
and I see katti talking to ian over at student store!
in my opinion, she looked kinda sad. but maybe I'm delusional - I'd rather be delusional and think that my friends were sad and have them be happy, than be perceptive and have them actually be sad. (did you get that? because I kind of lost track halfway through. keke)
anywayssss. so I say hi, right? big smile too!
like this: "hi katti!!!!!!! :D"
and then she tells me, "you're so happy all the time."
so I reply: " does it cheer you up then?"
she thinks. and says: "un poco. (: "

you guys wanna know why I'm so happy all the time?
it's cause I'm just so delighted to see your wonderful faces (I won't say beautiful cause that's not true pwahahahah! jk. of course you guys are gorgeous ;]) that I can't help but smile!
I smile because, well, you guys are the best friends I could ever ask for.
sure we all have our flaws - but it's through interacting with the people around you that you're able to identify and fix them.
you guys do that for me, and I love you for it <3 br="">thank you.

and on a totally different toneeee
my knee kept hurting today. growing pains? maybe? yeah? :D
imuna be 5'4" someday, I promise!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

we're gonna screech and scare your cares away.... :]

two things I need to say to myself:
1. my gut instincts about people's emotions are 95% correct! :D
2. I need to stop playing spider solitaire and study for spanish D:

--------------------------------------------edit (above)

happy birthday to michelle chang!
and angel choi whose birthday was yesterday.
love you both my lovelies!

but today like.
just because of the birthday craziness that's been going on for the last couple of days
it reminded me of my birthday
and of how disappointed I felt when certain people didn't remember my birthday.
like people that I hang out with all the time but they just forgot! and.
it made me sad/wanting to cry (LOL I'm so shallow)
but yeah. and like when they said dude you should've said something! but errrr.
you're my friend. you're supposed to know, maybe yes kind of? okay yeah. (:

these past couple of days I've been very quick to anger. /agitated.
like. I was SUPER pissed at lilith when i called her after I came back from camping (which was a blast, btw. bang! + chasing squirrels with mimi + badminton)
and she didn't work on our project at all even when she promised to. >:[
I'm never working with her again.
I mean she's chill but her work ethic is like BLAH. ajlksdf;sajfl;wkjf

and i didn't post this before but it happened at your guys id practice
and hanna woo was bagging on me for coming & watching & spying.
when it's like. I'm already getting stuff from borah about it and borah is like one of my good friends! so it's okay even though it kind of hurts. (whatever it's all over now anyways)
but when hanna woo is all like SPY. GO AWAY.
and I've been to more practices than she has. it's not like I haven't seen any of it before and obviously I'm not telling anyone in my grade about it.
then I say something back and she comes over and pulls my hood tight over my head.
....I was seriously about to pull down on her arms hard enough to make her fall over and then start beating her up.
I was that pissed off. b/c I'm clearly stronger than her & I think I'd win if we fought.
but then she told me to let go of her arms and I was like.
okay. chill. no more.

yeahhhhhh :D
sorry just wanted to get that out of my system.

tomorrow hay examencito de historia y un examen de ESPANOL.
ew I hate barry >:[
ella no lleva un brassiere at least un dia cada semana.
es muy fea. me duelen mis ojos! D:
kekekekkee.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

last id practice!

today was realllll cool.
last practice and all.
c/o of 2012, you guys are AMAZING.
all you peoples look sooo beauty-fo when you smiles :D
I think you guys are so cool that I'm gonna die of a heart attack hehehe.
[okay that didn't really make sense but whatever]
after id practice!
we tied angel to the poles :D
using her "overall" straps that came undone so we tied her up.
soooo freaking hilarious.
ask other people for pictures.
emily chang came over!
she still looks like a guy. because she dresses like a guy.
and has a deep voice ahhaha I can't think of her as a girl. (:

but yeah. id tmrw!
gonna buy padthai? chipotle? dunno!
we'll see (:

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

tests! >:[

I hate today tomorrow friday.
today = lee test part 1 short essay.
tomorrow = lee test part 2 multiple choice + breik test part 1 multiple choice
friday = breik test part 2 free responsee.

and I have to finish my civil war map which i never should have started.
but might as well finish it because I already put that much effort into it.
(besides, I kinda like it :] )

yesterday went to id practice.
lol tina was there at the end. but then she jumped me. and called me fat.
so I jumped her and threw her to the ground.
ahhaha jesspark came up at that exact moment and she was like O____O
kind of like. omg! what'd you just do emily? picking on little kids now?!
but me and alice were like yeeeeah :D high five.
but then tina gets up and slaps alice upside the head so I was like.
errr. oh crap. I didn't think it'd hurt that much.
I get thrown I just get up no big deal.
but I guess it hurt =/
well, tina's a tough kid. ahahhaha. I gave her my ear of corn to kind of make up for it.

but you know what!
INTERNATIONAL DAY IS COMING UP IN TWO DAYS WHOOPEEE.
then. CAMPING MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND IN TWO DAYS TOO YAYYYY! :DD
get to torture little lucy all day hehhehe :)
if I don't come home! you know who to blame ;]
yeah I can't wait for id.
it's gonna be great! go buy your food tickets now everybody..!
or else you won't have any yummy yummy food to eat.

------------------------------------------edit
oh yeah! this is like the MOST weirdest thing that happened to me today.
so I was sitting over on the bench by bruesch's room during snack.
cause that's where I most always sit, just to chill with esther and michelle lee and stuff right?
so I'm just sitting there. doing nothing. fa dai! as you would say in chinese (:
and all of a sudden a couple of scrubs come by and start talking to me.
they were like "you're that girl. right."
and I'm like. "yeahhhhh?"
and then they said "well ruthwick wants to ask you to aloha but he's too shy."
and then I'm like WTF. O_______O
then gabriel (gonzales) comes and says "yeah he likes you" or something along those lines.
and then he says "yes or no?"
.....no? duh? do you even have to ask >:[
I told him that I didn't believe him anyways.
I'm kind of flattered, actually . but inside I'm thinking. is this the best I can do? D:
ahahhaha :)
but then I told katti about it during spanish and she asked ruthwick if he was going to aloha and he said. no. I don't do dances.
so then I'm thinking were they lying to me? but there's no reason for them to lie so I'm like huhhhhhhhhhhh. -_-
yeah. (:

Sunday, May 17, 2009

checklist

item # ?? on my list of things to do before I die:
feel an earthquake.
CHECK :D

Saturday, May 16, 2009

emily chang (guy version)

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=571990663&ref=ts#/photo.php?pid=1225206&id=556547405
click on it! or copy/paste, whatever.
but anyways.
the other day me and michelle were talking about emily chang and how
she totally looks like a guy (a good-looking one)
and she said once avi and jennie and other people dressed her up as a guy, right?
and got her to walk around the mall to see if any girls would talk to her. XD
this is the picture. enjoy! :]

Friday, May 15, 2009

you guys,

if I ever say stuff on here
(and I probably won't because I've been getting in trouble for it)
about julian and michele.
you guys are seriously not allowed to talk about it to anyone else.
like. I'm dead serious.
I kicked shivanti off kind of cause of that (don't tell her I said that.)
and I'll kick you off too if I catch you in it.
but I really trust you guys so...
don't let me down, okay?

I'm not supposed to talk about stuff about them but sometimes...
it just gets to my head.
and I have no outlet. except for this, and you, my lovelies <3

Thursday, May 14, 2009

more spidersolitaire!

beat my high score again :D
1175 ftw.

今天的事情:
我的哥哥跟他的nu3朋友今天又打架.
可是呢. 他們沒有...就是還是男-nu3朋友拉

wonder what it was about though.
so kelsey chang did not come to school today.
because her poor little stomach was hurting :P
errr. picked new teams for basketball!
I'm a captain (again). actually talked with flowers today about julian & michele ahahha (:
I love flowers.
so my team is me, tony, courtney (LOL I love this girl), michael, michael.
we're pretty decent.
pwned alice's team today 12-1 haha.

and dude. I sweat so much during pe it's so gross D:
yucky me :D

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

spider solitaire + pauline

pauline I think you are too cool to be a pushover.
be all RAWR and make then scared of you.
then put on your mean face >:[
and order everyone to do 50 push ups yay! :D

EVERYONE SHOULD LISTEN TO HER. (:

edit-----------------------------------
HOHOOOOOO.
I just beat my old high score at spider solitaire (two suits, cause I suck at it)
1165, baby! :D
14 games won. 75 games played. win percentage: 18%
epic fail (:
and the sad thing is. all of these games have been played since I got kicked off the internet.
yeahhhhh :[

on the internet!

waiting for mr. lee to hurry up and sign on so I can ask him a question about our quiz tomorrow.
hoorah. joy. yippee.
I swear he just loves to nitpick details.
I bet you him and rosenberg and elberson sit together at lunch in the teacher's lounge and just talk about how to make variations on one answer. geez! cut us some slack, okay? >:[
[he signed on. I asked him. it's the whole dang section we're getting tested on D: ]

sooooo I kind of got in trouble again the other day with my mom.
I'm supposed to be nicer to julian. but dude. do you know how freaking hard it is.
cause seriously like, I really don't respect him right now.
and it's hard to "love" someone you don't respect.
my mom tells me that in order to even start loving him I have to want to first.
and ask God for help in doing so, to give me more love.
but I don't want to right now. maybe a couple weeks from now,
but most def not today.

don't know when I'm going to post again.
hopefully sometime this week? (:
anddd. should I go to your guys' id practice this friday.
I actually have homework that I can bring to do like piano theory and chinese ahahaha.
but yeah, what do you guys thinkkk.

Monday, May 11, 2009

PRIVATE

hehehehheh I closed up my blog.
just because I want to.
to prevent unwanted eyes from peering in.

me and julian aren't exactly on the friendliest of terms.
I know he's my brother but stilll.
that doens't mean I have to like him, right?

anywayssss. track meet was largely uneventful.
there was this girl though! natalie, I think? white/mexican, my grade.
they were running the 1600. first & second place are done,
her and tetzlaff + haskell are competing for third. (she's ahead of them)
down to the last 50 meters! and then...
one of the other schools tries to cut in. but then trips her! ON PURPOSE.
so she stumbles. then. the other school trips her again! >:[
so she finished 5th.
and they claim it was an accident, but dude
just how hard is it to cut in without tripping someone
it's a mile. you guys are all tired. not running to fast.
liars - -xx
tetzlaff got the sportsmanship award too (we should've got that)

BLEHHHH. yeah.
well. no piano for a month! these weeks should be pretty good.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

new url!

shooooot I haven't posted in a while haha.
but first! please don't link to this blog on your blogs.
because I don't really want julian to read it so don't tell him or michele about it either okay?
I know it's kind of mean but yeahhhh.
I'm a mean person. (:

so anyways!
nothing much has been happening. or at least nothing of importance.
but I just wanted to say that
I was really touched the other day by kelsey's singing.
iono! it was one of those weird moments.
we're just sitting there in breik cause she's doing her hwk because she NEVER does her hwk at home. andd. she's just singing softly because she likes to sing
(she has a BEAUTIFUL voice btw [: )
specifically, at the cross - hillsong.
yeah I didn't tell her that I was touched cause it'd be kind of weird.
but I was! (:
anyways here's the part she was singing (the bridge.)

You tore the veil,
You made a way
When you said that it is done.

yeahhhh that was just something that's been hanging in my mind for the last day and a half. (:
(LOL I think that was the day when jess called and talked about awkward stuff. ehehee.)
someone remind me to bring food for katti too!
and today I got a cascaron cause of spanish presentations :D

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

star testing

IS OVER YAY HOORAY LET'S DO THREE CARTWHEELS OF JOY!
.....not. I love star testing ahahahha.
not the walking home part, but the no hwk/get out at 12:30/easy tests/playing cards half the time part.
soooo. me and jesspark are pretty screwed for our presentation in spanish tmrw.
seeing as we never actually rehearsed! ahha.

sorry guys I'm not really a deep thinking person.
I would love to say something that would inspire y'all to greater heights! but, I'm afraid that's not going to happen anytime soon.
I've been practicing chinese yo yo though! :D
I can throw it. and catch it. but when I catch it it just kinda falls off so that doesn't really count huh.
haha...
hmmm. I just read/watched my friend's video blog thing!
and it was really inspiring. she lives in taiwan now. got 18 mosquito bites last week hehehee.
but she's really cool. I aspire to be like her! when I get older.
because like, I admire her lifestyle where she always puts God first. where she wakes up at like 5:30 in the morning to go to church for prayer meetings, always turning to God for everything, pretty much most everything she does - God's involved. and I admire that.
she's also a pretty good baller :D

I'm supposed to write a birthday letter thing for sylvia's sister (yvonne.) which is like two weeks late! but. it is the thought that counts.
I'm procrastinating. and I really don't know what to write as of now.
I'll think up something later.
okay I'm rambling so I'll end here. bye!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

rant!

sorry guys,
I just got pretty pissed off today so I want to unload right now.
if you don't want to read my negative thoughts feel free to go somewhere else ^^

so yeah. GAH I HATE THAT GIRL.
amy hsu in my grade. she's so....condescending.
I was sitting with people from my grade after track practice, right?
because I couldn't find anyone else.
and jasmine&aileen were both working on math hwk.
so since me and amy are bored, we're both kind of helping out.
just solving those lcm things with variables too (and factoring!)
the stuff that I love :D
so the answer to one of the problems was x + 2 / x + 3 (something like that, doesn't really matter.) but amy's like. no! that's wrong >:[
and she starts trying to solve it some other way. but me and jasmine are both like.
dude. that's right.... we both got the same answer. you can't go any farther
so then amy gets all pissed off and she's just like fine. do what you what.
then she kinda tried to show off, so she goes ahead and does this problem.
the last/hardest one. (but she does it wrong, btw.)
so she's trying to teach jasmine, but jasmine doesn't get it.
and amy just said. geez! I wrote it out so plain and clear. get it already!
it just makes me mad when she says that kind of stuff.
you don't say that. you're supposed to go over the problem with the person you're trying to teach,
explain every step that you went through until they get it.
because if you really knew what you were doing, you could do that, yeah?
anyways when she said that I just said.
"amy, you think you're too smart." <-cause br="" does.="" she="">yeah it was kind of mean (jalen commented on that)
but I just shrugged it off I said, "okay. I'm a mean person" <- as="" br="" hesitate="" i="" more="" myself="" of="" really="" straightforward="" t="" tell="" tend="" think="" though.="" to="" what="" won="" you.="" you="">so then amy gets alllll pissed off again. me and her, as you can tell, we're not the bestest of buddies. never were. never will be.
then she starts bagging on me to jasmine and jalen, saying like "dude I never do anything wrong and emily always hits me." (do my hits hurt? sorry guys. I don't really mean to hurt you. it's just the way I am, but if you don't like it, tell me and I'll stop.)
amy is sitting right next to me as she's saying this.
so I kind of turn and glare at her.
then she says, "yeah I know you can hear what I say."
^ ...if you can, why don't you say it to my face? jerk.
after that I was just thinking about punching her in the face the whole time :]

so I just stopped talking to her. helped aileen with math. solved that problem jasmine couldn't understand! showed jasmine how to do it.
proved that I'm smarter than amy but don't brag about it and rub it in people's faces like she does.
did math I already forgot about from a year ago.
amy - you can't brag unless you know you're the best. and even though, you shouldn't. arrogance is often not received with gratitude. but your bragging rights are there if you want (:
sorry kid. you're not the best.
so stop.

OKAY YAY I'M DONE!
hehe I was borrowing angel's phone to try and get a ride home
and my mom was asking who's sitting beside you that's so loud!
so I said, this retarded chinese person. 呆呆的. LOL. and I even said emily liang!
and emily was like >:[
really funny (:
cheered me up after getting pissed off at amy.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

senora barry >:[

shoooot,
I feel so paranoid sitting in the front row.
I feel like barry's looking over my shoulder at everything I do.
(she actually does. like flips through my notebook or look at what I'm writing)
feels like she's trying to catch me doing something wrong.
THAT AIN'T GONNA HAPPEN. so stop picking on me D:
haha and even amy hsu picked up on the fact that I never got called on.
partnered up with jessica park for mini project
hehe I'm kind of flattered that as soon as barry finished explaining the rules
she looked across the room at me and mouthed, wanna be my partner!
first I thought she wasn't talking to me so I pointed at myself and mouthed, me? O__o
and she was like, yeah! *nod enthusiastically*
so I'm pretty happy working with her. I would've asked katti if jesspark didn't ask me first but
it's all cool. (:
played badminton today!
pwned courtney real bad
but I really don't know who's the better player between me and serin
I think I would've won if I took it seriously ;]

and! found myself a history partner
...kinda stole her fron jenny kouch though but,
whatever! I'm not gonna let myself feel guilty about it.
lilith wanted to work with me in the first place.
even said she was gonna ask me! so yeahhh.
I think we're gonna get a pretty good grade (:
we came up with good topics and stuff
so I think we're good.

alsooo, pizza party today at lunch! not really a party. just eating party hahaha
christine and tshih and sarah ande showed up.
and ann. is a MONSTER. 8 slices!
I only ate 4. and after school she was like mannn I'm so full but I still wanna eat LOL.
what a cutie <3 br="">
before I study...
@ michelle: I'm flattered that you think that kelsey thinks that way of me XD [I'm really a coward at heart though; I'd probably be the one forcing her to sacrifice herself for me in real life kekeke] I was scared of lee though! but I ended up scoring 123/125 pwahahha :D
alsooo. barry. I ended up with highest grade in class. I'm still baffled with how that happened.

Friday, April 3, 2009

no more comps! :D

yay for jan redondo who baked us cupcakes hehe

practiced singing today @ church!
....songs are secret. keke.
but you guys should come for easter sunday! :D
I'm having fun singing.
and chloe complimented me! :O
she was like,
yeah I've heard you sing. you sing well. (:
and I said nawww not really.
but secretly inside I'm thinking, WHOA REALLY? aww thanks I'm so flattered <3 br="">heheh.
and wei is amazing for hitting that one high note! crazzzzy.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

before i study...


which I'm not in the mood for right now so I'm kind of delaying my inevitable doom. haha.

well today was pretty interesting.
______ got asked to prom! and I dunno if I'm allowed to say
but right now I'm like OH SNAPS WTF.
and a certain someone's real jealous ;]
all my classes were bleh. but! I brought my 蔥油餅 to school!
shared with people
and they all liked it :D
so I'll make more sometime soon, okay?
(I know I'm such a fabulous cook, thanks.)

ermmmmm. kinda scared for comps like always.
especially for lee. but I think 3rd qtr comps isn't gonna be bad?
seems not as hard as second qtr. just gotta study.
which I'm not doing right now heheheehe.

today though! presented first for spanish.
and I SWEAR senora barry hates me. I did so well!
and everyone thought I was like the best presentation that went today.
but she only gave me 28/30. and she never calls on me!
ajskdlf;ajkfl;asjkf. someone remind me to ask if I can sit with my row again for next qtr, okay?

chilled with kels at lunch today. went over the proof with her.
I think she'll do just fine (:
I was actually gonna ditch her and go chill with pauline & annie & jess and everyone.
but just decided to stay because she always looks so lonely there by herself.
so, she told me about her dream. (that I was a major charactar in)
and be prepared to read cause it's kinda long.

THE DREAM.
situation: me and kels are chilling at her house with her bro for no apparent reason.
so here we are, just sitting there. and all of a sudden kels gets a phone call!
some stranger calls and says your parents are dead. they got killed by the aliens
[these aliens are these big black things. kind of like the dark riders/ringwraiths from lotr. you get the idea. big people on big horseys on killing rampage. scary! there's a pic @ the top of the page.]
so thennnn. kels starts freaking out! and we've gotta go hide, cause mystery caller also said that the aliens were heading into our culdesac.
so first we go hide in the medicine cabinet.but then we're kind of like, this is stupid. they just open it and we'll be right there! and then we'll die.
and then kels says, I GOT IT. let's go hide in my attic! which is not really an attic but an empty space that you can climb into when you take off one of the lights.
but then she says, hold up. but even if we hid in there, we wouldn't be able to pull the light back on and dust everything off to make it look like we weren't here. they'd just find us anyways. let's just die together in the medicine cabinet.
but then I'm like. kels. go up there. I'll put the light back up and sweep everything.
then she's like, NO! we're just gonna die together. I'm not gonna let you die for me.e
then I'm like: KELS. JUST DO IT. and I punch her. then I say HURRY. cause at this point, the ringwraiths are already here and they killed her brother who we ditched downstairs cause we couldn't find her.
so I shove her up there, and I die a heroic death (:
the ringwraiths don't find her.
she escapes, and jumps into her neighbor's pool.
then wakes up.

so guys, what does this mean? XD

Monday, March 30, 2009

nightmare/library

I had this horrible nightmare
where it was already the carm vs. whitney game
and we were playing
but rachel, reyna, alyssa weren't there.
and we were like barely holding on
4 games to 3 or something (doesns't make sense I know)
but I was freaking out cause our star players weren't here!
yeah. (:
also later after the game cause we won barely
I was looking for nicole cause she didn't play for some reason
so I found her sitting down in a circle in this small metal tower playing cards
and I said, "HI!"
and she saidd, " hi . "
but really disinterestinginly and it made me sad and then I just walked away cause I felt like she didn't like me anymore =/

woke up at like 12 today though.
went to library for like 2 hours.
just chilled with annie and priya for the most part,
but wandered around with julia ip for a bit looking for books.
at the end met up with pauline and joan and paul.
then left cause we got in trouble.
talked with priya outside for at least 30 min just waiting there for our parents.
bumped into murphy chu! wonder if she's on the team.

yeah that's my day and now I should rehearse for spanish presentation. =/
byee!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Lydia! :O

becauseee I don't really ahve anything to post about today and I want to blog for the heck of it
I decided to do that music shuffle thing!
I've always wanted to do one but never actually did.
then I saw it on tiffyeh's blog, so here I am! :D
here we gooo.

Instructions
1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

How do you feel today?
Poparazzi - Switchfoot

What is your motto?
Strong Tower - Kutless [oh yess check out these guns baby! :D]

What do your friends think of you?
Offering -Chill Cafe [whatever that means haha]

What do you think about very often?
More Than Fine - Switchfoot
"When I wake in the morning,
I want to blow into pieces.
I want more than just ok, more than just ok.
When I'm up with the sunrise
I want more than just blue skies.
I want more than just ok, more than just ok.

I'm not giving up, giving up, not giving up now.
I'm not giving up, giving up, not backing down.

More than fine, more than bent on getting by.
More than fine, more than just ok.

When I'm lit with the sunrise.
I want more than just a good time.
I want more than just ok, more than just ok.

I'm not giving up, giving up, not giving up now.
I'm not giving up, giving up, not selling out." oh yes! :D

What is 2+2?
Did You Feel the Mountains Tremble? - Hillsong [hehe I don't know the answer so I'll ask you a question instead :P]

What do you think of your best friend?
Possibilities - Sanctus Real
"We don't have to live memories
Time can turn our dreams to reality
Oh, the possibilities"

What do you think of the person you like?
Believe - Andy Chrisman

What is your life story?
You - Switchfoot [<3 br="">
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Rebirthing - Skillet

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Lose My Soul - Toby Mac ft. Kirk Franklin & Mandisa [oh snapsss ;)]

What do your parents think of you?
非你莫屬(I belong to you and you only? wtf) - Ariel Lin

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Take It All - Hillsong United [YEAH YEAH LET'S GET IT ON]

What will they play at your funeral?
If You Knew - Wang Lee Hom

What is your hobby/interest?
Little House - The Fray

What is your biggest secret?
Each Other - Skillet

What do you think of your friends?
Alive - POD [actually it was awesome is the lord most high by passion but let's not get blasphemous here (: ]

What’s the worst thing that could happen?
Why do I do it - Commoners and Kings

How will you die?
I Do, I Do, I Do, I Do, I Do - ABBA [does that mean I'll die right when I get asked to be married? D: ]

What is the one thing you regret?
Apathetic Way to Be - Relient K [most of the time it's the other way around.. XD]

What makes you laugh?
Gone - Switchfoot [this is more like crying...and really, it was none but jesus - hilsong united and glorious - passion but no more blasphemy!]

What Makes You Cry?
我不想忘記你(I don't want to forget you) - Claire [awww this actually is sad.]

Will you ever get married?
New World - TobyMac

What scares you the most?
Boomin' - TobyMac

Does anyone like you?
Conga - Gloria Estefan

If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Challenge 挑戰 - Tension

What hurts right now?
I Trust You - Skillet [betrayals?! D: ]

What will you post this as?
Lydia - FIR

church was actually pretty fun today though.
talking with yvonne / drawing pictures of people on the whiteboard
somehow, everyone guessed who I was first.
geez. I'm not THAT short D:
taller than lucy and ting at least! :D
cats was really fun yesterday. hanging out with kels and mich was fun too.
and wow, the cast was amazing.
they're all amazing singers. and ande's dance sure was seductive ;]
gonna make myself a dollar on wednesday,
cause I bet agnes a dollar that we were gonna win :D
easy money, yeah?

Saturday, March 28, 2009

MICHELLE LOVES EMILY AND VICE VERSA :D

hello! this is michelle chang. me and kelsey and emily and julian are at the yangs' casa :D
emily is like the dirtiest little creature on earth ever. cause she leaves her spoon (which she ate frozen pudding with) on this wood table/board/stand thing and then it's like infecting the whole board with her spit. oh and also she puts her feet everywhere. and she has an ear picker thing, for scratching her ear when she's bored. in addition she likes cutting her nails; she thinks it's fun.

emily farted. [edit - THAT WAS KELSEY.]

we smell something sour and indian!

we're studying for bio, even though emily's not in bio.. yarrrrr.

anyways.. we're going to see cats after :)

have a nice day!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

it's been a while

lol loonnnnng blogger break.
sorry guys!
esp. michelle cause I know how frustrating it gets when you're checking blogs but they dont' post XD
and you're just like DARN.
anyways.
dominated fedde 49-10
I actually started today :O
amazing huh? but it's only cause fedde sucks I think. and also cause people haven't been coming to practice.
I played pretty good today, by my standards.
lol if I get complimented by rachel more than once in the game
(and don't get yelled at)
I'm good. (:
carmenita is next. and is our last game of the season. ]:
imuna miss basketball.
but in the end,
decided to take both band and basketball for next year
I just love both of them too much (:
pretty excited though
freshman year is gonna be hard, but major fun! :D
new kids! and they better be cool ones.

I hung out with annie granny today after schoooooooool.
just sat there and talked.
about basketball and other sports mostly.
and that allison tran girl?
I don't like her.
she never shows up to practice
and she's still bagging on me
what the HELL is your problem girl
I was about ready to cuss you out today when you yelled at me for
and I quote,
"why don't you fucking listen"
geez. I was playing on there in that position for like 15 minutes and then you come on and take my spot
is it a sin to forget what you told me? muscle memory is a factor too.
eff you mannnnnn.
show some respect to your elders.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

lyrics (for isabel)

I told her I'd put these on my blog!
actually I just sent her offline im's but yeah.
these are the lyrics I rewrote for kelsey's birthday,
to the tune of say it again by marie digby (:

Thing about you, is I never saw you coming.
You showed up one day and took me by surprise
And now you're a friend who's close to me that's got me thinking
Today's your day, I wanna sing a song for you

We might not be ______
But we're gonna make you smile
So turn off your phone and listen

So we'll say it again for you
Cause we love you for being Kelsey
And there's no one else like you who makes me smile like you do!
And we'll say it again for you
Today's March 13 it's your birthday
and we hope you like this song!

Thing about friends is they're the ones who love you
You're one of the best cause you always cheer me up
Thing about us is that we're thankful for your presence
Stay here with us, and make us glad again

(bridge)
Even though we don't always show it
You are that girl that we adore - it's a thing we can't explain
I promise this ain't just one more lie
But these words in our song for you are true and not cliche


you could probably use this for most anyone.
rewrite prechorus and chorus and tada!
but I won't. I'll rewrite new lyrics. hehehe (:

math was pretty chill today.
as of now I have a 99/100 on my ch. 8 test!
[oooh michael buble has a nice voice. I'm listening to songs on mary/sarah's blog XD]
emily's crazy as usual with andrew.
cahsee testing today!
good luck you guys for tmrw as well.
good luck to pauline too!
yeah for golfing! and trying to be tiger woods status but epic failing XD
it's okay kid. we still think you're the best <3 br="">did hwk after school with katti (geometry tutor? caught in actionnn)
steph, and linda.
haha went into west's room to wait too.
chilled with west, tshih, jshih, allison, and wakamiya (:
basketball practice was fun. just tiring.
but GEEZ I wish ______ would quit already. she's not committed.
if you're late by like 30 min don't bother coming - -xx
tetzlaff game tmrw, guys!
come out and support yeah?
watch us DOMINATE.

------edit
class mtgs too!
good luck to all you people with campaign speeches to make [:
(ex: alicezuo, etc.)
I'm pretty sure who I'm voting for.
but you still have a chance to change my mind, you know!

Monday, March 16, 2009

ramblings

I'll start out shallow today, because I feel like it (:
my ankle was killinggg me today >_____>
no more jumproping hahahaha.
@ practice today it was just like me, linda, ashley, jshih, phoebe, priyanka
six people.
so we didn't condition with tshih; just scrimmaged + ekta & divyesh and played knockout
fun stuff. linda won a slushie, but she gave it to us :D
haha I found out that wakamiya's a private school kid.
figures, don't you think? XD
jk. she's actually a really nice person once you get to know her.
just need to get over initial prejudice - don't judge a book by its cover!
but seriously, those scrubs need to work on their first impressions
and the image they present.
cause it's not a good one. but they're nice kids, yeah <3 br="">geometry today -> SO freaking hilarious
emliang & andrewro - trying to take pieces of scotch tape off their hands without peeling it off/rubbing it against objects
they're like frantically blowing at it
and shaking their hands all around
and then I put a piece of tape on em's mouth and she FREAKS out XD
you just had to be there man.
or just add emily liang + tape in your mind.
I think you'll get a pretty accurate picture.
haha katti and her "thrusting" her pelvis out with feet wide apart when she stands.
^courtesy of emily huang.

anyways, I was just thinking.
and I realized that. I like you so much better when you're not texting!
because when you do. it consumes you, kind of?
you don't talk or anything. you just sit there with your phone.
I don't like that. and seriously, if you keep this up,
I don't know if I actually want to be your friend anymore.
it's overkill. and. I'm not talking to you anymore.
you just sit there in your own little world.
and honestly, it pisses me off sometimes.
school is for interacting with the people around you!
stop texting him, especially when I'm sitting right in front of you,
trying to talk to you, trying to get to know you better.
to me, it's like saying that you don't care about our friendship.
slow it down. he's a guy. get real. you're not going to end up with him. look around at the people around you. we're right here to support you. but if you push us away, we won't be.

okay that was my little rant (:

Thursday, March 12, 2009

HASKELL DOMINATION.

44-8, babyyyy :D
dude those refs sucked though.
didn't call anything.
this one girl was in the key for like 10 seconds trying to "guard" me.
I heard rachel counting XD
and they were so like....wound up.
screaming BALL BALL BALL the whole time.
but haha I'm proud of myself for that game.
it feels good when people tell you, good job.
and they mean it.
dove for the ball and latched on. (:
NO ONE is taking that ball from me.

practice was fun today, playing against varsity.
they're all super chill (:
sarah anderbhan, tshih, tfang, christine castillo, michelle guan.
got commended for boxing out on sarah HELL YEAH
but I gotta step up to that ball, and put it back up right away.
put my hands up too!

two tests today: science and geometry.
think I did pretty good for both.
actually finished the whole test for geometry :D

just finished making kels's stuff.
got my basketball shoes today YAY! :D
and now imuna go jumprope my 1000 times, bye [:

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

ROSS DOMINATION.

HELL YEAH.
THIRTY SEVEN TO FOUR.
which is 33. which is my jersey number! :D
hehehe I was a captain! along with rachel reyna and wakamiya
but dude, we DOMINATED.
I'm so proud of allison in particular
way to go! :D
good job in putting that ball back up kid.
you do us proud.
I made a bunch of mistakes though =/
need to improve!
we're playing haskell tmrw; away game.

anyways worked on stuff for kels with jess afterschool
and when I got home
took me freaking forever! D:
but I'm pretty satisfied with it.
....and I hope I'm not forgetting to do any hwk.