SFRANCISCO II

feeling pissed of.
this conference sucks so far.
they have white people on worship,
and last year's was better.
same speaker as last year.
and that prayer tunnel was just awkward.
I don't think I'm gonna get anything this year
but oh well.
the only thing I'm looking forward to is the hanging out with my friends.
and my cousins' being gay
I WALKED ALL THE WAY OVER HERE TO HER HOTEL
IN THE FREEZING RAIN
and she's like oh you can't use my laptop
I have to go now I woke up late.
- -xx
so I'm using the hotel computer.
which is weird.
and no one's even on cause it's so early
not even ellie...
and yeah.
mann. can't wait to get back to you guys
and ditch my cousin.

you guys are my world <3
miss you guys mann.
hehe (:

SFRANCISCO I

hahas.
I"m here
after a long drive
and internet deprivation ><
lots of shopping
coldness.
and yeah.
imuna keep this short
cause I don't have that much time.
miss you guys <3
have fun without me mann.

sen dan jie

merry christmas everyone!
leaving for sf tmrw - be back on the first.
talk to you guys then, I guess.

yu mu shi!

party (:
it was okay.
wei pisses me off sometimes though
um.
haha we just hung around and waited
for like an HOUR
for him to come. and then it wasn't really surprise
but oh wells. it was fun anyways (:
silly string on his head.
HAHA first time he had that much 'hair' XD
umm. dinner! really good food
and like....yeah. good food
then we go up! play some dare games
ouch. me and john ho. we got picked TWICE IN A ROW
DIFFERENT NUMBERS. omg. that just doesn't make sense.
raspberry on cheek & eskimo kiss ><
haha jessica was 'jealous' of me. JESSICA LIKES BROOK CHANG.
WHOOT XD
jk. but then like...then! we went down
watched a skit about yu mu shi's life.
jessica makes a very convincing mom (:
she will be a good mom in her time.
then....some guitar songs XD singing by youth group.
speeches by adults...
pro caroling. I SAW DIANE AND EDDIE! whoot.
they did sleigh ride singing a cappella! proness.
then we went back upstairs
played naked. MY team won by a lot...of course.
cake! and then we just stood around and talked
and then went home.
OH! wei snuck in our car.
and as we were pulling out he was like. hi auntie vivian!
and my mom's like. OMG OMG OMG.
and then he jumped out and went back to his own mom's car XD
yeup. good day, I guess.
I still miss you guys a lot though...

14 days until I see you guys again.

feel better peoples.

mann what's with today
everyone's all emo outside of church =\
but at church
it was pretty good
musical celebration = blehhh.
got some gifts :D
haha jessica's book.
about. "puzzling and improbable questions and answers - do fish drink water?"
by bill mclain.
still, it's pretty interesting.
haha I just managed to flip open to this page.
and you knwo what it says?
"orange M&M's are thought to augment breast size."
...interesting, eh?
anyways. ellie's in newyork. and I miss her :(
and she apparently ahd a bad day.
so she was being emo... sigh. - -xx

ELLIE I LOVE YOU

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.

NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAYY.

it doesn't matter what they think.
cause I think you dress very nice.
and what do fobs know anyways.
THEY'RE FOBS MANN.
don't feel bad because I still love you and always will.
and Jesus loves you!
and you aren't weird.
I'm weird. doooi. like the emily that I am XD
seriously fobs don't know anything.
they're really annoying. specially conton fobs.
don't listen to them. you're beautiful!
no matter what they say [singing]
I don't even think they were talking about you anyways XD

but yeah.
cheer up mann.
you're ellie.
who is my husband.
and everyone knows that my husband has to be gorgeous ;)
jk. but you are!
so. may this boost your self morale.
AND I WASN'T LYING.
I WAS BEING.
TOTALLY SINCERE.
okay?
merry christmas (in two days)
^^
then tonight
wei's sleeping over!
haha me and him and julian start playing games XD
beat 50 & 150 cc all-cup tour.
took FOREVER man. but it was worth it (:
then beat flower cup on mirror mode. pwahhahahah.
and thenn....mario party four XD
I won, of course.
...with some cheating, perhaps XD
and yeah.
gnite!

brian's birthday (:

happy birthday to you mann.
haha.
dude I can't believe I'm forgetting what you guys look like now.
ajdlf;asjdfjksal;fj;asdfj
ellie's in newyorkcity and jenny's in lasvegas
paul's....somewhere
ACKKKK EVERYONE'S LEAVING ME.
it's okay though (:
stuff myself on italian food for brian's birthday (:
man that food is gooood and rich.
then at night potluck! have fun
talent show! haha yu mu shi XD
fighting XD and doing random stuff like bom bom bom bom during twinkle twinkle little star.
haha yeah. and then the little girl singing (:
man that was crazy. no words or music just standing there singing.
such courage...
then calvin's little girl singing (: she was gooood.
THEN CHLOEEEE
WHOOOT. WHISTLE CHEER.
she was nervous but it was okay. I love her voice mann. it's like angels seriously.
then...I forget (:
guitars by james/joshua teng and violin with ted silent night
that was good (:
cerritos skit. which was okay...
some more random singing by old people
five songs on keyboard by an old guy.
and then..tina's version of the christmas song by christina aguilera!
with all the oohing and aahing and high piercing notes and stuff.
she sings pretty good. but not as good as chloe! shh.
then MA LI MING! haha the must seeeee.
throws gifts into the audience! it's crappy stuff but stilll.
it's the thought that counts ;)
and then she came over and dumped her basket into the youth section at the end
cause there were leftovers (: palmolive soap mann.
hehe. and then we watch amy and alan play with the choir
ughhh youth performance tmrw ><
wish me luck.
miss you guys mann.

clumsiness.

haha this year I've also become
increasingly clumsy.
like seriously.
we just pulled out of the driveway getting to church
after leaving my parent's friends and their kids at our house.
and then.
I drop a whole plate of cookies on the floor of yvonne's car ><
SORRY YVONNE
and sorry for not shutting up. ><
SORRY SORRY SORRY
but today for church was pretty cool.
jessica was being seductive like always <3
amanda was tickling chloe
I had chocolate on my shoe!
and yeah. it was pretty fun
got a book from sylvia and underwear too! sylvia's cool like that mann.
you know it. and I guess. yeah fun. white elephant gift exchange (:
giftnapping galores. apple cider at the end!
then a good talk with sylvia about populars.
my favorite subject.
and yeahhh. oh ellie!
you got mentioned. cause we were talking bout hannah joo and yvonne's like
is that the girl that came to our church!
and i"m like naww. that's ellie shin mann. she's cool.
and she was like. oh. she seems nice (:
haha yeah. k then. night everyone! <3 sleep tight.

changing.

here's something someone said in their card to me.
the card made me happy (:
did I say that already?
anyways. this person is really deep. so here we go.
"thanks for being __________. its that kind of adjective taht goes deeper than deep and reaches higher than high. its a word that words themselves can not explain. it is not a word that can be spoken or heard, but felt. It is a word of compassion, love, & laughter. you are truly _________. May God bless your Christmas & new year to come. saranghae <3"

on a side note. NEVER GIVE ANYONE
SOMETHING YOU AHVE STOLEN FROM THEM.
WRAPPED IN EXCESSIVE LAYERS OF TAPE.
worst gift in the world. jkay, ily mary (: my only lima bean..out of two.
six candy canes.

IMUNA MISS YOU GUYS MANNNNN.
this has been a really good four months.
seriously.
I mean maybe not for you guys
but this four months has really changed me.
the way I think.
the way I act
the way I talk.
I mean, seriously. like I've ditched ALL of my elementary friends.
cept for julian if you could call him a friend XD jk.
and found you people who mean the world to me.
you know cause. it's not the events that make life.
it's the people who you share the events with that do.
some of you guys I might've met later.
some of you guys I might've met earlier.
but I love you ALLL the same. and I mean it.
you eighth graders ( + liz, janelle, and serin) are my world.
you are the ones who
make my life worth living.
you are the ones who inspire me
to get out of bed each day
just to be able to see you guys
to hang out with you,
who I'm proud to call my friends - no matter how long you may stay in my life
I'm still proud to know you.
proud to be able to say, hey look, see her? yeah the pretty one. that's my friend.
she's mine, so don't you dare jack her. you mess with her, I'll kill you. (:
and seriously.
this past four months.
are probably the most changing in my life.
it's when I've left everything
that I thought was good
when I thought nothing could get better - everything was perfect mann.
I left it for whitney.
stepped out of my old skin into a new world.
infinitely better than the one I left behind - more than perfect.
and you're the ones who've made it that way.
so thank you.
with all my heart.
for being my friend.
imuna miss you guys a lot over break.
see you guys in two weeks mann.
take advantage of this break without my annoying face :P
hehe :D
I can never stay serious for long. that's what makes me so cool (:
you know itt.

jessicaliu

thisisgonnabeashoutouttoher.
even though she doesn't read this XD
cause. yeah.
haha she made me stay with her to make her poster
after school today.
and then! my dad drives off and like.
jessica comes back and she's like
oh the asb door's locked
you can go. I'll just finish it at home.
and I'm like. WHATTTTT
then. I'm like. oh. you OWE ME NOW.
so jessica's gonna join track w/ me this season (:
and then we just sat on the ground.
and talked. and talked. and talked.
hahaha. it was fun though (: jessica's cool like that mann.
I manipulated her into staying with me! PWAHAHAHAHAH
and we talked. it made my day (: which was basically a day of watching movies and tests.
blehhhh.
but. yeah. ily jessicaliu <3
hehe.

pretending julian.

today was okay
nothing special
screw jensen
shoudl study for torres test
collins test was okay.

then today.
I PRETEND TO BE JULIAN
talk to hanna
for like the longest time (:
and she doesn't really notice.
and finally I tell her.
and then she treats me different.
darn. hanna's an okay popular I guess
not as bad as like
ingrid. persay.
it's jsut taht they turn mean when they're with their friends ><
haha. popular rant. read below!
anyways
talked to izzy too
had to convince her into believing I was julian
after I said watshisface XD
I did it on purpose.
to see if she would notice.
she did. (sigh)
and then I halfway convinced her (:
then I fessed up.
and yeah. that's my day
pretending to be julian.
OH
daniel hit me in the head wit hthe basketball ><
at least I didn't lose any memory (:

winter concert.

funness (:
today was raining.
ate with scrub friends.
but it's not worth it.
imuna eat with ellie and them from now on (:
k moving on to concert.

soooo. get there five. fortyfive and we warm up
tune
sit there. practice a bit. then we play!
WHOOOSHHH
then we're done
go out. say hi to orchestra people getting ready (:
go in. haha we went up! then the lady was like
NO ROOM
then all the hs people came out. then we went in (:
hehes. watched orchestra. THEY WERE AWESOME MAN
the second song about the lady giving birth was cool (:
vrooommmmmmmmmeeruuooummmmwoem. dong!
esther runs back and forth from her seat to the bells XD
third song was cool too.
haha ellie and alice. forgot last sheet of music XD
so they pulled the stand all the way down
and read on the people in front of them XD
I saw tiffany, and sayoni, and ellie, and alice, and jessica?, and shivvy, and esther, and mommy (:
yayy.
andrew was playing bari sax w/ orchestra XD
on the last song christmas chimes
then intermission!
find orchestra people
see samantha! (: she better make it in freshmen year
go back up
talk. insult ellie's sister who's super cool (:
haha you can tell in their relationship that
ellie's a really good sister and her sister just adores her <3
thennn. listen to hs ppl warm up
section leaders give him gifts.
last song (: sleigh ride!
haha I love that song. mrs. k leaves..
then. we go down
I leave
sitting here making paper cranes for joyson.
yeupp.

a minor rant.

ackhem.qwertyuiop: well.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: it's just.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: like I take the time and everything.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: to run with stephanie.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: cause she doesn't run with the other populars.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: cause crislyn and jessica run faster.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: and hannah joo and noel and ingrid are slower.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: and like.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: I give myself leg cramps and everything.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: keeping her pace.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: shortening my strides.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: cause my legs are longer.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: but then like.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: what's the freaking point.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: cause like after we're done running or whatever.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: I just get COMPLETELY ignored.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: I'm trying my hardness to be nice.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: cause I like stephanie (:
ackhem.qwertyuiop: but then like.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: I get ignored.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: and it makes me feel worthless.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: that's my rant (:

besides the rant.
my day was okay.
OGAWA!
hahah mary in band.
she has to learn how to freeze after a song (:

ministry.

it was da bomb.
that's all I can say.
it made me cry.
but it's okay.
cause in my thinking about problems in my life.
and being self-pitiful.
and praying.
I think I got something resolved.
I feel better now.
and I got a hug from the texas lady.
cause she told me to stand up
cause she needed to give me a hug.
so I'm cool now (:

HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME.
the only question is.
why?
the only answer is.
because He does.
because I'm IMPORTANT to him.
because I'm his favorite.
that's why. (:

sleepover - the aftermath.

eh.
pretty fun (:
to tell the truth.
went in sam's car. waited for grace for quite a bitt.
then! drove forever to irvine.
got stuck in traffic
dude it was like. freezing! and the gated community lady was like
ooh that's a cool accent. where are you from!
to sam.
so we go in. hang out for a little. play uno (:
modified frank rules stylee.
have fun (:
eat jellybeans, pizza, salad, bread, pumpk'n pie! (:
watch josh yu breakdance freestyle. ooh. more about josh later.
and..have fun! worship and stuff
the worship was really good. umm.
we have small group outside in the freezing cold.
people say they saw a shooting star but I didn't see it ><><>

We should get jerseys
Cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine
Cause you're out of my league

And I know that it's so cliché
To tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
And everyone watching us
Just turns away with disgust
This jealously
They can see that we've got it going on

I can not wait for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than what I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
Cause this is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

Maybe I'm just lucky
Cause it's hard to believe
That somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliché
To talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious
To everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on

I can not wait for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
Cause this is going to be the best thing that we've ever seen

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right
-must have done something right, relient k.

on a side note.
yvonne said I looked older too.
after two weeks of not seeing me.
do I?
thursday, december 4. 07.
maybe that's the day
that I started looking older.
it's those things that affect your way of thinking
that change the way you appear.
I never thought of it that way.
but if I seriously look older..
hmm.
I guess that really does make a world of difference
those events that change your whole outlook
on life.

second side note.
PAULINE'S SHORTS ARE HUGE XD

haikus.

In Japan, they are considering replacing the impersonal and unhelpful Microsoft Error messages with Haiku poetry messages.
this is the haiku. enjoy!

Serious error.
All shortcuts have disappeared.
Screen. Mind. Both are blank.

Your file was so big.
It might be very useful.
But now it is gone.

The Website you seek
Cannot be located, but
Countless more exist.

Chaos reigns within.
Reflect, repent, and reboot.
Order shall return.

Program aborting:
Close all that you have worked on.
You ask far too much.

Windows NT crashed.
I am the Blue Screen of Death.
No one hears your screams.

Yesterday it worked.
Today it is not working.
Windows is like that.

First snow, then silence.
This thousand-dollar screen dies
So beautifully.

With searching comes loss
And the presence of absence:
"My Novel" not found.

The Tao that is seen
Is not the true Tao-until
You bring fresh toner.

Stay the patient course.
Of little worth is your ire.
The network is down.

A crash reduces
Your expensive computer
To a simple stone.

Three things are certain:
Death, taxes and lost data.
Guess which has occurred.


You step in the stream,
But the water has moved on.
This page is not here.

Out of memory.
We wish to hold the whole sky,
But we never will.

Having been erased,
The document you're seeking
Must now be retyped.

you know.
today was okay.
I fell in the mud (:
yeahhh.
mud mud mud!
cause I was running for the goal with the ball.
then.
there's like this HUGE STRETCH OF MUD.
on field one
so I can't stop
my feet slide out from under me
and I fall with a whoosh (:
everyone was laughing. ahha.
maybe I"ll slip and fall tmrw (:

DO I LOOK LIKE DANIEL SHIM.

no I don't.
thank you for your input.
haha today was opposite sex day.
imuna be scarred for life.
all the guys with dresses
and silicon boobs
*shudder*
yeahh. today was okay
gave julia shamu (:
didn't get my cup of noodle though..I'll ask her tmrw
she was crying in collins ><
so I decided that wasn't the time to ask her.
thenn. today was okay?
finished lesson plans and stuff pe..
ugh I feel bad... you know how hard I kick right?
so then I kicked the ball and it hits crislyn first.
then. later I kick the ball again and it hits jessica park in the head.
I SHALL RESOLVE TO ONLY KICK WITH MY LEFT FOOT.
thennn in band. after school... deborah gets pissed off at me
I have no clue why
but me and mary were like talking (:
so I had fun anyways
those beginning/intermediate people are LOUD man
there was a cool part in measure 33 for hansel and gretel
it was lower melody! I s'pose that's the improvised baritone
later I ask julia to ask deborah why she's pissed
and she was like. oh deborah's not my friend anymore
she has all those korean fob people. and I was like. darnnn.
but it's kind of true about deborah y'know?
she's kind of bratty...to tell the truth.

so after band practice! I wait with michyychangg.
we eat fruit roll up (:
talk with krystal about how I DON'T look like daniel shim.
and how mich can imagine me going out with a girl.
cause I 'look' like a guy. ajkdlfajlsdfja;sdfj;asldfjas
oh well whatever. we just had fun talking (:
I ranted aobut the populars and how they're mean outside of pe.
why do I bother talking to them.
but yeah. today was an okay day.
fun parts and bad parts. but mostly fun.

MICHELE GOT A HAIRCUT,. she looks nicer now (:

xisab3lx: 7th grade; time when you find yourself
xisab3lx: & where you belong.
xisab3lx: CLAPCLAPCLAP

haha such a loser she claps for herself (:
jkays. that's a good philosophy (:

laughter.

it's amazing what it can do to you.
haha me and deborah
we cracked up for like. NO REASON AT ALL.
I started laughing.
she sees me laughing, she laughes.
I see her laughing, I start again!
then I calm down. and play this CRAZY note
and we both laugh again.
and this is in like
the middle of hansel and gretel
and mr. england keeps on conducting.
and for some reason I find that mr. england looks really funny
so I start laughing again.
it's an endless cycle
which began when deborah forgot her sheet music
so she shared with me.
so mr. england gave us a funny look.
and I was like HAHAHHAHAH inside
and it just broke free.
plus my sheet music has like 'ni fang pee' and 'pabo' written all over it
which of course, is enough to make ANYONE laugh (:
judy and mary called us weird ><

then in pe.
I was defender
so me and mary are just like talking
while the ball's all the way over on the other side.
and we start playing like
lemonade
and we do a good luck handshake
we play slide and various korean slapping games.
then mr. ednoff gets off his cellphone
and he's like
'ladies! no more pattycake'
and then me and mary just talk about like
kindergarten and stuff.
how she had ebisuya and love and stuff.

yeahhh. fun day (:

life.

it's confusing mann.
there's too much drama.
why can't we just
all get along.

yesterday/today

yesterday
only thing worth mentioning
screwed up on workshop yesterday (:
but pshaww
got good comments anyways.
and.
_____ said taht she wasn't gonna leave me.
so that made me super happy :D
and pretty much made my day.

today
samuel's leaving us - -xx
haha I was watching josh's videos

"he would go out every night looking for himself
and on the way he found deliana, joanna, patty, and brian..?"
HAHA THAT WAS SO AWESOME
you shoulda seen the look on ms. park's face when she said that.
but yeahh
na-hing speciale today.

faculty follies

okay yesterday
someone said something that
scared the crap out of me.
but I'm fine now.

faculty folliess.
funness (:
opening act was ms. ballie and ms. verett doing a skit
about "who's on first"
SO FUNNY (:
then singing and stuff.
james' voice is sooo crazy
thenn.
hmm.
more singing!
love shack (:
that was a cool song.
hm.
oooooh.
potter puppet pals mann.
WHOOOT
GO MS. PARK
she was a pwnage severus snape (:
it was sooooo funny man.
then!
there was.....
it's a small world in various languages
some weird thing with the science department
SOULJA BOY.
WITH SENORA BARRY IN THE FRONT SHOWING OFF HER PWNAGE SKILLS.
WHOOT
I have to learn how to dance that one day.
superman!
ermmmmmmm. tap-dancing
ms. jensen and james and crew
danced for us with canes and hats
ooh.
cell block tango!
that was so awesome (:
all the old ladies were complaining about
their husbands and how they killed them.
and they'd all go and turn around in their chairs and thrust out with their canes.
I'm scarred for life.
ROFL
the lady with her "artistic" husband
how he would go roaming out
for inspiration and find women
like DELIANA
LMAO I look over and see ms. park and she's like :O
so funny mann.
finale was awesome (:
it was like.
slash and his crew.
then like.
hip hop eighties crew came out
and they start fighting with each other.
mr. z and his hair rofl
then!
JAMES COMES OUT AGAIN (:
and he pwns them all.
that was an awesome faculty follies (:
can't wait til next year.
I laughed soooo hard.
SOMEONE BETTER POST IT ON YOUTUBE.

you know me.

I don't usually cuss..but
fuck this
seriously
I mean like my life
is ...it's so
I mean I've been blessed and everything
but somehow .... it spirals down to the point of no return
I'm confused.
I can't take this anymore
I just don't know what to do
I don't really have anyone to turn to.
so what do I do now?
maybe I should just stop talking
so it'll hurt less when __________ happens.

darkness arrives
covers everything
no hope
no way out of this
confusion, chaos, anarchy
inner turmoil
nothing left in this dark
but sometimes you just
need to
turn on the light.

welch

okay.
it was alright.
I like jocelyn better online.
don't see michaela.
liz was moody in the morning.
I got worried >_>
and it turned out it was some minor fight with her twin (:
so that cheered me up.
finished animal farm movie.
ms.torres almost blows up again
I have unfortunately let _____ down.
WILL YOU FORGIVE ME D:
it was a. once in a lifetime situation..
seriously :(
mi an he
people are complainng about mascot
making forum.
a pretty blah day.
but yeah.
blahhhhh.
mmhms.
worse than usual.
but it was still okay.
JESSICA IS GONNA DRAW ME A PANTHER.

the best part of the day was probly
listening to michele sing about gases (:
with her luverly voice on her guitar (:
dude I love her voice
it's so pretty <3>

crap

what's wrong with this world
it's leaving me confused
and depressed
I don't get it
and
why am I always in the backseat?
not just literally...but
in life. why am I always in the backseat?
always in the audience
always watching
never doing anything
seriously.
this is getting gay
I think I'm gonna ditch the sleepover thing
seeing as it's oh so ever coincindentally
scheduled to collide with the gay workshop
and I already feel left out at church
so what's the point of going to hte sleepover.
iono
screw this
forget I said anything
sure it might jsut be a phase
but I don't like this phase.
im gonna let it control me and direct the way I act
because I'm not strong enough to do otherwise
..yeah, my problems are miniscule
I have no argument for letting it affect me
it's just that im sick of this world
sick of the broken friendships
sick of getting ignored
sick of everything

you just think nothing's wrong
cause i fake.

...I just pray that tmrw is better than today
welch

today was okay.
we're the orange panthers ^^
and yeah. endofstoryy.

ic..

http://pascalcampion.com/door.swf
^interesting animation (: poor guy.

ic meeting
didn't really get anything done.
sat by myself :(
class color = maroon

besides that...
umm. my legs are sore
cause of mile.
ran with stephanie again (:
then we played soccer
and lost like heck.
me kicking hard = playing loud in band (:
I get that same nice feeling inside.
I also get high off of running!
hehe.
but class mascots I'd like...
hmm

manatees
armadillos
pandas
polar bears
artic foxes
rhinos
wild boars
wildebeests
wolverines
belugas
condors
ospreys

yeuppp.
tell me if you have suggestions! ^^

sleepover.

worst analogies in the world! ^^ THEY'RE SO FUNNY.

http://www.jimgeary.com/faves/joxe/JOXETC02.HTM

politics explained.

http://www.sjgames.com/illuminati/politics.html

but besides that.
pretty average day. nothing special really.
voted on stuff for retreat!
we're gonna have a maroon jacket with a cool design (kudos to mr. brian wang)

but!
anyone wanna come to sleepover for my church?
it's december 14-15
sleepover in irvine (girls, amanda/jessica's house; guys, kevin chen's house)
you guys don't need to pay~
out of youth budget (:
we're gonna meet at kevin's clubhouse at five in irvine, worship and sermon? and TALENT SHOW. dinner?
then split up around nine to respective houses.
wake up nine-tenish. morning devos!
girls are gonna head over to kevin's whewre the guys are gonna cook breakfast for us (:
then we go chill at irvine's heritage park (I know, such copycats)
probably end up playing football...hopefully capture the flag too though!
then you can opt to get picked up there at 4:30
or continue with us!
then we're gonna go to the district (shopping place)
dinner? iono yet. bring some money in case (:
then sop concert to end the day! whooot.
and...ending around 10ish?
I think...
but yeah.
WHO WANTS TO COME.
I'd love it if you guys did (:

another shoutout.

well, there's really no point to this.
because she doesn't read this anyways.
but. I guess....this is a shoutout
to sylviatran. my big sis who turned fourteen today.
..I've grown up with her, and I guess that
she's one of the most influential people in my life.
she's changed the way I act, the way I think
we know a lot about each other, and
she's always there for me when I'm down,
always interested in how I'm doing
even though she's moved onto better people
I still love her very dearly as my sister.
happy birthday, sylvia!

meh.

okay day.
pouring rain.
jesus club not up to par.
no thank you's.
actually.
pretty bad day.
except for the rain.
and the fact that shivvy was playing a fps.
astonishing, isn't it?

but yeah. bad day. except for the rain.
and the awesome websites that stumble! provides.
here's a couple!
check them out if you're in the mood for them.
http://www.h2limousine.com/test-answers.php [stupid test answers XD]

http://www.angryalien.com/ [30-second reenactments of movies]

http://www.guerrestellari.it/slas.html [lightsaber simulator]

http://www.dartmouth.edu/~jacko/weekly/2007F/2007-09-15/signs/index.htm [what signs should say]

http://alanocu.backpackit.com/pub/1305361 [photography of people]

http://www.sciam.com/section.cfm?id=strange-but-true&ec=su_sbt [strange but true science facts]

http://artlung.com/smorgasborg/how_to_tick_people_off.shtml [how to tick people off]

http://home.bitworks.co.nz/trivia/human.htm [random facts about humans]

http://www.frogview.com/show2.php?file=2450 [evolution painting (: ]

http://www.xs4all.nl/~jvdkuyp/flash/see.htm [icon war]

K THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY.
more tmrw perhaps (:

happy happy happy :D

dum dum dummm.

ehleesheencup (8:31:25 PM): i dont like him anymore

ehleesheencup (8:31:26 PM): :P
WHOOT.
FINALLY.
anyways. moving on.
my font is like ellie's AIM font now. casue I'm too lazy to change it.
but..hm today.
was pretty fun (:
at band I went to get water. and it punched me in the eye - -xx
pe. I realized that. I get high! off of running.
but I have to run a mile or more..
the first mile I'm just dead.
then I go for soccer and run around. and my sense are like.
whoooooosh. feels like I drank three cups of coffee (:
lunch!
me and chris steal ellie's rainbows.
PWAHAHAHAHAHA.
then. yeahh...work on sylvia's card all day. still not done - -xx
ajslfajl;dfkjasdl;fjasld;fjkas
umm then. I chat with sixth graders.
it's really interesting.
OH AND. there's a new gay rule at cerritos el.
that you have to be like playing handball/tetherball/basketball
or hanging out with two friends max.
no more walking and talking with a posse.
supposed to prevent gossiping.
my reed's growing mold.
I give out spelling answers to this year's sixth graders.
talk to ellie. blablablaaa (:
TWO DAYS UNTIL SYLVIA'S BIRTHDAY.

yo yo yo (:

I was looking back through old blog posts and I realized that.
I never really honored ellie on her birthday! D:
eheh..
so here goes!

I love you ellie shin.
because.
you mean the world to me. even though I might not show it!
but you really do ;)
you're my only husband.
who ogles other guys. at some points. but it's okay.
cause I love you very much (:
cause. you bring out the best in me!
you're the only friend with whom I've actually had a fight (actually several)
and then wound up apologizing. and making our friendship stronger!
this is what true friendship is supposed to be, mm?
I still remember that day you proposed to me.
and I became your third wife, you said.
I BETTER BE THE ONLY ONE NOW.
or else I'm filing for a divorce ;)

the font is purposedly small.
cause I want to see who actually wants to read it (:

tuesday

bobaaax3 (9:22:39 PM): ill siiiiing in the shower :]
^we should all do that! hehe. what funnn (:

dum dum dummmm.
keke.
okay day.
lectures and sadness and crying.
tests and raabe and operation xmas
soccer and scrimmages and aiming at mary.
tc! in the afternoon
we walk to the library
I see karen kim and serin!
walk to my house
practice guitar and mess around
walk to tc!
paley buys four cheeseburgers.
the guy gives him two extra large frieds
for free!
circle of joy
cambodian hug
double frog jump!
paley's strangling is perverted.
and that's pretty much my day.

watching,,

today there's not really anything of note mentioning..
raabe sub
froze up during scale test ><
picked teams for soccer!
HAHA LUNCH me and chris and michele went to watch ic people
and then we just stared through the window.
trying to get their attention! and and and we finally did.
shivvy and josh and jessica liu(:
and we stared through the corner window.
then mr. bender saw. he came out. and stood right behind chris.
and chris didn't notice! AHHAHAHAHHA.
and then he turned around. and was like O_o
soooo funny mannn.
jensen test. 100 (:
collins changed seatssss.
I'm right next to collins' desk now - -xx
_____----------------leah===|
charles---------------me ===| MS. COLLINS
lily-------------------daniel==|

FINISHED MY MODEL AIRPLANE XD
and this whole drama thing.
it's getting really frustrating.
but oh welll.just wait it out I guess

populars (:

SM1lEplz (9:26:14 PM): what come to mind
SM1lEplz (9:26:18 PM): when you think of "popular"

ehleesheencup (9:26:25 PM): hannah joo

ehleesheencup (9:26:25 PM): haha

SM1lEplz (9:26:26 PM): HAHA

ehleesheencup (9:26:29 PM): why?

SM1lEplz (9:26:36 PM): I was curious.

SM1lEplz (9:26:48 PM): why are the populars "populars" anywyas...

ehleesheencup (9:27:05 PM): cuase we make them that way

SM1lEplz (9:27:07 PM): ..how?

ehleesheencup (9:27:29 PM): cause people have the urge to know

ehleesheencup (9:27:32 PM): i dont know how to explainj it

ehleesheencup (9:27:34 PM): the rest of it

ehleesheencup (9:27:35 PM): its lik

ehleesheencup (9:27:50 PM): people automatically label people you know?

ehleesheencup (9:27:53 PM): we make them that way

ehleesheencup (9:27:57 PM): we see someone

ehleesheencup (9:27:59 PM): shes pretty

ehleesheencup (9:28:00 PM): smart

ehleesheencup (9:28:02 PM): all that stuff

ehleesheencup (9:28:10 PM): we automatically label her as

ehleesheencup (9:28:12 PM): popular.

ehleesheencup (9:28:23 PM): and its lpartly how you act on it too

ehleesheencup (9:28:27 PM): when youre labeled something

ehleesheencup (9:28:39 PM): how you act in relation to that

ehleesheencup (9:28:48 PM): if youre labeled popular

ehleesheencup (9:28:52 PM): but you dont act like it

ehleesheencup (9:28:54 PM): then you arent.

and then I have a scintillating convo with victoria
about what it's like being a popular (:
very interesting perspective.
victoria's one of the nice populars! whichhhh is the only reason I talk to her (:

oh oh oh and then.
off topic butttt.
my feet are wet!
was practicing clarinet
the spit dripped.
I stepped in it.
my feet are wet (:
scale test tmrw; scale five major & minor whoot!

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY CLIMBS WITH GIRAFFES~ <3
you're getting olddddd man. (:
but you're still the same as always..or so I hope!
haha. this post shall be dedicated to my one and only.

isabelkatrinachua

cause. I love her very much! for who she is.
and not who she pretends to be.
this past weekend...I've found out so much more about her!
and no, it DOES NOT drive me away.

DO YOU HEAR THAT IZZY.
I already promised you!
no matter what, I'll stand by your side.
you mean a lot to me. f'sho (:
you're my only stepmom! dooi :D

so yeah. mahal kita isabel <3
ang ganda mo :D

friends.

dude what is it with me.
and making friends.
and then making them really close.
to the point where I can't imagine life without them!
then finding out. they might have to move away.

what is this. it's like deja vu.
this has already happened to me before.
his name was jefferson stanley griscavage. and we were besties.
and then he moves to virginia. and like now I'm over him as a best friend.
we kept in touch for a while. then we stopped.
we weren't that close I guess.

...but now I'm afraid.
these friendships that I've made are the ones that
really change my life. cause these friends mean the world to me!
but now. I'm afraid to get really close to these people.
because if they're gonna move away and never come back.
....I really don't know what I'll do without them.
cause if they're gonna move. it's gonna leave my heart shattered
which takes forever to rebuild. I mean if
I go emo over my best friend drifting away from me (and we weren't that close in the first place)
what am I gonna do when these people who with whom I've built a stronger friendship.
these people who've shared my everything - my sorrows, my joys, my triumphs, my failures.
if they move...I don't even wanna imagine what's gonna happen.

*sigh* I can't do anything in a situation like this.
just put it in God's hands.

and pray.

happy turkey day, y'all (:

april showers, bring may flowers
what did the may flower bring?

PILGRIMS
[ get it? may flower? mayflower.. okay. that was lamee. ]

I read that on my friend's away message and I thought I'd share it (:
there's nothing to cheer up your day like a lame joke, eh? :D
but since this is thanksgivingg.
I shall be like every other blogger!
and make a post about what I'm thankful for.
[read the post below for greater detail on why I'm thankful for friends (: ]

so anyways...

I'm thankful for.

1. JESUS. cause he died on the cross for us. and it is through Him that our lives are saved (:
2. MY FRIENDS. cause. they help me through the day. and like. yeahh...what else is there to say? I share everything with them! from stories to experiences to hurts and joys to yucky colds (:
3. FAMILY. just cause (:
4. BOOKS. you know me. major bookworm on the loose! (: if you guys read anything good recently, tell me! so I can check it out for myself (:
5. BEING WHO I AM. after all, if I wasn't me, who would be me! your lives would be short one emilyyanggg. and that would be catastrophic D: and just...thankful for the fact that I can see, can feel, can hear, can speak. never take those things for granted.
6. MAKING IT TO WHITNEY. yes, that's a rather lame thing to be thankful for. and yet again, it isn't! because it is here at whitney that I've found all of my closest friends. it's at whitney that all of my major milestones have been made. it's at whitney that...that I have found people who actually understand and accept me for who I am. it's also at whitney that I've found people who actually remember my birthday! it's at whitney that I've been able to truly express who I am. and finally, it's at whitney that I've found my sister, my husband, my daughter, my cousin, my stepmother, my REAL mother. and many more (:

and now I'd wanna name a couple people who mean the world to me.
but I'm afraid I'm gonna leave some people out D:
so forget about it! (: you people know who you are.
and if you do. you should know that I love you very very much (:
or as ellie says it. SA RANG HAE <3

oh and I had a scintillating conversation with isabel.
on and off. that accumulated for a total of..
[drumroll please (: ]
SIX AND A HALF HOURS.
cause that's how we roll. I learned a bunch about her (:
and she about me.
I stuck another deep conversation with shivvy in the middle too (:
right now it's like...one in the morning.
haha. no longer turkey day ):

jaeson ma.

this post is gonna be about what he wrote in his blog. cause. it's really good.
and reflects what I'm thinking.
so. here go read!

"Life changes with the seasons and times. Life moves at the speed of light. Sometimes you get so caught up in all the doing, that you forget what it means to be a human being. I've been feeling the pressure of life come at me in all directions. I get on one plane, land in another city, get on another plane and the adventure seems to never end. My life is a trip, a never ending story of daily encounters with the supernatural. Yet, in the midst of all the motion and movement in life, I have come to ask myself what do I really want?

"I think what I want is pretty simple. Friends :)

"When it is all said and done, what is a man if he have not friends? You can change the world, fight for a noble cause, live for others and die a martyrs death, but if you don't have friends you don't have anything. The journey, the adventure, the fight, the battle, the destiny to be lived is never meant to be lived alone, it is meant to be lived out with others. So this thanksgiving I want to be thankful for those friends God has put in my life. Many friends I have neglected, others I have done my best to be there, and there are still others that I wish we were closer than we are. Through it all, I've come to learn one thing recently and that is life is about 'friends.' Really, that is what life is about. It's about sharing life, sharing love, sharing joy, sharing pain, sharing struggles, sharing grace, sharing passion, sharing dreams, sharing failures, sharing hopes, sharing forgiveness, sharing everything, with those others we call 'friends'

"I wish I could write a thank you to each person who has shown me love, acceptance, understanding, compassion, empathy, sympathy, encouragement, time, a listening ear and prayers. I'm afraid I would miss someone important, so I don't want to go there. But I simply want to say, 'You are loved and appreciated'

"You see, all that we do in this life is worth nothing if we don't have friends. We can pursue dreams and visions. Do great exploits and accomplish mighty feats. We can achieve all the world has to offer. We can help a million people. We can do it all, really we can, but if you don't have friends than what's it all for? Don't forget your friends. Don't forget those you truly care for and love dearly. Don't forget, because you never know when it's too late. Don't be so focused on the future, that you forget to enjoy the present. There is no greater present one can have than the presence of a true friend, who truly cares, truly understands and loves you as you are. Be with that person, or be with those persons today. "
-jaeson ma

so just wanna let you guys know that.
I really do appreciate you guys.
you guys take part in everything I do (:

you're there for me when I'm down

there to cheer me up
there to make me laugh
there to listen to my rantingness.
there to offer advice
there to tell me when I'm wrong.
there to rejoice with me in my triumphs
there to be pissed off together in my failures.
there for my everything (:

I just wanna thank you all for who you are.
cause you guys bring out the best (and worst) in me.
and it is through our fights/arguments
that make our friendship stronger (:

BY THE WAY.
ISABEL'S BIRTHDAY IS ON SATURDAY.
my one and only climbs the giraffe (:
oh oh oh and. I popped a pimple inside my nostril!
a lot of pus came out. hehe :D

&&&&&& I have more family now!
k here's my whole family.
so michele's my daughter!
ellie's my husband <3
shivvy's my adopted sister!
izzy's my stepmother. then.
pauline's my real mom! [even has my last name (: ]
but she used to be ellie's gf.
whoaaa. my husband is my mom's old bf?
WHOOAAAAA
and mary's my cousin (:

get grades (:

xjapayuki_girlx: heyy...if imuna dream I might as well dream big XD

2 Eng 7 Honors Park, Deliana A+
3 Science 7 Honors Price A+
4 Band/Advanced England A
5 PE Req Crissman A+
6 Algebra I H Jensen A
7 Soc Sci 7 H Collins A

mmhmss
oh oh oh !
got into ic. whoopee (:

oh and. ellie's sister is very full of herself (:

SM1lEplz (10:50:58 PM): you're so cute courtney.

ehleesheencup (10:50:57 PM): i'm a very talented actress

SM1lEplz (10:51:03 PM): (:

SM1lEplz (10:51:05 PM): HAHA

ehleesheencup (10:51:01 PM): why thank you

SM1lEplz (10:51:21 PM): *gives you flowers*

ehleesheencup (10:51:32 PM): my sister is STRONGLY denying the fact that i am cute

ehleesheencup (10:51:37 PM): oh roses

SM1lEplz (10:51:46 PM): HAHA

ehleesheencup (10:51:42 PM): my favorite

vball game (:

whooshhh
exhaustion.
run a mile (:
pace with stephanie & talk.
hehe. stephanie's my running buddy!
I just wait for her to catch up to me.
cause hse paces too slow... (:
ellie's super hyper at lunch!
jensen test tmrw.
look at other people's brochures
stay for the vball game!
exciting exciting exciting (:
corrine/ingrid have crazy servess...
but yeah! it was an exiciting game
played all five.
saw jeshanah (:
keke. and now my legs are sore from standing all that time..
OH
sylvia buys me a slushie :D

............

ahh.
I feel really bad.
cause it turned out I was doing something wrong.
when I was trying to just. yeah..
I feel bad.
endofstory.

....

today...today wasn't so good, to tell the truth.
it started out okay. but then..
iono what happened, really.
probably started getting bad when I saw through
______'s faking. so I asked _______ what was bothering him/her!
and then like. ________ wouldn't tell me.
I completely fell for his/her "I'M FINE LIVING A NORMAL LIFE."
at first. but then shivanti ran after him/her, cause he/she ran away.
so then like. I took a closer look at ________'s face. and realized that..
he/she wasn't alright! so yeah......
you better cheer up, kay? I know you're gonna read this.
AND I WON'T STOP BOTHERING YOU UNTIL YOU DO (:
and please, why won't you explain?
it's not stupid if it's bothering you that much.
no matter what you say.

then...iono. a lot of stuff just went wrong today.
just some random stuff..
yeah.
then michelle completely disses my brochure thing which I worked really hard on.. >_>
gosh michelle. and yeah.

just...bad day I guess.
well it wasn't that bad. but it's below average..

no field trip (:

decided not to go.
stayed at school! studyhall/movies.
ahha. got lots of stuff done (:
ran interval mile w/ stephanie.
shot some hoops
went over to watch per 5 tseng & hot air balloons (:
pretty cool.
after school it's bleh.
talk about what hands feel like!
isabel/josh have girl hands.
I have guy hands.
isaac's hands are big - -xx

ic intervieww.

nothing new. well actually yeah. but anyways
switch seats in english!
now I sit next to sang hee!
and pretty boy jeremiah sits behind me.
sam an sits in front.
julia sits to my other side!
liz is in the back.
science...mm. not much
learn bout mitosis and stuff!
pretty interesting.
band...scale five. ugh. need to work on that.
mr. england talks bout baritones and how flutes should switch
*wink wink michelle*
pe was okay. we tied! probly cause I ran all over the place. eheh..
oh oh oh and we saw per 5 tseng (:
jensen. JULIAN BEAT ME BY .6 PERCENT.
GRRR.
me = 96.2; julian = 96.8
collins we just took notes on west africa stuff
I paired up w/ amy/annabel after all.
haha amy's reall pretty! japanese/korean mix.
after school...ic interview.
it was okay. ms. natalie was there & she said she thought I'd do a good job!
cause she's known me a long time and stufffs.
so yay (: got the job. hopefully.
OH AND. WHAT'S HER NAME THOUGHT I WAS AN EIGHTH GRADER.
hehe (: almost got away with it too...but so young was like. COUGH COUGH COUGH.
darn you (:

emotional event of the day:
okay. so it started out kind of funny?
like ellie was like. OKAY IMUNA TEACH YOU KOREAN.
so she taught me how to say na-mi-cho-so.
and she said. it meant "you're beautiful"
so I went around with ellie telling everyone na mi cho so!
and I was happy. then we go to andrew ro.
I say. NA MI CHO SO.
and he's like. why are you saying that? and I"m like. it's you're beautiful right?
and he's like. nooo. it means "I'm crazy"
so I get kinda pissed and grab ellie's nose, shake it, and accidentally punch her in the mouth kinda
...ouch.
so she was kinda pissed at me....then! I felt really bad and stuff.
and like. I started learning some korean (:
to apologize.
so here's my 'pology.

mi an he.
[I'm sorry]
na mi cho so.
[I'm crazy]
neo ye bu da! (:
[you're beautiful]
sa rang hae <3
[I love you]

so yeah. then! we made up (:
I got a hug. and yeah.
the end <3

comp grades (:

get grades back.
got 100!
on english.
then.
100!
on science. (:
97.5 on scale test.
ohh. we learned about major scales and stuff.
boring as heck.
100 in pe (:
I'M ON A CRAP TEAM.
dude I wanted to be on stephanie's team SOOO BAD.
crislyn even told her to pick me
she was considering me too....
asjdfkl;adlksfj
so I'm stuck on a team. with one friend.
and crap girl scrubs.
jensen.
missed one on free response.
collins. missed one on scantron.
starting on africa guide thing.
...so much work.
walked to the library with ellie jerrie paley julian!
did hwk/read dr. seuss.
dude that book.
oh! the places you'll go.
soooo good.
everyone should read it. (:
it's taht good.
and yeah. then we walk home. and I'm sitting here
talking to pauline.
^I tried to kill her today. but failed. cause I couldn't reach..

oh yeah. michelle has sweaty palms (:
and i cut off michele's circulation to her fingers by squeezing.
they turned purple.
and I cut my finger with my fingernail on accident today.
it started bleeding and everything - -xx

towncenter (:

so we go.
and like. have fun! I guess (:
prank calls
paley's rock
guitar hero II
jaywalking
sam ash
ditching paley
onion rings & mozzarella sticks
AWESOME TASTING SODA.
borders
abcs of manliness naruto
nasty tea (:
walk to best buy & back
free samples at trader joes
ellie comes (:
beethoven on keyboard
crap acoustic guitars
saranghae & woaini <3

deep thought. [kinda. sorta. not really]
we saw a pack of scrubs from whitney.. (future korean populars)
and then after that. I felt kinda bad
cause like. I'm hanging out with eighth graders!
and they're the ones I should be hanging out with.
so when they see me hanging out with
ellie, jerrie, paley, juju
it's like I'm turning my back on them..
foreals. am I doing the right thing?
I wonder..

trust; it's what we put in each other.

^ as composed by ehleesheencup.
anyways. I was sharing with her.
and then she signed off unexpectedly.
so I decided to blog about it. in a vague way! (:
kind of. sort of. not really.

so yeah. I've been thinking.
and it's occurred to me that
church people. really remind me of seventh grade school people.
in that even though I get along with them.
it's not like...I fit in kinda? iono that's how I feel.
I don't really fit into any of their cliques.
but I really enjoy just hanging out with individuals.
and then like. in that I don't open up to both afore mentioned parties.
...this all just makes me think
how much I seriously appreciate my friends.
who are there for me all the time (:
[except when they go away suddenly XD]
but yeah. seriously like.
I really appreciate all you eighth graders (:
like my husband and my adopted sister and my daughter and the midget, the baka hito, and just everyone who manages to put a smile on my face.
and COUGH shouldn't feel bad when she visits my church.
cause you brightens up my day (:
you know who you are
SO STOP FEELING BAD ALREADY.
...that's an order (:

END OF COMPS. and joyson visit (:

okay so.
pe comp.
was okay. got tested for scoliosis.
and then sabrina started crying
cause it turned out she had it.
I felt really bad. and tried to comfort her.
by saying my friend has scoliosis and it's not the end of the world.
hope that helped.
last place.
run the interval mile!
me and stephanie raced at the end for teh three laps (:
I beat her the first time cause she stopped running and the very end.
then she beat me the second two times.
...I'm not a sprinter XD

break.
ellie and them are playing pop-up pirate!
hehe. me and michelle play the rock paper scissors thing.
she lasted longer this time (:
then. michby comes!
and and and she plays a song on her guitar for me and sings.
DUDE I LOVE HER VOICE.
IT'S SOOOO GOOD.
she's gonna sing for me on my birthday (:
yessss.

collins comp.
it was okay. not that bad
I think sam's test got taken away O_o
read my friend's book.

then. school's over! no more comps
samuel comes
we hop in. HE HAS A NEW CAR.
and we go to the hospital. and like.
visit joyson. so first while we're waiting
we play cards.
and then me and ellie and andrew and sam go up
we say hi
I say shivvy says hi!
but he was really tired. so like. yeahhh...
some medicine or whatever.
so then ellie prays for him.
he's really sick. so y'all should pray.
and then. we go back down
play truth or truth!
ask island questions. go to the cafeteria
come back out. go homee..
go to tc first though.
we see 7 whitney people!
jennifer, tim, ali, stephanie, megan, erica?. daniel ho.
no one won the bet this time.
dude stephanie's so pretty XD
imuna pick her for my basketball team!
and yeah. then me and julian walk home.

oh oh oh
and and and.
me and my friends were talking.
and they were all like.
dude I thought you were an eighth grader at first.
you don't look like a seventh grader.
what the freak O_o
like all of them said that. hmm - -xx

second comp (:

mmkay.
so.
band comp. was okay.
kinda fun.
challenges.
flute challenges are the best (:
michelle vs. esther.
course, michelle won XD
then we had study hall for like an hour.
played cards.
asian music.
yeahhhhhhhhh.

break.
ABCD.
and dong-shh
and the rock paper scissors thing.
where and then if you lose
winner slaps loser.
(:
my hand's still red.

jensen.
easy-peasy! (:

lawrence's house.
force-fed curry
do collins comp review D:
two forty comes around.
walk to cerritos
VISIT (:
see jocelyn agnes amy carin elise kaili MR GREEN.
yeahhhh

home.
go to ec for brent!
watch twelfth night with
my posse (:
eheheheheh.
hanna woo comments on how
I'm more popular with the eighth graders than my brother (:
saddening.
ellie writes on people's arms in korean
andrew's a corn!
I'm a potato!
ellie's a carrot!
julian's a cucumber!
daniel's a bah-boh fruit!
I think michy's a mushroom (:
then the lady tells us to shut up.
and we watch the play.
SO HILARIOUS (:
the lady who's viola's really pretty.
I like her hair.
they were all really good @ acting and singing.
one of the guys could do like EVERYTHING.
clap his heels. juggle. walk on his hands.
haha there was this one scene
where malvolio was reading this letter supposedly from olivia.
and then like. sir andrew and toby and maria are watching.
and like SO FUNNY.
you just had to be there (:
also the part where malvolio smiles and wears cross garters and yellow stockings (:
plus the part where andrew ROE comes in and is like.
come sir away.
come come sir.
awesomest part XD
plus the part where
cathy has to marry viola and whatshisname XD

but yeah. awesome day!
I love comps.

first comp (:

whooshhh.
I like comps (:
they're fun.
you sit down.
take a test.
break.
take a test.
FREE (:
so fun. anyways.
english comp. studied too hard. IT WAS TOO EASY.
break was okay.
dude in the morning.
me and ellie were screwing around
then I fell down
and screwed up shivvy's thing..
then I apologized to stephanie later.
and she looked at me weird (:
so after english comp.
watched animal farm
break. in which nothing really happened...
science comp.
which was pretty hard.
but I asked julian. cause he remembered some of the questions.
AND I GUESSED RIGHT.
WHOOT.
(:
then afterwards. go home with sylvia
eat instant noodles.
do comp review.
and talk (:
ahhhhh.
band/jensen tmrw.
pray for me...

COMPS TMRW D:

aye yai yai.
and I haven't started studying yet.
tsk tsk.
nothing special today.
discuss comps and stuff.
ellie jacks my jacket >_>
watch julia snort smartie dust (:
funnyyy.

also also also.
cause andy brought it up.
WE WON A VOLLEYBALL GAME.
FIRST TIME IN TWO DAYS.
WHOOT.
then we get knocked back down.
and then.
karen gave me a wasabi bean (:
but I didn't know what it was.
so I ate it!
then. ASDLFKAJSDL;FKJAS;DFLKJ
COUGHSPITHACKCOUGH.
my mouth...
get some beans from karen (:
feed deborah.
..she likes it.
feed jessica liu.
the expression on her face
was SOOOO funny (:
ehehehhe. it's fun to be evil.
seriously. try it some day!

comps comps comps

ahh.
nothing special.
ic people are gone.
I comment on how pretty michelle is (:
like she always is.
cause she said mary was pretty.
uhh.
for once! I'm not the loudest low reed
yayy (:
get my c# key fixed.
pe. get a eight forty mile
whoopee (:
our team is stuck in last place for playoffs the whole time.
lunch.
play egyptian war.
intense game mannnn.
violent too (:
then. in math. free time!
homework check. get my freebie
bother alice for help w/ hwk.
stupid number 25...
collins. free time too!
go home.
read a book.
make vocab cards.
STUDY STUDY STUDY D:
done.

communion sunday.

whoot.
first friend to actually attend
a church service with me.
first one. out of many
who accepted to come.
that person.
IS SHIN HAYOUNG.
WHOOT.
sal rahng hae yo mann.
so. yeah. I have fun at church.
ellie if you're reading this.
thank you so much for coming <3>

for your emoness.
for your acceptance of who I am. and knowing that I'm not gonna change.
for your ellie solos.
for the way you say thanksss. whenever I comment on your sideburns or arm hair (:

for your collecting of spoons.
and lastly.
for being shin hayoung.
the best quality of all.

praise practice numero thres.

so. in the morning
we wait for chns teacher to come.
play heartattack XD
mich loses like crazy.
copy down a whole mess of words for this handwriting competition.
break. me & audrey & mich play tang tang ting ting blahh.
michelle can't say her name XD
so we traded names. we mess up hopelessly.
then we play ossa. a little bit.
class. me nad michelle share music
tobymac & relientk & shawnmcdonald & asianmusic & shuffle songsss.
awesomeness.

then. at art class
lao shi brings her awesome book!
with spirited away pictures
like rough drafts and stuff
and an awesome naruto book.
so I draw sasuke. and it's reallly cool.
he's holding a katana and everything mann.
(:

so then we have praise practice
jerrie comes first.
we wait.
then paul and andrew.
then ellie. who is last XD
and we practice
ellie accuses me of being promiscuous >_>
goodness.
she makes up her own ellie solo.
which is really cool.
SO NOW WE HAVE A FIDDLE.
FOR PRAISE BAND.
WHOOT. she comes in like three times.
so next prayer meeting. we're playing grace falls down.
WITH FIDDLING.
then. everyone leaves.
me and julian escort ellie
to borders. then we walk around town center
betting on.
how many whitney people we see.
I say four.
julian says two.
ellie says three.
so first. we see sanghee.
and then. we see the mascot guy
so that makes two.
and then we walk around
a whole mess more.
just joking around XD
having fun. then. ellie's mom calls!
and then the mom hangs up.
calls again.
ellie thrusts the phone at me. so I go.
AN-YUNG HASAO.
eheh. and then the mom goes.
*silence* ellie?
and then ellie takes over XD
we walk to payless shoes. see grace liao.
so ellie ends up winning...
and then. I say anyunghasao to the mom!
and the mom goes.
OH I KNOW CHINESE.
NI HAO MA. pretty good accent too.
and then she goes. ZI ZHIAN.
...all koreans say that funny.
eheh.
and. we walk home. me and julian.
we pass by ellie's family in their car like three times.
walking home. just joo..
and yeah.
I'm done! (:
aren't you proud of me?

FOURTH PRAYER MEETING.

WOOHOOO.
we're on a roll here mann.
consistency (:
anyways.I'll talk about prayer meeting at the end.
but this is my day pretty much.
english. watch animal farm
DUDE THAT MOVIE IS FRAEKING INAPPROPIATE.
they show mr. jones sleeping with pilkington's wife..
and like the blankets are moving and you hear the wife go
"ooh mr. j. " freaking inappropiate...
me and liz are laughing about it XD
and then angela goes. dude. tina would love that movie (:
roflmao.
science we test for starches.
snack. michele b runs off with my backpack - -xx
ellie drags me ALL OVER the place by my hood trying to find her.
thank you ellie. [I'm sorry. for hurting your feelings and making you feel bad ):]
then. band it's the usual blah.
I've been upgraded to superwoman by mr. england XD
iron lungs -> wonder woman -> SUPERWOMAN.
pe. we play against stephanie pascua's team.
I RETURN THREE OVERHAND SERVES.
WHOOT. pwnage skills mann. those serves are scary..
skipping prayer meeting. coming back to taht later.
got a b on algebra test >_>
took collins test. hope I get an a...


so yeah. the moment y'all been waiting for.
PRAYER MEETING.
EVERYONE PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR :D
so it was pretty good. we did it in brent again
and in the beginning he put on the fish 959
which was pretty cool.
so. a whole bunch of people came.
not sylvia though. which disappointed me...
but oh well. she was off studying I guess.
anywaysss. so we sing in the beginning
not very loud though. but it was fun (:
then. we split up into small groups to pray

so here's my small group: [going clockwise]
ellie shin.
elizabeth lee.
jenny ryoo.
michelle chang
karen/annie were just there. even though they're not christian.
jessica liu.

it was pretty good. but then kind of intimidating
cause like. I suck at leading small groups. and then like.
iono! I need practice and stuff
but it helps that
michelle/jessica like ask questions and stuff.
and people actually volunteer to pray.
but yeah. I'm still the leader XD
so I kind of view it as
training. for when I step up in youth group.
someday far in the future...
haha. but yeah! it was good. people shared
we didn't get off topic that much. (:
and even though we didn't cover everyone..
WE TRIED. (:
we got to michelle
and then I prayed for karen/tried for jessica seperately after.
so yeah. I guess...sylvia not being here
there's a reason? cause it opens me up more
to developing my leadership skillsss. f'sho.
and yes. though it'd be better if she actually did come
it's still okay that she doesn't.
cause there's a purpose for everything.
now off to the library!