SFRANCISCO II

feeling pissed of.
this conference sucks so far.
they have white people on worship,
and last year's was better.
same speaker as last year.
and that prayer tunnel was just awkward.
I don't think I'm gonna get anything this year
but oh well.
the only thing I'm looking forward to is the hanging out with my friends.
and my cousins' being gay
I WALKED ALL THE WAY OVER HERE TO HER HOTEL
IN THE FREEZING RAIN
and she's like oh you can't use my laptop
I have to go now I woke up late.
- -xx
so I'm using the hotel computer.
which is weird.
and no one's even on cause it's so early
not even ellie...
and yeah.
mann. can't wait to get back to you guys
and ditch my cousin.

you guys are my world <3
miss you guys mann.
hehe (:

SFRANCISCO I

hahas.
I"m here
after a long drive
and internet deprivation ><
lots of shopping
coldness.
and yeah.
imuna keep this short
cause I don't have that much time.
miss you guys <3
have fun without me mann.

sen dan jie

merry christmas everyone!
leaving for sf tmrw - be back on the first.
talk to you guys then, I guess.

yu mu shi!

party (:
it was okay.
wei pisses me off sometimes though
um.
haha we just hung around and waited
for like an HOUR
for him to come. and then it wasn't really surprise
but oh wells. it was fun anyways (:
silly string on his head.
HAHA first time he had that much 'hair' XD
umm. dinner! really good food
and like....yeah. good food
then we go up! play some dare games
ouch. me and john ho. we got picked TWICE IN A ROW
DIFFERENT NUMBERS. omg. that just doesn't make sense.
raspberry on cheek & eskimo kiss ><
haha jessica was 'jealous' of me. JESSICA LIKES BROOK CHANG.
WHOOT XD
jk. but then like...then! we went down
watched a skit about yu mu shi's life.
jessica makes a very convincing mom (:
she will be a good mom in her time.
then....some guitar songs XD singing by youth group.
speeches by adults...
pro caroling. I SAW DIANE AND EDDIE! whoot.
they did sleigh ride singing a cappella! proness.
then we went back upstairs
played naked. MY team won by a lot...of course.
cake! and then we just stood around and talked
and then went home.
OH! wei snuck in our car.
and as we were pulling out he was like. hi auntie vivian!
and my mom's like. OMG OMG OMG.
and then he jumped out and went back to his own mom's car XD
yeup. good day, I guess.
I still miss you guys a lot though...

14 days until I see you guys again.

feel better peoples.

mann what's with today
everyone's all emo outside of church =\
but at church
it was pretty good
musical celebration = blehhh.
got some gifts :D
haha jessica's book.
about. "puzzling and improbable questions and answers - do fish drink water?"
by bill mclain.
still, it's pretty interesting.
haha I just managed to flip open to this page.
and you knwo what it says?
"orange M&M's are thought to augment breast size."
...interesting, eh?
anyways. ellie's in newyork. and I miss her :(
and she apparently ahd a bad day.
so she was being emo... sigh. - -xx

ELLIE I LOVE YOU

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.

NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAYY.

it doesn't matter what they think.
cause I think you dress very nice.
and what do fobs know anyways.
THEY'RE FOBS MANN.
don't feel bad because I still love you and always will.
and Jesus loves you!
and you aren't weird.
I'm weird. doooi. like the emily that I am XD
seriously fobs don't know anything.
they're really annoying. specially conton fobs.
don't listen to them. you're beautiful!
no matter what they say [singing]
I don't even think they were talking about you anyways XD

but yeah.
cheer up mann.
you're ellie.
who is my husband.
and everyone knows that my husband has to be gorgeous ;)
jk. but you are!
so. may this boost your self morale.
AND I WASN'T LYING.
I WAS BEING.
TOTALLY SINCERE.
okay?
merry christmas (in two days)
^^
then tonight
wei's sleeping over!
haha me and him and julian start playing games XD
beat 50 & 150 cc all-cup tour.
took FOREVER man. but it was worth it (:
then beat flower cup on mirror mode. pwahhahahah.
and thenn....mario party four XD
I won, of course.
...with some cheating, perhaps XD
and yeah.
gnite!

brian's birthday (:

happy birthday to you mann.
haha.
dude I can't believe I'm forgetting what you guys look like now.
ajdlf;asjdfjksal;fj;asdfj
ellie's in newyorkcity and jenny's in lasvegas
paul's....somewhere
ACKKKK EVERYONE'S LEAVING ME.
it's okay though (:
stuff myself on italian food for brian's birthday (:
man that food is gooood and rich.
then at night potluck! have fun
talent show! haha yu mu shi XD
fighting XD and doing random stuff like bom bom bom bom during twinkle twinkle little star.
haha yeah. and then the little girl singing (:
man that was crazy. no words or music just standing there singing.
such courage...
then calvin's little girl singing (: she was gooood.
THEN CHLOEEEE
WHOOOT. WHISTLE CHEER.
she was nervous but it was okay. I love her voice mann. it's like angels seriously.
then...I forget (:
guitars by james/joshua teng and violin with ted silent night
that was good (:
cerritos skit. which was okay...
some more random singing by old people
five songs on keyboard by an old guy.
and then..tina's version of the christmas song by christina aguilera!
with all the oohing and aahing and high piercing notes and stuff.
she sings pretty good. but not as good as chloe! shh.
then MA LI MING! haha the must seeeee.
throws gifts into the audience! it's crappy stuff but stilll.
it's the thought that counts ;)
and then she came over and dumped her basket into the youth section at the end
cause there were leftovers (: palmolive soap mann.
hehe. and then we watch amy and alan play with the choir
ughhh youth performance tmrw ><
wish me luck.
miss you guys mann.

clumsiness.

haha this year I've also become
increasingly clumsy.
like seriously.
we just pulled out of the driveway getting to church
after leaving my parent's friends and their kids at our house.
and then.
I drop a whole plate of cookies on the floor of yvonne's car ><
SORRY YVONNE
and sorry for not shutting up. ><
SORRY SORRY SORRY
but today for church was pretty cool.
jessica was being seductive like always <3
amanda was tickling chloe
I had chocolate on my shoe!
and yeah. it was pretty fun
got a book from sylvia and underwear too! sylvia's cool like that mann.
you know it. and I guess. yeah fun. white elephant gift exchange (:
giftnapping galores. apple cider at the end!
then a good talk with sylvia about populars.
my favorite subject.
and yeahhh. oh ellie!
you got mentioned. cause we were talking bout hannah joo and yvonne's like
is that the girl that came to our church!
and i"m like naww. that's ellie shin mann. she's cool.
and she was like. oh. she seems nice (:
haha yeah. k then. night everyone! <3 sleep tight.

changing.

here's something someone said in their card to me.
the card made me happy (:
did I say that already?
anyways. this person is really deep. so here we go.
"thanks for being __________. its that kind of adjective taht goes deeper than deep and reaches higher than high. its a word that words themselves can not explain. it is not a word that can be spoken or heard, but felt. It is a word of compassion, love, & laughter. you are truly _________. May God bless your Christmas & new year to come. saranghae <3"

on a side note. NEVER GIVE ANYONE
SOMETHING YOU AHVE STOLEN FROM THEM.
WRAPPED IN EXCESSIVE LAYERS OF TAPE.
worst gift in the world. jkay, ily mary (: my only lima bean..out of two.
six candy canes.

IMUNA MISS YOU GUYS MANNNNN.
this has been a really good four months.
seriously.
I mean maybe not for you guys
but this four months has really changed me.
the way I think.
the way I act
the way I talk.
I mean, seriously. like I've ditched ALL of my elementary friends.
cept for julian if you could call him a friend XD jk.
and found you people who mean the world to me.
you know cause. it's not the events that make life.
it's the people who you share the events with that do.
some of you guys I might've met later.
some of you guys I might've met earlier.
but I love you ALLL the same. and I mean it.
you eighth graders ( + liz, janelle, and serin) are my world.
you are the ones who
make my life worth living.
you are the ones who inspire me
to get out of bed each day
just to be able to see you guys
to hang out with you,
who I'm proud to call my friends - no matter how long you may stay in my life
I'm still proud to know you.
proud to be able to say, hey look, see her? yeah the pretty one. that's my friend.
she's mine, so don't you dare jack her. you mess with her, I'll kill you. (:
and seriously.
this past four months.
are probably the most changing in my life.
it's when I've left everything
that I thought was good
when I thought nothing could get better - everything was perfect mann.
I left it for whitney.
stepped out of my old skin into a new world.
infinitely better than the one I left behind - more than perfect.
and you're the ones who've made it that way.
so thank you.
with all my heart.
for being my friend.
imuna miss you guys a lot over break.
see you guys in two weeks mann.
take advantage of this break without my annoying face :P
hehe :D
I can never stay serious for long. that's what makes me so cool (:
you know itt.

jessicaliu

thisisgonnabeashoutouttoher.
even though she doesn't read this XD
cause. yeah.
haha she made me stay with her to make her poster
after school today.
and then! my dad drives off and like.
jessica comes back and she's like
oh the asb door's locked
you can go. I'll just finish it at home.
and I'm like. WHATTTTT
then. I'm like. oh. you OWE ME NOW.
so jessica's gonna join track w/ me this season (:
and then we just sat on the ground.
and talked. and talked. and talked.
hahaha. it was fun though (: jessica's cool like that mann.
I manipulated her into staying with me! PWAHAHAHAHAH
and we talked. it made my day (: which was basically a day of watching movies and tests.
blehhhh.
but. yeah. ily jessicaliu <3
hehe.

pretending julian.

today was okay
nothing special
screw jensen
shoudl study for torres test
collins test was okay.

then today.
I PRETEND TO BE JULIAN
talk to hanna
for like the longest time (:
and she doesn't really notice.
and finally I tell her.
and then she treats me different.
darn. hanna's an okay popular I guess
not as bad as like
ingrid. persay.
it's jsut taht they turn mean when they're with their friends ><
haha. popular rant. read below!
anyways
talked to izzy too
had to convince her into believing I was julian
after I said watshisface XD
I did it on purpose.
to see if she would notice.
she did. (sigh)
and then I halfway convinced her (:
then I fessed up.
and yeah. that's my day
pretending to be julian.
OH
daniel hit me in the head wit hthe basketball ><
at least I didn't lose any memory (:

winter concert.

funness (:
today was raining.
ate with scrub friends.
but it's not worth it.
imuna eat with ellie and them from now on (:
k moving on to concert.

soooo. get there five. fortyfive and we warm up
tune
sit there. practice a bit. then we play!
WHOOOSHHH
then we're done
go out. say hi to orchestra people getting ready (:
go in. haha we went up! then the lady was like
NO ROOM
then all the hs people came out. then we went in (:
hehes. watched orchestra. THEY WERE AWESOME MAN
the second song about the lady giving birth was cool (:
vrooommmmmmmmmeeruuooummmmwoem. dong!
esther runs back and forth from her seat to the bells XD
third song was cool too.
haha ellie and alice. forgot last sheet of music XD
so they pulled the stand all the way down
and read on the people in front of them XD
I saw tiffany, and sayoni, and ellie, and alice, and jessica?, and shivvy, and esther, and mommy (:
yayy.
andrew was playing bari sax w/ orchestra XD
on the last song christmas chimes
then intermission!
find orchestra people
see samantha! (: she better make it in freshmen year
go back up
talk. insult ellie's sister who's super cool (:
haha you can tell in their relationship that
ellie's a really good sister and her sister just adores her <3
thennn. listen to hs ppl warm up
section leaders give him gifts.
last song (: sleigh ride!
haha I love that song. mrs. k leaves..
then. we go down
I leave
sitting here making paper cranes for joyson.
yeupp.

a minor rant.

ackhem.qwertyuiop: well.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: it's just.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: like I take the time and everything.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: to run with stephanie.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: cause she doesn't run with the other populars.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: cause crislyn and jessica run faster.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: and hannah joo and noel and ingrid are slower.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: and like.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: I give myself leg cramps and everything.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: keeping her pace.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: shortening my strides.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: cause my legs are longer.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: but then like.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: what's the freaking point.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: cause like after we're done running or whatever.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: I just get COMPLETELY ignored.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: I'm trying my hardness to be nice.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: cause I like stephanie (:
ackhem.qwertyuiop: but then like.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: I get ignored.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: and it makes me feel worthless.
ackhem.qwertyuiop: that's my rant (:

besides the rant.
my day was okay.
OGAWA!
hahah mary in band.
she has to learn how to freeze after a song (:

ministry.

it was da bomb.
that's all I can say.
it made me cry.
but it's okay.
cause in my thinking about problems in my life.
and being self-pitiful.
and praying.
I think I got something resolved.
I feel better now.
and I got a hug from the texas lady.
cause she told me to stand up
cause she needed to give me a hug.
so I'm cool now (:

HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME.
the only question is.
why?
the only answer is.
because He does.
because I'm IMPORTANT to him.
because I'm his favorite.
that's why. (:

sleepover - the aftermath.

eh.
pretty fun (:
to tell the truth.
went in sam's car. waited for grace for quite a bitt.
then! drove forever to irvine.
got stuck in traffic
dude it was like. freezing! and the gated community lady was like
ooh that's a cool accent. where are you from!
to sam.
so we go in. hang out for a little. play uno (:
modified frank rules stylee.
have fun (:
eat jellybeans, pizza, salad, bread, pumpk'n pie! (:
watch josh yu breakdance freestyle. ooh. more about josh later.
and..have fun! worship and stuff
the worship was really good. umm.
we have small group outside in the freezing cold.
people say they saw a shooting star but I didn't see it ><><>

We should get jerseys
Cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine
Cause you're out of my league

And I know that it's so cliché
To tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
And everyone watching us
Just turns away with disgust
This jealously
They can see that we've got it going on

I can not wait for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than what I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
Cause this is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

Maybe I'm just lucky
Cause it's hard to believe
That somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliché
To talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious
To everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on

I can not wait for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
Cause this is going to be the best thing that we've ever seen

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right
-must have done something right, relient k.

on a side note.
yvonne said I looked older too.
after two weeks of not seeing me.
do I?
thursday, december 4. 07.
maybe that's the day
that I started looking older.
it's those things that affect your way of thinking
that change the way you appear.
I never thought of it that way.
but if I seriously look older..
hmm.
I guess that really does make a world of difference
those events that change your whole outlook
on life.

second side note.
PAULINE'S SHORTS ARE HUGE XD

haikus.

In Japan, they are considering replacing the impersonal and unhelpful Microsoft Error messages with Haiku poetry messages.
this is the haiku. enjoy!

Serious error.
All shortcuts have disappeared.
Screen. Mind. Both are blank.

Your file was so big.
It might be very useful.
But now it is gone.

The Website you seek
Cannot be located, but
Countless more exist.

Chaos reigns within.
Reflect, repent, and reboot.
Order shall return.

Program aborting:
Close all that you have worked on.
You ask far too much.

Windows NT crashed.
I am the Blue Screen of Death.
No one hears your screams.

Yesterday it worked.
Today it is not working.
Windows is like that.

First snow, then silence.
This thousand-dollar screen dies
So beautifully.

With searching comes loss
And the presence of absence:
"My Novel" not found.

The Tao that is seen
Is not the true Tao-until
You bring fresh toner.

Stay the patient course.
Of little worth is your ire.
The network is down.

A crash reduces
Your expensive computer
To a simple stone.

Three things are certain:
Death, taxes and lost data.
Guess which has occurred.


You step in the stream,
But the water has moved on.
This page is not here.

Out of memory.
We wish to hold the whole sky,
But we never will.

Having been erased,
The document you're seeking
Must now be retyped.

you know.
today was okay.
I fell in the mud (:
yeahhh.
mud mud mud!
cause I was running for the goal with the ball.
then.
there's like this HUGE STRETCH OF MUD.
on field one
so I can't stop
my feet slide out from under me
and I fall with a whoosh (:
everyone was laughing. ahha.
maybe I"ll slip and fall tmrw (:

DO I LOOK LIKE DANIEL SHIM.

no I don't.
thank you for your input.
haha today was opposite sex day.
imuna be scarred for life.
all the guys with dresses
and silicon boobs
*shudder*
yeahh. today was okay
gave julia shamu (:
didn't get my cup of noodle though..I'll ask her tmrw
she was crying in collins ><
so I decided that wasn't the time to ask her.
thenn. today was okay?
finished lesson plans and stuff pe..
ugh I feel bad... you know how hard I kick right?
so then I kicked the ball and it hits crislyn first.
then. later I kick the ball again and it hits jessica park in the head.
I SHALL RESOLVE TO ONLY KICK WITH MY LEFT FOOT.
thennn in band. after school... deborah gets pissed off at me
I have no clue why
but me and mary were like talking (:
so I had fun anyways
those beginning/intermediate people are LOUD man
there was a cool part in measure 33 for hansel and gretel
it was lower melody! I s'pose that's the improvised baritone
later I ask julia to ask deborah why she's pissed
and she was like. oh deborah's not my friend anymore
she has all those korean fob people. and I was like. darnnn.
but it's kind of true about deborah y'know?
she's kind of bratty...to tell the truth.

so after band practice! I wait with michyychangg.
we eat fruit roll up (:
talk with krystal about how I DON'T look like daniel shim.
and how mich can imagine me going out with a girl.
cause I 'look' like a guy. ajkdlfajlsdfja;sdfj;asldfjas
oh well whatever. we just had fun talking (:
I ranted aobut the populars and how they're mean outside of pe.
why do I bother talking to them.
but yeah. today was an okay day.
fun parts and bad parts. but mostly fun.

MICHELE GOT A HAIRCUT,. she looks nicer now (:

xisab3lx: 7th grade; time when you find yourself
xisab3lx: & where you belong.
xisab3lx: CLAPCLAPCLAP

haha such a loser she claps for herself (:
jkays. that's a good philosophy (:

laughter.

it's amazing what it can do to you.
haha me and deborah
we cracked up for like. NO REASON AT ALL.
I started laughing.
she sees me laughing, she laughes.
I see her laughing, I start again!
then I calm down. and play this CRAZY note
and we both laugh again.
and this is in like
the middle of hansel and gretel
and mr. england keeps on conducting.
and for some reason I find that mr. england looks really funny
so I start laughing again.
it's an endless cycle
which began when deborah forgot her sheet music
so she shared with me.
so mr. england gave us a funny look.
and I was like HAHAHHAHAH inside
and it just broke free.
plus my sheet music has like 'ni fang pee' and 'pabo' written all over it
which of course, is enough to make ANYONE laugh (:
judy and mary called us weird ><

then in pe.
I was defender
so me and mary are just like talking
while the ball's all the way over on the other side.
and we start playing like
lemonade
and we do a good luck handshake
we play slide and various korean slapping games.
then mr. ednoff gets off his cellphone
and he's like
'ladies! no more pattycake'
and then me and mary just talk about like
kindergarten and stuff.
how she had ebisuya and love and stuff.

yeahhh. fun day (:

life.

it's confusing mann.
there's too much drama.
why can't we just
all get along.

yesterday/today

yesterday
only thing worth mentioning
screwed up on workshop yesterday (:
but pshaww
got good comments anyways.
and.
_____ said taht she wasn't gonna leave me.
so that made me super happy :D
and pretty much made my day.

today
samuel's leaving us - -xx
haha I was watching josh's videos

"he would go out every night looking for himself
and on the way he found deliana, joanna, patty, and brian..?"
HAHA THAT WAS SO AWESOME
you shoulda seen the look on ms. park's face when she said that.
but yeahh
na-hing speciale today.

faculty follies

okay yesterday
someone said something that
scared the crap out of me.
but I'm fine now.

faculty folliess.
funness (:
opening act was ms. ballie and ms. verett doing a skit
about "who's on first"
SO FUNNY (:
then singing and stuff.
james' voice is sooo crazy
thenn.
hmm.
more singing!
love shack (:
that was a cool song.
hm.
oooooh.
potter puppet pals mann.
WHOOOT
GO MS. PARK
she was a pwnage severus snape (:
it was sooooo funny man.
then!
there was.....
it's a small world in various languages
some weird thing with the science department
SOULJA BOY.
WITH SENORA BARRY IN THE FRONT SHOWING OFF HER PWNAGE SKILLS.
WHOOT
I have to learn how to dance that one day.
superman!
ermmmmmmm. tap-dancing
ms. jensen and james and crew
danced for us with canes and hats
ooh.
cell block tango!
that was so awesome (:
all the old ladies were complaining about
their husbands and how they killed them.
and they'd all go and turn around in their chairs and thrust out with their canes.
I'm scarred for life.
ROFL
the lady with her "artistic" husband
how he would go roaming out
for inspiration and find women
like DELIANA
LMAO I look over and see ms. park and she's like :O
so funny mann.
finale was awesome (:
it was like.
slash and his crew.
then like.
hip hop eighties crew came out
and they start fighting with each other.
mr. z and his hair rofl
then!
JAMES COMES OUT AGAIN (:
and he pwns them all.
that was an awesome faculty follies (:
can't wait til next year.
I laughed soooo hard.
SOMEONE BETTER POST IT ON YOUTUBE.

you know me.

I don't usually cuss..but
fuck this
seriously
I mean like my life
is ...it's so
I mean I've been blessed and everything
but somehow .... it spirals down to the point of no return
I'm confused.
I can't take this anymore
I just don't know what to do
I don't really have anyone to turn to.
so what do I do now?
maybe I should just stop talking
so it'll hurt less when __________ happens.

darkness arrives
covers everything
no hope
no way out of this
confusion, chaos, anarchy
inner turmoil
nothing left in this dark
but sometimes you just
need to
turn on the light.

welch

okay.
it was alright.
I like jocelyn better online.
don't see michaela.
liz was moody in the morning.
I got worried >_>
and it turned out it was some minor fight with her twin (:
so that cheered me up.
finished animal farm movie.
ms.torres almost blows up again
I have unfortunately let _____ down.
WILL YOU FORGIVE ME D:
it was a. once in a lifetime situation..
seriously :(
mi an he
people are complainng about mascot
making forum.
a pretty blah day.
but yeah.
blahhhhh.
mmhms.
worse than usual.
but it was still okay.
JESSICA IS GONNA DRAW ME A PANTHER.

the best part of the day was probly
listening to michele sing about gases (:
with her luverly voice on her guitar (:
dude I love her voice
it's so pretty <3>

crap

what's wrong with this world
it's leaving me confused
and depressed
I don't get it
and
why am I always in the backseat?
not just literally...but
in life. why am I always in the backseat?
always in the audience
always watching
never doing anything
seriously.
this is getting gay
I think I'm gonna ditch the sleepover thing
seeing as it's oh so ever coincindentally
scheduled to collide with the gay workshop
and I already feel left out at church
so what's the point of going to hte sleepover.
iono
screw this
forget I said anything
sure it might jsut be a phase
but I don't like this phase.
im gonna let it control me and direct the way I act
because I'm not strong enough to do otherwise
..yeah, my problems are miniscule
I have no argument for letting it affect me
it's just that im sick of this world
sick of the broken friendships
sick of getting ignored
sick of everything

you just think nothing's wrong
cause i fake.

...I just pray that tmrw is better than today
welch

today was okay.
we're the orange panthers ^^
and yeah. endofstoryy.

ic..

http://pascalcampion.com/door.swf
^interesting animation (: poor guy.

ic meeting
didn't really get anything done.
sat by myself :(
class color = maroon

besides that...
umm. my legs are sore
cause of mile.
ran with stephanie again (:
then we played soccer
and lost like heck.
me kicking hard = playing loud in band (:
I get that same nice feeling inside.
I also get high off of running!
hehe.
but class mascots I'd like...
hmm

manatees
armadillos
pandas
polar bears
artic foxes
rhinos
wild boars
wildebeests
wolverines
belugas
condors
ospreys

yeuppp.
tell me if you have suggestions! ^^

sleepover.

worst analogies in the world! ^^ THEY'RE SO FUNNY.

http://www.jimgeary.com/faves/joxe/JOXETC02.HTM

politics explained.

http://www.sjgames.com/illuminati/politics.html

but besides that.
pretty average day. nothing special really.
voted on stuff for retreat!
we're gonna have a maroon jacket with a cool design (kudos to mr. brian wang)

but!
anyone wanna come to sleepover for my church?
it's december 14-15
sleepover in irvine (girls, amanda/jessica's house; guys, kevin chen's house)
you guys don't need to pay~
out of youth budget (:
we're gonna meet at kevin's clubhouse at five in irvine, worship and sermon? and TALENT SHOW. dinner?
then split up around nine to respective houses.
wake up nine-tenish. morning devos!
girls are gonna head over to kevin's whewre the guys are gonna cook breakfast for us (:
then we go chill at irvine's heritage park (I know, such copycats)
probably end up playing football...hopefully capture the flag too though!
then you can opt to get picked up there at 4:30
or continue with us!
then we're gonna go to the district (shopping place)
dinner? iono yet. bring some money in case (:
then sop concert to end the day! whooot.
and...ending around 10ish?
I think...
but yeah.
WHO WANTS TO COME.
I'd love it if you guys did (:

another shoutout.

well, there's really no point to this.
because she doesn't read this anyways.
but. I guess....this is a shoutout
to sylviatran. my big sis who turned fourteen today.
..I've grown up with her, and I guess that
she's one of the most influential people in my life.
she's changed the way I act, the way I think
we know a lot about each other, and
she's always there for me when I'm down,
always interested in how I'm doing
even though she's moved onto better people
I still love her very dearly as my sister.
happy birthday, sylvia!