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KELSEY CHANG YOU DO ME PROUD.
I AM SO PROUD OF YOU RIGHT NOW.
YOU SING SO GOOD! :D
paulinewtyang88: SHE SHOULD BE ON AMERICAN IDOL!!
yes, I agree (:

okay I"m leaving for dc tmrw anddd
I
am
so
effing
nervous.

but thank you to everyone that wrote/is writing me a letter (:

bulletins

you know those pointless waste of your life but who cares I have nothing else to do myspace bulletin surveys?
sometimes I read those. because I get bored.
and they reveal stuff about people (yes, I do have my creeper side XD )
and I was reading one,
and it said.

A R E Y O U

Under​stand​ing:​ yes
Open-​minde​d:​ yes.

Arrog​ant:​ yes.

Insec​ure:​ sometimes.

Smart​: no.

Moody​:​ yes.

Hard worki​ng:​ rare.

Resil​iant:​ sometimes.

Organ​ized:​ ​no.

Diffi​cult:​ sometimes.

Bored​ easil​y:​ yes.

Obses​sed:​ with...?
Angry​:​ yes
Sad: yes.

Happy​:​ no.

Hyper​:​ sometimes.

Trust​ing:​ with others? no. do others trust me? yes.

and all I could think was, wow.
you think WAY too highly of yourself. seriously. -__-

on a lighter note!
I finally updated my zune! :D
so now it has a clock, and games, and more songs!
like abba and gloria estefan and songs from cats.
hehehe (:
and priya's gonna put movies on it on monday yay! (:

two things

today, I....
-used kelsey as an outlet for my anger. aka punching bag. but also as a confidante. thanks <3 br="">-am about to write the hardest thing I have ever written in my life.

list

todayyyyyy I......
-stayed after school til like 5 working on baillie presentation
-saw alice lee get cheered up after ranting (:
-got a challenge to fight from tiffany lee LOL
-have a potential to get up to 104 on my math test
-watched senior serenades, which were good.
-studied my butt off for verrett m/c comps
-found out exactly how tiffany knew that I wanted to fight people
-was annoyed by other people's reactions. grow up already, why don't you! ajkdlf;jwef
-was surprised to see park, g, and logan watch our charity thingamajigers. and they're coming tmrw.
-wrapped more wontons (:
-worried more about dc and my rooming situation. pray for me, yeah?
-made michelle promise to come to church (:
-commented on a lot of people's facebook statuses.
-talked with jessica and borah about mun partners and aparna and kaajal.
-made more fun of emma. kekeke!
-made a fool of myself in front of other people that I've been trying to make a good impression on. and failed.
-teased kelsey mercilessly XD
-had a pretty good day.

normality

hannah park you are so weird.
but I enjoy talking to you.
because no one else thinks like you do. XD
or laughs like you do either pwahahhaha.

science was freaking hilarious mannnn.
cause like. we were playing around with louis.
and he couldn't tell purple from blue XD
so for verrett he's been using a purple pen the whole time. ahahahh!
and hylie was testing him with his pens.
(he can't tell red from green either)
so there was like, two red pens and one green.
we told him to pick the green right?
and he picked one of the red's, cause they were next to each other :D
color blind people are so fun to play with.

today! I punched katti 17-18 times.
she says it's 18.
I say it's 17! pfft (:
can't own me foo!
and you never gonna get me back, cause I'll get you back harder.
hehehhehe (:
anyways it was pretty fun doing that.
and! elle has a lot a LOT of white hair O___O
it's kinda scary.

helped flowers with sorting out recycling stuff!
kinda fun. but it stunk real bad.
but I found a bottle of sealed arizona tea and now my stomach kinda hurts.
but it's okay because joe lee and emily liang are gonna die with me (:

serenades today were pretty darn tight mannn.
sophomores were crazy! tearing off their shirts and everything ahahahah
nice song - tearin' up my heart by nsync.

oh and did my spanish oral exam today! think I did pretttyyyyy goood.
I was really fluent! and and and she only asked one question cause I said so much.
yeah I think I did good :D

culture

hehe I'm posting so much today
but like.
I was just thinking.
and really, it seems as if
my culture influences me.
like the friends I make that are chinese.
they tend to be closer.
and the friends that are non chinese.
they tend to be not as close.
it's not a very true generalization, but
it applies to 90% of the people I meet.
it kind of makes me sad,
but that's just how it goes.
and there're plenty of exceptions!
it's just that, seriously, for the most part.
if you're chinese I'll bond closer with you.
if you're korean or indian or whatever. not so much.
but there's a good chance you're one of the exceptions (:

birthday

oh yeah, katti liked my birthday letter to her!
she said thank you.
"you made me feel good about myself."
hehe you're welcome (:
and I love you too! :D

and we presented our video.
and people liked it.
so that's cool.

I think that,
zooey deschanel and katy perry look a lot a lot alike.

but I like zooey better.
because she's cooler.
cause she acts AND sings.
and she's in a lot of the movies that I've seen before and liked.
like elf and hitchhiker's guide and the happening and yes man.
so she's one of my favorite actresses along with whoopi goldberg.
and I like the way she looks.
LOL.

I am super dee duper HATING
as in extreme dislike.
I am HATING.
verrett infomercial.
it is making me very.
1. very tired and sore eyed.
2. very irritable and moody and grumpy.
3. very refusing to listen to reason.
4. very short on time and relaxation and it's due on tuesday and ASJDFKL;AWRUIL;ZJKC

I NEVER KNEW EDITING VIDEO WAS THIS HARD.
OMASLDFJALKRJAWE;IRJ;ZVJXCKVJG.

I love my house
there's so many random cd's
like
abba (two albums of greatest hits)
gloria estefan (greatest hits)
sound of music soundtrack!
assorted musical good songs
INCLUDING IF I WERE A RICH MAN. from fiddler on the roof!
richard clayderman
cats

so much stuff! :D
I'm so happy now lol

also like today got chaperone assignments
my whole group is gonna be
MS. JENSEN.
andthen. jessicabarnett, joyceshin, joycele, nikitaaneja, alicelee, kasiele, deborahpark, and me.
pretty good.

and like. bumped into ms. park after school
and I was touched that she remembered my problem and asked about it today, like if I got it resolved or anything.
it really is nice to know that people care for you XD

self esteem

ehhh, I missed saying happy birthday to victoria and joe yesterday!
sorry guys. so I'll say it now.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTORIA AND JOE! :D 1.10.09

today was pretty alright. HAHA I got a boost in my self-esteem.
because like, my mom was telling me about how jessica's mom said jessica's always like
(this is jessica from chinese school)
oh gee emily's always so cool and guy-ish and tough and cool.
and I was like. niceeee (:
I guess, that's the kind of image I've been trying to build? iono if that's bad or what
but that's just how I want people to perceive me as sometimes.
depends on the people. but people in general! and it's nice to know that I've succeeded.

also. I think it's nice to like receive emails from people.
like people you haven't talked to for a while but you care about them and they care about you and just to check up on you, you know?
it's nice.
makes you feel loved <3 br="">thanks, tiffie tiff LOL nice name btw.

ahha thats why I write letters to you guys on your birthdays. because it's what I'd want for myself.
maybe, you don't think it's useful or anything. but I think. receiving a letter is one of the best birthday presents I could ask for (besides books or an ipod nano or a macbook hehe)
because it encourages me. and because the words last for a long time.
and make me happy :D

what a tangled web of lies we weave,
when we first start to deceive.

that just popped into my mind for some reason.
and it's fitting the conflicts in my life pretty well.
but, happy birthday emily liang! :D
hope you liked the letter that I scribbled out in 15 minutes just for you (:

forgetting

did I say this already?
I just get so sad when people forget who I am.
it's like. wow, did I not mean anything to you at all?
and then you try and stay in touch but they're just too "busy" but they have the time to talk to other people that they met.
it kind of hurts, you know.

on a lighter note, happy birthday shivanti! whose birthday was yesterday but I didn't blog.
and happy birthday to kasie and tina!
and sorry alice, for pushing you down today XD
I didn't mean itt =/
but it's all cool cause you be indestructibly fragile.
yeesh I'm kind of stressed about this weekend.
we need to work on a project but.
I have no idea when we're going to...
asjkdlf;eliuqio;rzc

congratulations to annie for the game-winning shot yesterday!
and to kelsey for the game-winning pass ;]
and for sacrificing your health to pass the ball. good job ladies!

I wish I was back at retreat.

ehhh, I haven't posted in a while.
but couple of major events.

-finished design! thanks tong (:
-starting to miss those koreans now :P
-first day of school
-katti and ian are becoming another j-bang. they can be...i-killa? lol iono (:
-assigned industrial revolution project. steam locomotives. found lots of books!
-talked with hannah park who is actually really nice considering that she's a park xD
-happy birthday ingrid!

and today,
happy birthday pauline <3

new year's resolutions:

1. stay consistent with God
2. keep in touch with friends I don't see often, hopefully at least once a month
3. give the good news to at least one friend