freak.

wow. I feel so special.
especially after I talk to ______
I get no response. look over on julian's screen.
_____'s talking to him.
this really makes me feel loved.

--update--
crap.
I was playing my scarlatti
and then. I stretch my left hand
to play an octave. weirdly.
then POFF
OUCHIEEE. I think I pulled a muscle.
so I can still play piano
as long as I don't put tension
on my hand...
gah. - -xx

REFORMATION DAY. WHOOT.

or as pastor sam says.
it can be bible day too.
cause one of the greatest contributions luther did was to elevate the Bible above all else as a rule of faith and doctrine. yeupp.

anyways. so today is halloween.
can't deny it.
...it was pretty fun.
I kind of dressed up. OUT OF MY OWN WILL.
for the first time in my life willingly (:
in the awesomest costume ever.
aka. shivanti kariyawasam. yeupp.
ms. park was clark kent. [superman; yaknow?]
ms. price was a pumpkin thing.
haha in science
so much stuff broke XD
I feel sorry for ms. price. two test tubes and a beaker in one period.
wowww.
so we test like ground beef and cauliflower and stuff
for simple sugars.
in boiling water.
using benedict's solution. pretty cool, actually.
so in snack. I walk around
and then like. I see aileen and her friends
I GET TO WATCH THEM IN ACTION. TORMENTING APRWIL DE MUNDO.
or whatever. it's so funny. like
they'll throw stuff at her.
and then slap a postit on her back saying
"i'm a skater girl"
IT'S SO AWESOME XD
haha. so that made my snack. I was sucking on my reed. as usual.
yeah. and then in band
we had some challenges.
OH YEAH
WE HAD CHALLENGES ON MONDAYA.
if I didn't mention it.
so young and jessica the flutes
are the only ones worth mentioning.
1st and 2nd flutes of first chair.
crazyness man. both of them were pwnage
but jessica won. I practiced my drumming
so yeah. today it was sharon and charlie? foo.
1st and 3rd clars of first chair.
crazyy. sharon wins. no duh.
I was supporting her! even though she doesn't like me.
cause I'm cool like that.anyways
pe. we lose. I high five jessica park in between games
I learn how to count to ten in korean.
lunch. I GET LIKE. THREE BITES.
OF LEE'S SANDWICHES. WHOO.
and then. I was hitting michele with jeremy's birthday balloons.
cause she was singing along to a secular song.
and obviously the balloons don't like michby.
so they fly away :D
pink and purple dots against blue.
then. jensen. take a test.
it was okay. slopes and intercepts and functions and graphs and whatnot.
collins. ppt notes. watch a video.
get a test review for hwk. which I'm supposed to be working on.
but I'm taking a break. so yeahh.
1 1/4 sheets of paper for 3 1/2 questions.
asjdfla;jsdfk takes forever.
yeah.
so. back to work I guess!
have fun trick or treating (:

here are people's costumes.
CAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT.
sanghee. a man.
isabel. michele.
michele. isabel.
shivanti. a box of jelly beans (:
ellie. herself.
amy hsuu. a bald headed tattooed blue mohawk bruised eyes thing.
anthony gaytard. a brown gorilla? O_o
samantha. the ring.
lots of people. witches.
aprwil de mundo. JOHNNY DEPP.
ms. jensen. socks. from that book by the person who wrote about ramona.
the guy who has a locker above me. a taco
I see bananas walking around (:
so young. MAPLE STORY CHAR WITH NX. WHOO
ms. deliana park. clark kent
ms. price. jackolantern.
yeup. if I think of any more
I'll add them later (:

day before halloween.

ack.
nothing special really.
I stumble through the day
as in a daze.
me and shivvy switch backpacks
try to drink through
an insanely long straw at lunch.
I SUCKED UP THROUGH.
ONE STRAW.
out of like ten-15..
after school
me and judy and michy are just playing cards
waiting for carm.
when they came. it was nice.
I said hi to like aly and lauren and kelley and nicole and people..
it was nice.
to be reunited. with them. got introduced to liz's firends.
I FIND OUT WHO STELLA AND HANNAH ARE.
WHOOT.
and yeah. I mess around with serin and janelle.
cause liz is off with her friends.
so evven though we lost both football and vball
it was okay.
cause I had fun.

--update--
prayer meeting.
it was uhh. very...eventful
shall we say.
augustine threw up.
____ had a fit..like he was supposedly praying in tongues
and crying and stuff.
so sam and auntie dorothy went and prayed with him.
then we go upstairs.
share about stuff.
____ starts talking in tongues and kinda goes crazy again...
he's just really confused. it's really sad.
and then finally sam had to take him away.
and then we pray. and stuff.
yeah.
so. pray for him!
this guy. alright?

first day of the week.

today.
was pretty boring.
to tell the truth.
didn't do much.
challenges in band!
jessica beats so young by a little bit.
but like seriously.
both of them were pwnage.
they DESERVE that first flute part.
and err. yeah. paul screws up his scale for trumpet.
then. iono. I steal janelle's headband.
and liz's headband too (:
so fun.
then uhh.
after school.
ellie snaps my bra - -xx
not once but TWICE.
pervert. ajskdlf;jaksf
but I love her anyways <3
and then after school. I go to the library
see alice zuooo.
and we go upstairs. where it's really really quiet.
creepy. but we make some noise anyways.
ALICE. knocks down the book. naughty naughty.
un-befitting of an eighth grade president.
and we discover
that we share the same tastes in books *high five*
that we pick books the same way. which is randomly.
that we can't stay quiet XD
that tina reads explicit sex scenes O_o (BAD TINA.)
and that. her mom used to pick out books for her.
ouchhhh.
ahha. and yeah.
seeing alice at the library made my day (:
mmhms.
=)

OCTOBER THE TWENTY SEVENTH.

MY CLOTHES SMELL LIKE MEAT.

on a side note.
I learned how to play drums today!
sorta.
kinda.
not really (:

life.

why am I always in the backseat?

prayer meeting.

today it was.
okay.
jessica liu/jenny came.
we sang songs.
and yeah.
it was alright.

I GOT BOOKS FROM ELLIE (:
and cup noodle too.

red ribbon week

so today we have an assembly
which was cool.
tyler guy speaks. I was touched.
it kind of applies to me
"lonely in a crowd"
I understand completely
having felt that way
a bunch of times myself.
but yeah. it was really good
spiritual and emotionally
and funny too
haha he talked about girls
how we can communicate with mind waves
and when we rub our necks
we want the guy.
haha. and how we pwn guys XD
with our communication skills.
but yeah. it was really pwnage.
UNDER MY UMBRELLA
ELLA ELLA ELLA
EI EI EI EI
eheheh
and yeah. ate in the hallways. funn.

yeup. assembly was highlight of my day.

I like wednesdays

in general, that is.
you know
cause it's the middle of the week
my brother's gone for an hour cause of piano
eat yoshinoya.
and yeah.
generally wednesdays are good
this is no exception

so today..today
english was okay. it was fun. kind of.
I sit on the floor wtih sean and people
we compare kevin turd to various annoying people from elementary
in science I color tiffany's beauty-ous pictures.
then in band it's blah.
I GET TO PLAY LOUDER.
just a tiny bit.
pe we have rec day again (:
play basketball.
our team loses
but it's okay. cause we had fun.
27-32
dude I like compiled my dream team
for baskteball season.

here it is:
1) Stephanie Pascua
2)Brendan(cause I heard he's crazy)
3)Serin Han
4)Julian Yang
5)Janelle/Liz Lee
6)Aileen Guillen
7)David Hyun...?you know. the guy who sang w/Hannah Joo
8)Josh Chung

but yeah. that's my dream team.
as far as it goes.
and then I get the rejects...
and stuff.
so lunch. I kind of float today between shivvy
and ellie
and jessica liu. mmhmm (:
I don't think jessica's gonna come to prayer meeting.
but I invited her anyways.
and err. I SCARED ELLIE (:
talk with ellie a little bit.
so. then I see _______ and that person like
has ______'_ __________
and yeah. so we see
who's gonna get pissed off more (:
I dunno if anyone did.
but yeah.
VBALL GAME CANCELED D:
darn.
I was gonna watch.
but oh well.
and that is my dayy.
in a nutshell (:
not that it'll fit.

lkjhgfdsa

ehehehe.
today was. alrightt.
in science it was pwnage
cause like. ms price made anthony
wear this green hair wig thing.
AWESOMENSS.
and then yeah. bum bum bumm..
lunch I eat with shivvy and michby
we talk about ted and samantha.
and how COUGH offered to help her.
but she's gonna turn that person down.
and then I go about my day.
and after school me and julian and ellie and paley are hanging out
so I write on ellie. and she tells me that
the stuff I wrote on her foot is still there.
AWESOMENESS.
after like five showers XD
ehehehehe. hte power of permanent sharpie.
and I point out her arm hair.
and her pimple on her chin.
and her sideburns.
then is it paley? points out her earwax
hanging out.
awesomeness (:
so today was an okay day.

OH OH OH
REC DAY. IN PE.
YAYUH. eheh.
so awesome. I play basketball
and then rita comes over
I make up an excuse. leave.
dude for basketball season
I'm picking stephanie pascua
fo'shoo.

fire.

ashes ashes
falling down.

в воскресенье

yeah that's right.
sunday.
anyways today we had our first english service.
pretty cool. sat with sylvia in the back
doing ppts.
GOT MY SCIENCE WKBK. XD
yeah. so yeah.
blahh. get home
draw pictures with isabelchuaa
ps. go look at my mysapce.com/imabookwormXD
awesomeness.
yeah well anyways.
then four little kids come over.
I bs animal farm questions.
do chinese hwk.
and yeah. talk to people.
ellie. go ask your friend again!
and I'll ask my friends.
was she upstairs?
or downstairs in youth room.
cause then if it was two years ago.
if she was upstairs.
I wouldn't have seen her. so yeah.
ask her.
AND ELLIE IS GONNA COME TO MY CHURCH.
TO VISIT AGAIN.
si?

then me and izzy talk foreals.
about stuff. that is deep.
and me and shivvy talk.
about larry and samantha and christine.
yeah.

animal farm/

AJSDKFAS;JDFSJAL;DFSJAKL;FJAS
I HATE IT.
grrr.

october 20 part II

so today after ellie & co leave
tong and like wei and allen come over
and they got kicked out from sam's place
so we play mahjong.
and hten like. we head over to sam's house
ILLEGAL MODE.
YAYUH. illegal mode basically means
breaking ALL speed limit laws
and yeah. we get there ten minutes late.
on purpose XD
and then we pray a bit. AND GO OUT
AND EVANGELIZE.
around knott's scary farm: halloween haunt
it was pretty coooool.
we see these police guys ON HORSES
chase this guy. and then they cornered him into bushes
and arrested him.
and yeah. so we pass out like ALMOST all our tracts.
I'd say....600-700 maybe?
:D
and yeah. so afterwards. we go find a place to eat.
tgi friday's too expensive >_>
and we finally go to IHOP.
BUT ON THE WAY. I see like all this money on the sidewalk
it's like. twenty-seven bucks. so like.
we go to the police guy. and ask what we do with it
and he's really busy. so he's like. ohh just keep it.
whoopdedoo. so we use it to buy appetizers and drinks.
at ihop :D
and we have a truth / no dare = truth thing.
where we spin a cellphone.
and yeah.
so we ask samuel what he sees in us
as leaders. and this is what he said for me.
what do you think?

raw diamond
quick witted/sharp
I can like...iono. just like. see things?
insight sorta.
still needs to be polished.
I have character
but still need to work on it
but then like. when I am
fully developed.
whoaaa. watch out world (:

there was s'more. but I forgot.
DARN.

yeah.
and we go home.
and here I am. talking to ellie.
typing this up (:

october 20 part I

so. whasup fooooos.
haha. this morning
chinese midtermsss.
the teacher helped me!
and we made paper. kind of.
not really. but yeah.

then in the afternoon.
praiseband mannnn.
ellie!
and jerrie and paul and andrew
haha paul keeps singing too early XD
but yeah. funnnn.
and ellie. if you're reading this.
I TOTALLY PWN LEAH.
SERIOUSLY. YOU HAVEN'T HEARD ME PLAY SERIOUSLY.
LIKE IF MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT.
but yeah. I pwn her.
and now tong and wei and allen are here.
for feet later today at 6.
and yeah. I'll blog later about it.
my faithful readers (:
not that I have any. XD

today.

today was just.
yeah.
not a good day.
I dunno why.
it just wasn't a good day.

the kitchen god's wife.

^that's a good book.
you should read it one day.
anyways.
let's face it.
my life is boring...
ahha.
nothng really special.
I got a free warrant XD
ellie shin, here we goooo. and then.
TMRW IS WESTERN DAY.
and and and.
I play louder than both the tubas
combined.
I support the bass section.
BASS CLARINET.
YAYUH. :D
it was pretty funny. because mr. england dissed the tubas
and then I actually heard them
after. (:
and I got ditched at lunch. kind of.
and I rejoin shivvy later with ellie and people.
then we see two people walk off.
and me and chris high five XD
ehehehehe...
and we talk about how one person likes the other.
but we don't think. the other person likes the other one.
eheh.

and yeah.
I lose my temper in social studies >_>
yeah. something to be ashamed of...
ahha. but yeah.
after school we leave right away, me and julian.

piano is okay.
neriah's there because she didn't correct her theory XD
so she stayed after class to do it.
I talked with her a little.
good times. good times. just like we used to be before..
lilian mentions esther and she's like.
DID EMILY TELL YOU TO PRACTICE.
and esther's like. yeahh.
and then lilian's like. DID YOU?
and esther's like no. haha XD
poor esther.

PEOPLE ARE COMING OVER ON SATURDAY :D

to ellie shin, happy birthday. (:

so yeah. today IS ellie's birthday.
it was pretty cool. today.
I see her in the morning. and I"m like.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
I give her her card.
haha I wrote soooo much. but it's okay.
and yeah. happy happy happy :D

and the rest of today was like yeahh.
I caked ellie (:
and yeup. I found my daughter a daddy.
who doesn't know about her daughter yet (:
ehehehe...
and yeah. pretty good dayy.

ok on a side note.
I CANNOT BELIEVE PALEY IS SO STUPID
TO TELL MY BROTHER
THAT HE KNOWS. WHO LIKES HIM.
must kill paley...
baka hi'to

mardi

^in honor of mr. raabe.
who came and subbed for french today.

anyways. today. I signed shivvy's cast XD
and like.
we did analytical writing in english..
I don't get it.
anyone wanna help?
sciencee. grades are out!
I'm at the top of my class with 100%
and people were coming up to ask me.
ARE YOU THE HUNDRED.
and i"m like. maybe....haha
change seats.
NO MORE LILY AND MARTIN.
YES.
and umm. yeahh.
pe is like whatever.
I learn a new phrase!
baka 'hi to.
means stupid person.
then an-yung. for anneohasao.
but I can't pronounce it right >_>
and yeahh. lunch is pretty fun
me and jenny and ellie are like singing now that you're near
and other random songs
like baby shark XD
and umm. yeah. finished math.
math! got 98 maybe..?
not sure. probly ninety eight though.
:D
yeup.
collins is stupid as usual.

AND TMRW IS ELLIE'S BIRTHDAY.
NO ONE FORGET.

^ ^

I LOVE MY DAUGHTER.
BECAUSE.
SHE'S THE BEST ONE IN THE WORLD.
and the most be-yoo-tee-ful one too.
but shhhhh (:
before you know it
all the guys will be calling her up.
trying to ask her out.
but noooooooo. mommy won't let them xD
because she's all mine.
and guys are bad :P

this mommy loves her little girl very much <3

IFM. it's finally monday =_=

SHIVVY'S BACK.
WHOOT.
LIFE IS BACK TO NORMAL NOW....

english - I get comments on how I look like I just woke up. ahha...
get lots of hwk. still doing it right now xD
uhh. yeah.
science - get tests back.
I ACED IT. YEAH.
haha I feel so proud of myself :D
.....hubris. but oh well.
note to self: work on my pride
snack - not much...I help shivvy.
finally see her :D
she keeps on almost falling...ahha
band - I sit next to judy again.
and serenade her in chinese. in my horrible abc accent xD
after.we turn and stare at karen. just for the heck of it.
then she gives me this...look.
IT'S SO CREEPY. yet funny.
I burst into laughter everytime I see it XD
you just had to be there :P
pe - uhh. we run the mile. janelle got cramps or something
so me and liz stay back and run with her. and yeah.
then we do volleyball.
our team gets distracted too easily XD
stupid lima bean. haha
watashi was ellie-san daisuke des.
aishderu! <3
haha I learn from mary how to pronounce ohiyo goazimas correctly.
I forgot how though. XD
haha. it's pretty cool how mary can speak japanese.
then I learn carolina es guy/gay from lima bean #2.
awesomeness.
but yeah. we get distracted too easily.
I'm cheese. mary/carolina are lima beans. shavonna's a potato. andy's a celery thing XD
lunch - you alright sayoni...?
I'm really worried.
but yeah. ic people are gone. and yeha. nothing to do...
ellie freeloads off of me.
and like I steal food from her mouth.
like she's about to put it in. then I swoop in and snatch.
then I made her laugh while she was eating.
which resulted in her spraying out her mushed up chip all over me
scarred for life...
ellie steals my algebra book. and I have to go into brent to get it back
>_>
I say hi to jessica liu (:
haha she's awesome.
algebra - got one wrong on my test thingamajiger.
think I corrected it...
hopeully yeah.
then she gets pissed at us again. eheh...
social studies - what to say. boring.
nothing much. collins is stupid. >_>
blech. she annoys the heck out of me
I always draw in her class (:

but yeah.
that's my day.
boring, ain't it?

xing qi ri (sunday)

so today I go to church.
we have a sermon on hidden person of the heart.
everyone, go read 1 peter 3:1-18!
think about it.
pastor sam talked about like
how we should let holiness soak into us.
that our inner person is reflected by the everyday decisions we make
by how we react to situations. by what we say.
and that by becoming more holy we are affecting this inner person.
which helps us become better representatives of God.
so that by our actions alone that people may come to know God through our example.

so after church. we wait after for our parents/siblings who have whatever stuff
after church. [etc core leader meeting sound system training extra sermon]
and we go to ampm (:
buy a hugeeee coke flavored slushie.
walk back. drink.
I pull out my pokemon cards.
learn that the red hp number indicates first generation XD
aaron promises to give me some of his cards.
whoopdedoo.
go home. I go to the library
see andy and sayoni XD
we talk loud. sayoni asks random people
what their favorite song is.
the lady comes over and like
tells us to be quiet. then andy and sayoni go outside.
I borrow books. my mom finds me
I see angela and say hi.
then we leave. go to trader joe's.
this blond white girl asks me
WHOA YOU'RE FROM CERRITOS
and I"m like yeah.
and she goes. that's my school too! haha random day.

yeup yeup (:

israel.

so yesterday we watch this video on israel.
and stuff. and it just makes me realize how truly miraculous
it was for them to regroup into a country.
they just went through the holocaust.
and yet still they migrate to israel, create a democracy.
establish themselves as a nation on may 14, 1948.
like they had all these muslim nations against them.
and then like right after, these arab countries [egypt, syria, jordan, lebanon & iraq]
ATTACK. and it's like 5 million people. with a whole bunch of tanks.
against this small, unprepared nation of like 800 thousand.
and they win against all odds.
then those arab nations regroup. reform. ATTACK AGAIN.
and it's like omgsh. they're seriously gonna die now.
but still. against all odds. they win.
and then like. 1967 egypt, jordan, syria go over and like wanna attack. they blocked israel's access to red sea
so then. Israel.FIGHTS BACK.
suddenly. unexpectedly. starts the six-day war and captures the west bank, gaza strip, sinai peninsula, and golan heights.
yet again, these arab muslim nations regroup. reform. prepare to attack.
then in 1973 on yom kippur [october 6]
egypt and syria go and KABOOM. they attack. suddenly. and like
Israel suffers great losses. but they still win.
and establishes herself as the only democracy in the middle east.

so now I'm all like wow.
how did they do this? it's UNNATURAL.
you could call it miraculous intervention.
for one tiny nation to defend itself
to gain more land as FIVE nations attack it
with its tanks, fighter jets, and everything.
israel has like nothing.
still, they fight.
still, they never give up.
and still, they win.
and this all just makes me think. wow. these guys really are God's chosen people
to withstand such attacks. I mean like
if you put 800,000 americans against like 5 mil arabs. I guarantee, we'll lose.
but that's eactly what happened with the israelites. and they won.
crazy huh?


and to think that the bible has predicted all of this - the coming together of israel,
the wanting to rebuild solomon's temple
like two three thousand years ago.

these are all signs of the last days. we are truly, truly living in the end times.
and there's still more to come.
in Ezekiel 38 there's another prophecy about israel.
most bible researchers call it, the battle of gog and magog.
sound familiar anyone?
and it names all of these nations, like persia, cush, put, gomer, beth togarmah, tubal, meshech
and it says that they're gonna all come together
to unite and attack israel. and that this is gonna be a sign of the end times
now we know these countries as like iran and russia.
and it's like. coming into place! seriously. like even people who don't read the bible
like politicians and like whatever you call them. they can see that iran and russia
are drawing closer to an alliance than ever before.
then also in ezekiel 38/39 it goes on to say.

18 This is what will happen in that day: When Gog attacks the land of Israel, my hot anger will be aroused, declares the Sovereign LORD. 19 In my zeal and fiery wrath I declare that at that time there shall be a great earthquake in the land of Israel. 20 The fish of the sea, the birds of the air, the beasts of the field, every creature that moves along the ground, and all the people on the face of the earth will tremble at my presence. The mountains will be overturned, the cliffs will crumble and every wall will fall to the ground. 21 I will summon a sword against Gog on all my mountains, declares the Sovereign LORD. Every man's sword will be against his brother. 22 I will execute judgment upon him with plague and bloodshed; I will pour down torrents of rain, hailstones and burning sulfur on him and on his troops and on the many nations with him. 23 And so I will show my greatness and my holiness, and I will make myself known in the sight of many nations. Then they will know that I am the LORD.'

scary, eh?
but that's seriously what's gonna happen.
and the people of this world shall truly know.
that Christ is Lord.

food for thought (:
hoped you enjoyed it.

hermm.

k so we had scrub election runoffs.
voted for hannah/sean again.
PWAHAHHA. this increases my chances. of getting on.
ic (: I'm so pro huh? planning skillsss man.
anyways. today in english we had presentations.
ours sucked like heck. darn ada....
science was stupid. test tmrw D:
band, on the other hand. was merely okay. mr. england brought in his bass trombone XD
and played it really really REALLY loud. my ears will never be the same.
uhh. pe was awesomeness. haha our team. never gets anything done (:
we didn't even have a ball in the beginning. and we were walking around.
and I got called stupid like 347823910923874 times by mary.
then I called her stupid back. 37289 times (:
hehe. and yeah. GOT POKEMON CARDS FROM ANDY xD
lunch. student showcase. hannah joo and this guy with a really niceee voice perform I'm yours. I don't like hannah joo's voice though. it's too...wavery. not solid. too sharp. I'm sure, however, ellie's voice. is much better.
AND ELLIE'S RUNNING FOR PRESIDENT AGAINST HANNAH JOO.
EVERYONE VOTE FOR HER. or else you get beat up. by me.
PWAHAHHA.
anyways. borrow ellie's book for algebra. ms. jensen makes vince dance XD
cuz his cell went off yesterday. study for test tmrw - -xx
mm. then after school. we see mr. wilson. (:
run up and say hi. he's really nice actually...
andd err. afterschool we call shivvy. talk a little bit.
ellie goes off to make a shirt for shivvy.

and yeah. which brings me to hereee. typing up this blog.
which I'm sure no one is gonna read (:
oh and one more thing. my mom's college roommate
is getting her house termite-ed. so like. they're staying at our house D:
oh the horror.
and like. KIDS. omgsh. how am I gonna survive..

asdfhjkl

you know what.
I feel down.
because there's a certain someone.
still avoiding me. kinda. IT FEELS THAT WAY.
at least.
and yeah. it makes me feel like. iono.
I kind of feel hurt..
because it's like. why do I even bother worrying about _____
if that person doesn't even care.

and ____ forgot my pokemon cards.
so yeah. today was actually pretty bad...
but it's alright. for every good day.
there is a bad day.
so for every bad day.
there must be a good day.
it only makes sense (:

oh yeah. this morning was okay.
because me and liz started arguing
with ellin/ada about creation XD
it was really interesting.
we're gonna continue tmrw. anyone wanna argue?
PWAHAHHA.
oh yeah we waveboarded in pe.
OKAY I CHANGE MY HYPOTHESIS.
today as in activities. it was okay.
but then like. emotionally.
it was distraughting :(
also cuz shivvy did something to her ankle.
GET BETTER SHIVVY.
iloveyou (:

missiojyvaskyla

mita sinulle kuuluu

-oikeasti

xing qi er [tuesday]

yeah well today.
was early release schedule.
and like. park test.
if I hadn't studied I woulda failed :D
good thing I did then eh.
so like hmm. no hwk today?
OH YEAH.
runoffs scrub election:

SECRETARY TREASURER
Sean Oh
Kasie Le

PRESIDENT
David Kim
Hannah Santasawatkul

Crazy huh?
three/four people from CERRITOS ELEMENTARY.
TIGER PRIDE. YAYUH. rahhhhhwr.

so like about the rest of today..mm.
it was alright I guess?
Ellie Shin. Dr. Phil XD
but seriously though...
ellie you're screwed. like seriously screwed.
I'm your counselor now from now on.
self appointed.
YOU'RE STUCK WITH ME. HAH.
too bad (:

tomorrow.

you know I was thinking.
and I thought. what would happen.
if I died tmrw? yes I know it's a rather morbid thought.
and yet I can't help but wonder. what would happen?

who would notice?
who would care?

have I made a difference in this world?
would anyone actually shed tears for me?
would anyone bother to come to my funeral?

these are all questions that come to mind.
and the thing is.
I don't have anyone to answer them for me.
since I'll be gone. and un-knowing of what you say.

...I think it'd be rather interesting to attend my own funeral, actually.
who wants to give my eulogy! (:

church. communion service.

ahem ahem ahem.
COUGH.

so today. was church. I tried fundraising.
...didn't work. everyone didn't bring money >_>
sigh. anyways sooo. sunday school.
we umm shared. and stuff. some of the stuff people talked about.
well ALL the stuff people shared was really good.
and yeah. ummm. then we went into the big sanctuary
for shared service with the adults >_>
gack. took FOREVERR. we horsed around in the back
talked about stuff. I was reading my book [end of the spear]
asked about what g-strings were. cuz that term was in there.
...is it really a guitar string? I wonder..hmm.
anyways
so afterwards there was a parent meeting
so we just sat around. and talked.
I went upstairs. and played big two with the little kids
and got lots of pokemon cards (:
ehehehehhe....
and then we talked s'more outside under the treeee.
about various things. like g-strings.
and punching people and forerunner.
btw. is anyone going?
then I went home. went to trader joe's and the korean market.
didn't see anyone >_>
and yeah. so here I am now typing away.
for no one. (:
I'm very easily amused.
and now I shall go and respond to ms. IzzyB3L.
good bye.

chinese school

today at chinese school.
it was awesomest. because like
tiffany slapped chris
it was SOOOO funny. hehe.
and like. umm. well she slapped me on accident
I slapped her back.
KAREN GOT RID OF HER CRUTCHES.
YAY.
I made a new friend called natalie. who goes to mayfair.
and takes geometry. even though she's my grade >_>
GEEK.
haha and yeah. awesome day at chinese school.

SHOUTOUT(I'm copying shivvy. but it's okay )

ok. so I read ellie's blog.
and then I felt all special inside.
and then I read shivvy's blog.
so now I feel.

ELLIE DESERVES A SHOUTOUT TOO.
even though she's probably not going to read this.
but oh well.

POST DEDICATED TO.
ELLIE SHIN.
who I think I married.
but I'm not sure.
anyways.

ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE

ellie is my FIRST husband.
who I love like no other.

prayer meeting (:

k yeah.
title says all.

so yeah. today we had scrub elections XD

Secretary/Treasurer
Julia Chanco
mm. she was alright?
energetic speech
Kasie Le
..TOO BORING
she just read off a paper
Sean Oh
I think he made the best speech.
it was pretty good (:
Daniel Shim
EWWW
GAYTARD.
anyways he was kind of funny?
his speech sucked.

PRESIDENT.
Anita Kapyur
too rehearsed.
unenthusiastic
David Kim
ditto.
Hannah Santasawatkul
hers was actually pretty good..
surprisingly.
funny, energetic
had some shortfalls though. eheh.
Anthony Semaan
ehh. okay speech. not that bad;
not that good.
Angela Wan
...her speech sucked.
and seriously, I don't think she'll do a good job
as president.

so that was our scrub elections.. it was ok. not that bad?
I think sean/hannah are gonna win. both cerritos kids XD
mm. OH YEAH.
FOUND OUT AMY KIM WAS FROM LUTHER.
AND SHE KNOWS STALKER GIRL XD
ehehhe. anyways.
so yeah. we had our FIRST prayer meeting today.
about fifteen people showed up.
YAY ELLIE.
YAY MICHY.
boo jessica liu. ditcher...
haha it was okay. kind of awkward...
but it was pretty good. good prayers
getting to know each other.
yeah all good.
and I made elizabeth [PASTOR'S KID] promise to come next time.
hehe. but yeah. good start
good good good.

ross kid.

alec sorin
rest in peace.

ARCK.

mission accomplished (:
eheh.

anyways. today was. yeah. it was alright?
not the best
not the worst
our group project in english is screwed >_>
but yeah.
social studies test was okay.
jensen quiz = easy.
haha afterschool.
we're just playing around.
isaac pulls the strings on shivvy's hood really tight
so only the tip of her nose is showing
LOL.
so awesome. told ellie about prayer meeting
uhh. haha I'm ellie's third wife XD
yay. <3

]:

The time has come.
for me to go.
and lecture someone.
and yell at them.
but yeah.

yeup. that's life. in my world.

K BIG QUESTION OF THE DAY.
WOULD YOU RATHER.
GO AROUND NAKED FOR A DAY.
OR BE BALD FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.
AND YOU CAN'T WEAR ANY HEAD COVERINGS.

so. bald or naked? XD

woah I just realized usc colors font (:

martedi

haha that's tuesday in italian.
awesomeness.
anyways here we gooo.

10/2/07
events of

Period 2 English Park - mm. alrightt. so boring. we picked partners
cuz we're gonna do a group project. so like. I go up to liz
and I'm like. do you wanna be my partner.
and she's like. ok. so I'm like YAY
cuz liz is awesome funnyness.
and then later. both angela and tanya come up to me and life
WHO ARE YOU WITH.
and I'm like. elizabeth. and they're like awwww. and I was like.
wow. these people wanted me? I FEEL LOVED. <3

k the rest of my day is boring. so I'm not gonna talk about that.

but yeahhh. iono.
seems like. everyone around me is getting hurt.
that everyone around me.
is lost. is unhappy.
is in need of God. and yett.
I can't do anything.
just pray.

emo poems by klowee soo. XD

Sometimes it seems….no one understands me.

I’m a weed

Growing in a garden of flowers -

Out of place in the world.

The rain that falls

That’s supposed to nurture

Instead beats down on me,

Adding to my growing burden.

How long can I keep this up?

How long can I stand against the tumult?

The drops of water

That are supposed to give life

Instead bring hurt and pain

Washing over me in a wave of remembrance.

Those memories that are supposed to heal –

Those memories that are supposed to help

Gnaw at my heart,

Acid singeing my soul

Burning through the flesh of my mind.

-Chloe Danielle Su

dude she wrote this when she was my age...crazyness.

so emoooo XD

here's another one.

The rain falls

Steady and unceasing

Wearing away that hard façade I try so hard to maintain

In a matter of seconds.

All that is left:

A ravaged ego, scarred and raw,

Timeless wounds, still stinging with hate,

And the memories of you.

Pattering lightly like a squirrel on soft paws

The constant ticking of a clock

Winding ever backwards.

My thoughts retreat down the familiar worn path,

Returning to the days filled with you.

As hard as I try

I can’t go back.

The world refuses to wait on me.

Unwillingly, I troop down the road

Back to the present;

Back to the hostile world where reality lurks in the corners of my mind.

Reality: my biggest foe

Crushing my dreams effortlessly.

Splattering on the ground

Scattering out of reach

The blood of my soul running free,

Killing the harbored hope of yesterday.

she's soooo good at writing emo poems.

this is when she was my age.

I feel stupid now >_>

haha they describe pretty accurately how I feel right now.

mmm...

asdfjskldf. ahha.
today was...mm.
pretty cool? haha (:

haha. I noticed (like andy)
most people organize their day in schedules. so here goess.

Period 2 Park English - mm. it was alright. we were SUPPOSED to have a guest speaker.
but she didn't come. so Ms. Park was like. ok. now I'm gonna teach you guys. how to write a business letter of complaint XD
ehehehe. and then she taught us how to act for presentations. yeah.
OH YEAH. while we were waiting for the lady to show up in the mpr.
I sat next to liz. and she was like studying sat words O_O
scary. I know. I knew maybe like a third of them. but seriously.
SAT CLASS IN SEVENTH GRADE?
...those crazy koreans XD
walked with liz/angela to science. that reminds me.
I was supposed to help angela put up posters. but then like. she disappeared. but it was okay.
because I got to hang out with shivvy and wait with her for her violin XD
Period 3 Price Science - ehh. boring. no tv today D:
dagnabit. anyways today we did lab. and examined a leaf. no biggie.
pretty boring...
Period 4 England Band - ACK. SCALE TEST.
I probably got a B ]:
darn it. but Mr. England was like good job bass clars! so hopefully not.
and like. I really need to work on getting more air...like I can hit all the notes.
it's just that there's a lot of breaks in between because I don't get enough air D:
haha today. we were doing polar express. and the part were bass winds imitate the train.
he was like. GO LOUDER.
so I did. and then like he was like vince. you're too loud. back off.
so we do it again. and he's like. sorry vince it's not you.
you with the power lungs *points at me* back down one dynamic XD
lol. but seriously I need to work on supporting. I can play loud.
just not long.
Period 5 Crissman PE - we ran a mile >_>
yucky. I didn't try. got 10.00. darn it. haha in football
we lost. but had fun (:
hehe. mary and shavonna and carolina are seriously sooooo funny.
I ahve a good luck song now too!
haha. SHAVONNA AMALFITANO.
WHOOOOOOOO. <3>

Lunch.
mmmmm.
freeloaded a lot. (:
hehe. I took a bite out of so young's sandwich. and left her with only bread XD
haha. and then I got half a mushroom pizza slice from aileen.
yesssss. (:

Period 6 Jensen Algebra I - ehh. alright. did whole bunch of classwork.
she got pissed off at us cuz we talked too much.
so we might have a hard quiz tmrw D:
no hwk.
Period 7 Collins Social Science - Collins is always blehhh. I hate it.
it's my worst class. lot of classwork. test on thursday >_>
yeah. just a blah class.
Afterschool - Julian made me wait with him. sooo boring.
tmrw we're gonna go over to the street before wittmann and wait with the interesting people (:

K THAT'S MY DAY. (:
That's what it's like. on average. yeah.
anddd..OMGSH I LOVE ANDREGA AND NATHAN DRAMA.
OMGSH. SOOOOO ADDICTING. AND UBER AWESOME. XD