meh.

okay day.
pouring rain.
jesus club not up to par.
no thank you's.
actually.
pretty bad day.
except for the rain.
and the fact that shivvy was playing a fps.
astonishing, isn't it?

but yeah. bad day. except for the rain.
and the awesome websites that stumble! provides.
here's a couple!
check them out if you're in the mood for them.
http://www.h2limousine.com/test-answers.php [stupid test answers XD]

http://www.angryalien.com/ [30-second reenactments of movies]

http://www.guerrestellari.it/slas.html [lightsaber simulator]

http://www.dartmouth.edu/~jacko/weekly/2007F/2007-09-15/signs/index.htm [what signs should say]

http://alanocu.backpackit.com/pub/1305361 [photography of people]

http://www.sciam.com/section.cfm?id=strange-but-true&ec=su_sbt [strange but true science facts]

http://artlung.com/smorgasborg/how_to_tick_people_off.shtml [how to tick people off]

http://home.bitworks.co.nz/trivia/human.htm [random facts about humans]

http://www.frogview.com/show2.php?file=2450 [evolution painting (: ]

http://www.xs4all.nl/~jvdkuyp/flash/see.htm [icon war]

K THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY.
more tmrw perhaps (:

happy happy happy :D

dum dum dummm.

ehleesheencup (8:31:25 PM): i dont like him anymore

ehleesheencup (8:31:26 PM): :P
WHOOT.
FINALLY.
anyways. moving on.
my font is like ellie's AIM font now. casue I'm too lazy to change it.
but..hm today.
was pretty fun (:
at band I went to get water. and it punched me in the eye - -xx
pe. I realized that. I get high! off of running.
but I have to run a mile or more..
the first mile I'm just dead.
then I go for soccer and run around. and my sense are like.
whoooooosh. feels like I drank three cups of coffee (:
lunch!
me and chris steal ellie's rainbows.
PWAHAHAHAHAHA.
then. yeahh...work on sylvia's card all day. still not done - -xx
ajslfajl;dfkjasdl;fjasld;fjkas
umm then. I chat with sixth graders.
it's really interesting.
OH AND. there's a new gay rule at cerritos el.
that you have to be like playing handball/tetherball/basketball
or hanging out with two friends max.
no more walking and talking with a posse.
supposed to prevent gossiping.
my reed's growing mold.
I give out spelling answers to this year's sixth graders.
talk to ellie. blablablaaa (:
TWO DAYS UNTIL SYLVIA'S BIRTHDAY.

yo yo yo (:

I was looking back through old blog posts and I realized that.
I never really honored ellie on her birthday! D:
eheh..
so here goes!

I love you ellie shin.
because.
you mean the world to me. even though I might not show it!
but you really do ;)
you're my only husband.
who ogles other guys. at some points. but it's okay.
cause I love you very much (:
cause. you bring out the best in me!
you're the only friend with whom I've actually had a fight (actually several)
and then wound up apologizing. and making our friendship stronger!
this is what true friendship is supposed to be, mm?
I still remember that day you proposed to me.
and I became your third wife, you said.
I BETTER BE THE ONLY ONE NOW.
or else I'm filing for a divorce ;)

the font is purposedly small.
cause I want to see who actually wants to read it (:

tuesday

bobaaax3 (9:22:39 PM): ill siiiiing in the shower :]
^we should all do that! hehe. what funnn (:

dum dum dummmm.
keke.
okay day.
lectures and sadness and crying.
tests and raabe and operation xmas
soccer and scrimmages and aiming at mary.
tc! in the afternoon
we walk to the library
I see karen kim and serin!
walk to my house
practice guitar and mess around
walk to tc!
paley buys four cheeseburgers.
the guy gives him two extra large frieds
for free!
circle of joy
cambodian hug
double frog jump!
paley's strangling is perverted.
and that's pretty much my day.

watching,,

today there's not really anything of note mentioning..
raabe sub
froze up during scale test ><
picked teams for soccer!
HAHA LUNCH me and chris and michele went to watch ic people
and then we just stared through the window.
trying to get their attention! and and and we finally did.
shivvy and josh and jessica liu(:
and we stared through the corner window.
then mr. bender saw. he came out. and stood right behind chris.
and chris didn't notice! AHHAHAHAHHA.
and then he turned around. and was like O_o
soooo funny mannn.
jensen test. 100 (:
collins changed seatssss.
I'm right next to collins' desk now - -xx
_____----------------leah===|
charles---------------me ===| MS. COLLINS
lily-------------------daniel==|

FINISHED MY MODEL AIRPLANE XD
and this whole drama thing.
it's getting really frustrating.
but oh welll.just wait it out I guess

populars (:

SM1lEplz (9:26:14 PM): what come to mind
SM1lEplz (9:26:18 PM): when you think of "popular"

ehleesheencup (9:26:25 PM): hannah joo

ehleesheencup (9:26:25 PM): haha

SM1lEplz (9:26:26 PM): HAHA

ehleesheencup (9:26:29 PM): why?

SM1lEplz (9:26:36 PM): I was curious.

SM1lEplz (9:26:48 PM): why are the populars "populars" anywyas...

ehleesheencup (9:27:05 PM): cuase we make them that way

SM1lEplz (9:27:07 PM): ..how?

ehleesheencup (9:27:29 PM): cause people have the urge to know

ehleesheencup (9:27:32 PM): i dont know how to explainj it

ehleesheencup (9:27:34 PM): the rest of it

ehleesheencup (9:27:35 PM): its lik

ehleesheencup (9:27:50 PM): people automatically label people you know?

ehleesheencup (9:27:53 PM): we make them that way

ehleesheencup (9:27:57 PM): we see someone

ehleesheencup (9:27:59 PM): shes pretty

ehleesheencup (9:28:00 PM): smart

ehleesheencup (9:28:02 PM): all that stuff

ehleesheencup (9:28:10 PM): we automatically label her as

ehleesheencup (9:28:12 PM): popular.

ehleesheencup (9:28:23 PM): and its lpartly how you act on it too

ehleesheencup (9:28:27 PM): when youre labeled something

ehleesheencup (9:28:39 PM): how you act in relation to that

ehleesheencup (9:28:48 PM): if youre labeled popular

ehleesheencup (9:28:52 PM): but you dont act like it

ehleesheencup (9:28:54 PM): then you arent.

and then I have a scintillating convo with victoria
about what it's like being a popular (:
very interesting perspective.
victoria's one of the nice populars! whichhhh is the only reason I talk to her (:

oh oh oh and then.
off topic butttt.
my feet are wet!
was practicing clarinet
the spit dripped.
I stepped in it.
my feet are wet (:
scale test tmrw; scale five major & minor whoot!

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY CLIMBS WITH GIRAFFES~ <3
you're getting olddddd man. (:
but you're still the same as always..or so I hope!
haha. this post shall be dedicated to my one and only.

isabelkatrinachua

cause. I love her very much! for who she is.
and not who she pretends to be.
this past weekend...I've found out so much more about her!
and no, it DOES NOT drive me away.

DO YOU HEAR THAT IZZY.
I already promised you!
no matter what, I'll stand by your side.
you mean a lot to me. f'sho (:
you're my only stepmom! dooi :D

so yeah. mahal kita isabel <3
ang ganda mo :D

friends.

dude what is it with me.
and making friends.
and then making them really close.
to the point where I can't imagine life without them!
then finding out. they might have to move away.

what is this. it's like deja vu.
this has already happened to me before.
his name was jefferson stanley griscavage. and we were besties.
and then he moves to virginia. and like now I'm over him as a best friend.
we kept in touch for a while. then we stopped.
we weren't that close I guess.

...but now I'm afraid.
these friendships that I've made are the ones that
really change my life. cause these friends mean the world to me!
but now. I'm afraid to get really close to these people.
because if they're gonna move away and never come back.
....I really don't know what I'll do without them.
cause if they're gonna move. it's gonna leave my heart shattered
which takes forever to rebuild. I mean if
I go emo over my best friend drifting away from me (and we weren't that close in the first place)
what am I gonna do when these people who with whom I've built a stronger friendship.
these people who've shared my everything - my sorrows, my joys, my triumphs, my failures.
if they move...I don't even wanna imagine what's gonna happen.

*sigh* I can't do anything in a situation like this.
just put it in God's hands.

and pray.

happy turkey day, y'all (:

april showers, bring may flowers
what did the may flower bring?

PILGRIMS
[ get it? may flower? mayflower.. okay. that was lamee. ]

I read that on my friend's away message and I thought I'd share it (:
there's nothing to cheer up your day like a lame joke, eh? :D
but since this is thanksgivingg.
I shall be like every other blogger!
and make a post about what I'm thankful for.
[read the post below for greater detail on why I'm thankful for friends (: ]

so anyways...

I'm thankful for.

1. JESUS. cause he died on the cross for us. and it is through Him that our lives are saved (:
2. MY FRIENDS. cause. they help me through the day. and like. yeahh...what else is there to say? I share everything with them! from stories to experiences to hurts and joys to yucky colds (:
3. FAMILY. just cause (:
4. BOOKS. you know me. major bookworm on the loose! (: if you guys read anything good recently, tell me! so I can check it out for myself (:
5. BEING WHO I AM. after all, if I wasn't me, who would be me! your lives would be short one emilyyanggg. and that would be catastrophic D: and just...thankful for the fact that I can see, can feel, can hear, can speak. never take those things for granted.
6. MAKING IT TO WHITNEY. yes, that's a rather lame thing to be thankful for. and yet again, it isn't! because it is here at whitney that I've found all of my closest friends. it's at whitney that all of my major milestones have been made. it's at whitney that...that I have found people who actually understand and accept me for who I am. it's also at whitney that I've found people who actually remember my birthday! it's at whitney that I've been able to truly express who I am. and finally, it's at whitney that I've found my sister, my husband, my daughter, my cousin, my stepmother, my REAL mother. and many more (:

and now I'd wanna name a couple people who mean the world to me.
but I'm afraid I'm gonna leave some people out D:
so forget about it! (: you people know who you are.
and if you do. you should know that I love you very very much (:
or as ellie says it. SA RANG HAE <3

oh and I had a scintillating conversation with isabel.
on and off. that accumulated for a total of..
[drumroll please (: ]
SIX AND A HALF HOURS.
cause that's how we roll. I learned a bunch about her (:
and she about me.
I stuck another deep conversation with shivvy in the middle too (:
right now it's like...one in the morning.
haha. no longer turkey day ):

jaeson ma.

this post is gonna be about what he wrote in his blog. cause. it's really good.
and reflects what I'm thinking.
so. here go read!

"Life changes with the seasons and times. Life moves at the speed of light. Sometimes you get so caught up in all the doing, that you forget what it means to be a human being. I've been feeling the pressure of life come at me in all directions. I get on one plane, land in another city, get on another plane and the adventure seems to never end. My life is a trip, a never ending story of daily encounters with the supernatural. Yet, in the midst of all the motion and movement in life, I have come to ask myself what do I really want?

"I think what I want is pretty simple. Friends :)

"When it is all said and done, what is a man if he have not friends? You can change the world, fight for a noble cause, live for others and die a martyrs death, but if you don't have friends you don't have anything. The journey, the adventure, the fight, the battle, the destiny to be lived is never meant to be lived alone, it is meant to be lived out with others. So this thanksgiving I want to be thankful for those friends God has put in my life. Many friends I have neglected, others I have done my best to be there, and there are still others that I wish we were closer than we are. Through it all, I've come to learn one thing recently and that is life is about 'friends.' Really, that is what life is about. It's about sharing life, sharing love, sharing joy, sharing pain, sharing struggles, sharing grace, sharing passion, sharing dreams, sharing failures, sharing hopes, sharing forgiveness, sharing everything, with those others we call 'friends'

"I wish I could write a thank you to each person who has shown me love, acceptance, understanding, compassion, empathy, sympathy, encouragement, time, a listening ear and prayers. I'm afraid I would miss someone important, so I don't want to go there. But I simply want to say, 'You are loved and appreciated'

"You see, all that we do in this life is worth nothing if we don't have friends. We can pursue dreams and visions. Do great exploits and accomplish mighty feats. We can achieve all the world has to offer. We can help a million people. We can do it all, really we can, but if you don't have friends than what's it all for? Don't forget your friends. Don't forget those you truly care for and love dearly. Don't forget, because you never know when it's too late. Don't be so focused on the future, that you forget to enjoy the present. There is no greater present one can have than the presence of a true friend, who truly cares, truly understands and loves you as you are. Be with that person, or be with those persons today. "
-jaeson ma

so just wanna let you guys know that.
I really do appreciate you guys.
you guys take part in everything I do (:

you're there for me when I'm down

there to cheer me up
there to make me laugh
there to listen to my rantingness.
there to offer advice
there to tell me when I'm wrong.
there to rejoice with me in my triumphs
there to be pissed off together in my failures.
there for my everything (:

I just wanna thank you all for who you are.
cause you guys bring out the best (and worst) in me.
and it is through our fights/arguments
that make our friendship stronger (:

BY THE WAY.
ISABEL'S BIRTHDAY IS ON SATURDAY.
my one and only climbs the giraffe (:
oh oh oh and. I popped a pimple inside my nostril!
a lot of pus came out. hehe :D

&&&&&& I have more family now!
k here's my whole family.
so michele's my daughter!
ellie's my husband <3
shivvy's my adopted sister!
izzy's my stepmother. then.
pauline's my real mom! [even has my last name (: ]
but she used to be ellie's gf.
whoaaa. my husband is my mom's old bf?
WHOOAAAAA
and mary's my cousin (:

get grades (:

xjapayuki_girlx: heyy...if imuna dream I might as well dream big XD

2 Eng 7 Honors Park, Deliana A+
3 Science 7 Honors Price A+
4 Band/Advanced England A
5 PE Req Crissman A+
6 Algebra I H Jensen A
7 Soc Sci 7 H Collins A

mmhmss
oh oh oh !
got into ic. whoopee (:

oh and. ellie's sister is very full of herself (:

SM1lEplz (10:50:58 PM): you're so cute courtney.

ehleesheencup (10:50:57 PM): i'm a very talented actress

SM1lEplz (10:51:03 PM): (:

SM1lEplz (10:51:05 PM): HAHA

ehleesheencup (10:51:01 PM): why thank you

SM1lEplz (10:51:21 PM): *gives you flowers*

ehleesheencup (10:51:32 PM): my sister is STRONGLY denying the fact that i am cute

ehleesheencup (10:51:37 PM): oh roses

SM1lEplz (10:51:46 PM): HAHA

ehleesheencup (10:51:42 PM): my favorite

vball game (:

whooshhh
exhaustion.
run a mile (:
pace with stephanie & talk.
hehe. stephanie's my running buddy!
I just wait for her to catch up to me.
cause hse paces too slow... (:
ellie's super hyper at lunch!
jensen test tmrw.
look at other people's brochures
stay for the vball game!
exciting exciting exciting (:
corrine/ingrid have crazy servess...
but yeah! it was an exiciting game
played all five.
saw jeshanah (:
keke. and now my legs are sore from standing all that time..
OH
sylvia buys me a slushie :D

............

ahh.
I feel really bad.
cause it turned out I was doing something wrong.
when I was trying to just. yeah..
I feel bad.
endofstory.

....

today...today wasn't so good, to tell the truth.
it started out okay. but then..
iono what happened, really.
probably started getting bad when I saw through
______'s faking. so I asked _______ what was bothering him/her!
and then like. ________ wouldn't tell me.
I completely fell for his/her "I'M FINE LIVING A NORMAL LIFE."
at first. but then shivanti ran after him/her, cause he/she ran away.
so then like. I took a closer look at ________'s face. and realized that..
he/she wasn't alright! so yeah......
you better cheer up, kay? I know you're gonna read this.
AND I WON'T STOP BOTHERING YOU UNTIL YOU DO (:
and please, why won't you explain?
it's not stupid if it's bothering you that much.
no matter what you say.

then...iono. a lot of stuff just went wrong today.
just some random stuff..
yeah.
then michelle completely disses my brochure thing which I worked really hard on.. >_>
gosh michelle. and yeah.

just...bad day I guess.
well it wasn't that bad. but it's below average..

no field trip (:

decided not to go.
stayed at school! studyhall/movies.
ahha. got lots of stuff done (:
ran interval mile w/ stephanie.
shot some hoops
went over to watch per 5 tseng & hot air balloons (:
pretty cool.
after school it's bleh.
talk about what hands feel like!
isabel/josh have girl hands.
I have guy hands.
isaac's hands are big - -xx

ic intervieww.

nothing new. well actually yeah. but anyways
switch seats in english!
now I sit next to sang hee!
and pretty boy jeremiah sits behind me.
sam an sits in front.
julia sits to my other side!
liz is in the back.
science...mm. not much
learn bout mitosis and stuff!
pretty interesting.
band...scale five. ugh. need to work on that.
mr. england talks bout baritones and how flutes should switch
*wink wink michelle*
pe was okay. we tied! probly cause I ran all over the place. eheh..
oh oh oh and we saw per 5 tseng (:
jensen. JULIAN BEAT ME BY .6 PERCENT.
GRRR.
me = 96.2; julian = 96.8
collins we just took notes on west africa stuff
I paired up w/ amy/annabel after all.
haha amy's reall pretty! japanese/korean mix.
after school...ic interview.
it was okay. ms. natalie was there & she said she thought I'd do a good job!
cause she's known me a long time and stufffs.
so yay (: got the job. hopefully.
OH AND. WHAT'S HER NAME THOUGHT I WAS AN EIGHTH GRADER.
hehe (: almost got away with it too...but so young was like. COUGH COUGH COUGH.
darn you (:

emotional event of the day:
okay. so it started out kind of funny?
like ellie was like. OKAY IMUNA TEACH YOU KOREAN.
so she taught me how to say na-mi-cho-so.
and she said. it meant "you're beautiful"
so I went around with ellie telling everyone na mi cho so!
and I was happy. then we go to andrew ro.
I say. NA MI CHO SO.
and he's like. why are you saying that? and I"m like. it's you're beautiful right?
and he's like. nooo. it means "I'm crazy"
so I get kinda pissed and grab ellie's nose, shake it, and accidentally punch her in the mouth kinda
...ouch.
so she was kinda pissed at me....then! I felt really bad and stuff.
and like. I started learning some korean (:
to apologize.
so here's my 'pology.

mi an he.
[I'm sorry]
na mi cho so.
[I'm crazy]
neo ye bu da! (:
[you're beautiful]
sa rang hae <3
[I love you]

so yeah. then! we made up (:
I got a hug. and yeah.
the end <3

comp grades (:

get grades back.
got 100!
on english.
then.
100!
on science. (:
97.5 on scale test.
ohh. we learned about major scales and stuff.
boring as heck.
100 in pe (:
I'M ON A CRAP TEAM.
dude I wanted to be on stephanie's team SOOO BAD.
crislyn even told her to pick me
she was considering me too....
asjdfkl;adlksfj
so I'm stuck on a team. with one friend.
and crap girl scrubs.
jensen.
missed one on free response.
collins. missed one on scantron.
starting on africa guide thing.
...so much work.
walked to the library with ellie jerrie paley julian!
did hwk/read dr. seuss.
dude that book.
oh! the places you'll go.
soooo good.
everyone should read it. (:
it's taht good.
and yeah. then we walk home. and I'm sitting here
talking to pauline.
^I tried to kill her today. but failed. cause I couldn't reach..

oh yeah. michelle has sweaty palms (:
and i cut off michele's circulation to her fingers by squeezing.
they turned purple.
and I cut my finger with my fingernail on accident today.
it started bleeding and everything - -xx

towncenter (:

so we go.
and like. have fun! I guess (:
prank calls
paley's rock
guitar hero II
jaywalking
sam ash
ditching paley
onion rings & mozzarella sticks
AWESOME TASTING SODA.
borders
abcs of manliness naruto
nasty tea (:
walk to best buy & back
free samples at trader joes
ellie comes (:
beethoven on keyboard
crap acoustic guitars
saranghae & woaini <3

deep thought. [kinda. sorta. not really]
we saw a pack of scrubs from whitney.. (future korean populars)
and then after that. I felt kinda bad
cause like. I'm hanging out with eighth graders!
and they're the ones I should be hanging out with.
so when they see me hanging out with
ellie, jerrie, paley, juju
it's like I'm turning my back on them..
foreals. am I doing the right thing?
I wonder..

trust; it's what we put in each other.

^ as composed by ehleesheencup.
anyways. I was sharing with her.
and then she signed off unexpectedly.
so I decided to blog about it. in a vague way! (:
kind of. sort of. not really.

so yeah. I've been thinking.
and it's occurred to me that
church people. really remind me of seventh grade school people.
in that even though I get along with them.
it's not like...I fit in kinda? iono that's how I feel.
I don't really fit into any of their cliques.
but I really enjoy just hanging out with individuals.
and then like. in that I don't open up to both afore mentioned parties.
...this all just makes me think
how much I seriously appreciate my friends.
who are there for me all the time (:
[except when they go away suddenly XD]
but yeah. seriously like.
I really appreciate all you eighth graders (:
like my husband and my adopted sister and my daughter and the midget, the baka hito, and just everyone who manages to put a smile on my face.
and COUGH shouldn't feel bad when she visits my church.
cause you brightens up my day (:
you know who you are
SO STOP FEELING BAD ALREADY.
...that's an order (:

END OF COMPS. and joyson visit (:

okay so.
pe comp.
was okay. got tested for scoliosis.
and then sabrina started crying
cause it turned out she had it.
I felt really bad. and tried to comfort her.
by saying my friend has scoliosis and it's not the end of the world.
hope that helped.
last place.
run the interval mile!
me and stephanie raced at the end for teh three laps (:
I beat her the first time cause she stopped running and the very end.
then she beat me the second two times.
...I'm not a sprinter XD

break.
ellie and them are playing pop-up pirate!
hehe. me and michelle play the rock paper scissors thing.
she lasted longer this time (:
then. michby comes!
and and and she plays a song on her guitar for me and sings.
DUDE I LOVE HER VOICE.
IT'S SOOOO GOOD.
she's gonna sing for me on my birthday (:
yessss.

collins comp.
it was okay. not that bad
I think sam's test got taken away O_o
read my friend's book.

then. school's over! no more comps
samuel comes
we hop in. HE HAS A NEW CAR.
and we go to the hospital. and like.
visit joyson. so first while we're waiting
we play cards.
and then me and ellie and andrew and sam go up
we say hi
I say shivvy says hi!
but he was really tired. so like. yeahhh...
some medicine or whatever.
so then ellie prays for him.
he's really sick. so y'all should pray.
and then. we go back down
play truth or truth!
ask island questions. go to the cafeteria
come back out. go homee..
go to tc first though.
we see 7 whitney people!
jennifer, tim, ali, stephanie, megan, erica?. daniel ho.
no one won the bet this time.
dude stephanie's so pretty XD
imuna pick her for my basketball team!
and yeah. then me and julian walk home.

oh oh oh
and and and.
me and my friends were talking.
and they were all like.
dude I thought you were an eighth grader at first.
you don't look like a seventh grader.
what the freak O_o
like all of them said that. hmm - -xx

second comp (:

mmkay.
so.
band comp. was okay.
kinda fun.
challenges.
flute challenges are the best (:
michelle vs. esther.
course, michelle won XD
then we had study hall for like an hour.
played cards.
asian music.
yeahhhhhhhhh.

break.
ABCD.
and dong-shh
and the rock paper scissors thing.
where and then if you lose
winner slaps loser.
(:
my hand's still red.

jensen.
easy-peasy! (:

lawrence's house.
force-fed curry
do collins comp review D:
two forty comes around.
walk to cerritos
VISIT (:
see jocelyn agnes amy carin elise kaili MR GREEN.
yeahhhh

home.
go to ec for brent!
watch twelfth night with
my posse (:
eheheheheh.
hanna woo comments on how
I'm more popular with the eighth graders than my brother (:
saddening.
ellie writes on people's arms in korean
andrew's a corn!
I'm a potato!
ellie's a carrot!
julian's a cucumber!
daniel's a bah-boh fruit!
I think michy's a mushroom (:
then the lady tells us to shut up.
and we watch the play.
SO HILARIOUS (:
the lady who's viola's really pretty.
I like her hair.
they were all really good @ acting and singing.
one of the guys could do like EVERYTHING.
clap his heels. juggle. walk on his hands.
haha there was this one scene
where malvolio was reading this letter supposedly from olivia.
and then like. sir andrew and toby and maria are watching.
and like SO FUNNY.
you just had to be there (:
also the part where malvolio smiles and wears cross garters and yellow stockings (:
plus the part where andrew ROE comes in and is like.
come sir away.
come come sir.
awesomest part XD
plus the part where
cathy has to marry viola and whatshisname XD

but yeah. awesome day!
I love comps.

first comp (:

whooshhh.
I like comps (:
they're fun.
you sit down.
take a test.
break.
take a test.
FREE (:
so fun. anyways.
english comp. studied too hard. IT WAS TOO EASY.
break was okay.
dude in the morning.
me and ellie were screwing around
then I fell down
and screwed up shivvy's thing..
then I apologized to stephanie later.
and she looked at me weird (:
so after english comp.
watched animal farm
break. in which nothing really happened...
science comp.
which was pretty hard.
but I asked julian. cause he remembered some of the questions.
AND I GUESSED RIGHT.
WHOOT.
(:
then afterwards. go home with sylvia
eat instant noodles.
do comp review.
and talk (:
ahhhhh.
band/jensen tmrw.
pray for me...

COMPS TMRW D:

aye yai yai.
and I haven't started studying yet.
tsk tsk.
nothing special today.
discuss comps and stuff.
ellie jacks my jacket >_>
watch julia snort smartie dust (:
funnyyy.

also also also.
cause andy brought it up.
WE WON A VOLLEYBALL GAME.
FIRST TIME IN TWO DAYS.
WHOOT.
then we get knocked back down.
and then.
karen gave me a wasabi bean (:
but I didn't know what it was.
so I ate it!
then. ASDLFKAJSDL;FKJAS;DFLKJ
COUGHSPITHACKCOUGH.
my mouth...
get some beans from karen (:
feed deborah.
..she likes it.
feed jessica liu.
the expression on her face
was SOOOO funny (:
ehehehhe. it's fun to be evil.
seriously. try it some day!

comps comps comps

ahh.
nothing special.
ic people are gone.
I comment on how pretty michelle is (:
like she always is.
cause she said mary was pretty.
uhh.
for once! I'm not the loudest low reed
yayy (:
get my c# key fixed.
pe. get a eight forty mile
whoopee (:
our team is stuck in last place for playoffs the whole time.
lunch.
play egyptian war.
intense game mannnn.
violent too (:
then. in math. free time!
homework check. get my freebie
bother alice for help w/ hwk.
stupid number 25...
collins. free time too!
go home.
read a book.
make vocab cards.
STUDY STUDY STUDY D:
done.

communion sunday.

whoot.
first friend to actually attend
a church service with me.
first one. out of many
who accepted to come.
that person.
IS SHIN HAYOUNG.
WHOOT.
sal rahng hae yo mann.
so. yeah. I have fun at church.
ellie if you're reading this.
thank you so much for coming <3>

for your emoness.
for your acceptance of who I am. and knowing that I'm not gonna change.
for your ellie solos.
for the way you say thanksss. whenever I comment on your sideburns or arm hair (:

for your collecting of spoons.
and lastly.
for being shin hayoung.
the best quality of all.

praise practice numero thres.

so. in the morning
we wait for chns teacher to come.
play heartattack XD
mich loses like crazy.
copy down a whole mess of words for this handwriting competition.
break. me & audrey & mich play tang tang ting ting blahh.
michelle can't say her name XD
so we traded names. we mess up hopelessly.
then we play ossa. a little bit.
class. me nad michelle share music
tobymac & relientk & shawnmcdonald & asianmusic & shuffle songsss.
awesomeness.

then. at art class
lao shi brings her awesome book!
with spirited away pictures
like rough drafts and stuff
and an awesome naruto book.
so I draw sasuke. and it's reallly cool.
he's holding a katana and everything mann.
(:

so then we have praise practice
jerrie comes first.
we wait.
then paul and andrew.
then ellie. who is last XD
and we practice
ellie accuses me of being promiscuous >_>
goodness.
she makes up her own ellie solo.
which is really cool.
SO NOW WE HAVE A FIDDLE.
FOR PRAISE BAND.
WHOOT. she comes in like three times.
so next prayer meeting. we're playing grace falls down.
WITH FIDDLING.
then. everyone leaves.
me and julian escort ellie
to borders. then we walk around town center
betting on.
how many whitney people we see.
I say four.
julian says two.
ellie says three.
so first. we see sanghee.
and then. we see the mascot guy
so that makes two.
and then we walk around
a whole mess more.
just joking around XD
having fun. then. ellie's mom calls!
and then the mom hangs up.
calls again.
ellie thrusts the phone at me. so I go.
AN-YUNG HASAO.
eheh. and then the mom goes.
*silence* ellie?
and then ellie takes over XD
we walk to payless shoes. see grace liao.
so ellie ends up winning...
and then. I say anyunghasao to the mom!
and the mom goes.
OH I KNOW CHINESE.
NI HAO MA. pretty good accent too.
and then she goes. ZI ZHIAN.
...all koreans say that funny.
eheh.
and. we walk home. me and julian.
we pass by ellie's family in their car like three times.
walking home. just joo..
and yeah.
I'm done! (:
aren't you proud of me?

FOURTH PRAYER MEETING.

WOOHOOO.
we're on a roll here mann.
consistency (:
anyways.I'll talk about prayer meeting at the end.
but this is my day pretty much.
english. watch animal farm
DUDE THAT MOVIE IS FRAEKING INAPPROPIATE.
they show mr. jones sleeping with pilkington's wife..
and like the blankets are moving and you hear the wife go
"ooh mr. j. " freaking inappropiate...
me and liz are laughing about it XD
and then angela goes. dude. tina would love that movie (:
roflmao.
science we test for starches.
snack. michele b runs off with my backpack - -xx
ellie drags me ALL OVER the place by my hood trying to find her.
thank you ellie. [I'm sorry. for hurting your feelings and making you feel bad ):]
then. band it's the usual blah.
I've been upgraded to superwoman by mr. england XD
iron lungs -> wonder woman -> SUPERWOMAN.
pe. we play against stephanie pascua's team.
I RETURN THREE OVERHAND SERVES.
WHOOT. pwnage skills mann. those serves are scary..
skipping prayer meeting. coming back to taht later.
got a b on algebra test >_>
took collins test. hope I get an a...


so yeah. the moment y'all been waiting for.
PRAYER MEETING.
EVERYONE PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR :D
so it was pretty good. we did it in brent again
and in the beginning he put on the fish 959
which was pretty cool.
so. a whole bunch of people came.
not sylvia though. which disappointed me...
but oh well. she was off studying I guess.
anywaysss. so we sing in the beginning
not very loud though. but it was fun (:
then. we split up into small groups to pray

so here's my small group: [going clockwise]
ellie shin.
elizabeth lee.
jenny ryoo.
michelle chang
karen/annie were just there. even though they're not christian.
jessica liu.

it was pretty good. but then kind of intimidating
cause like. I suck at leading small groups. and then like.
iono! I need practice and stuff
but it helps that
michelle/jessica like ask questions and stuff.
and people actually volunteer to pray.
but yeah. I'm still the leader XD
so I kind of view it as
training. for when I step up in youth group.
someday far in the future...
haha. but yeah! it was good. people shared
we didn't get off topic that much. (:
and even though we didn't cover everyone..
WE TRIED. (:
we got to michelle
and then I prayed for karen/tried for jessica seperately after.
so yeah. I guess...sylvia not being here
there's a reason? cause it opens me up more
to developing my leadership skillsss. f'sho.
and yes. though it'd be better if she actually did come
it's still okay that she doesn't.
cause there's a purpose for everything.
now off to the library!

first day. again.

ack. so today
was merely.
alright.
mime-a-thon!
so lots of people walked around
with face paint. and didn't talk.
even though most of them gave up.
then.
in band. michelle's challenging esther! (:
can't wait til next thursday.
then. I receive a new name from mr. england.
besides iron lungs.
and power lungs.
now I"m. WONDERWOMAN.
whoopdedoo.
so in pe. I walk with serin thse days I noticed XD
find out serin's chinese! but a korean fob.
first she told me she was japanese.
and then taht she was korean.
asjkdlf;asfjd;kl I'm confused.
cause like. serin doesn't look like anything....like a mix
or something. she's like 5'6-7".... - -xx
makes me jealous. anyways
so we play in pe. my team against julian's.
they win seven games to zip. >_>
ajsdlf;da. but it's okay
then at lunchh. me and ellie eat jerrie's skittle-kabob!
ellie drags me to the lunch line. I struggle to break free.
according to her. I'm her gayest retarded friend.
thankssss. eat lunch. go to jensen.
do I have an eighty-five or ninety-five?!
gah. cause she was reading out all the a's. then she says.
#32. eighty five.
and i"m like. WTF. - -xx
oh well. I'll find out tmrw. thennn. social studies
test tmrw.
yeup. and now I"m off
to piano class. with lilian.

..on a sidenote.
I find out today. that
______ doesn't trust me anymore.
my feelings have been
deeply hurted.
my heart -> shattered into a milyun pieces...
D':