"i'm hoping i can get to know her too. because i want to be able to go up to her and tell her some random thing. and not have to feel like i'm acting so fakely just to cover up awkwardness. like i want to be able to not have to think of some random story to tell all the time. and she's such a good person, and i wish we could be friends so badly. and like. definitely not to say anything about her because i know other people are like this, but to not try to be good friends with someone just because you don't right away click is like everyone who's like that doing exactly what they think we do, when honestly, we don't."
quoted from marissa, who was quoted by josh, who was quoted to me by izzy (:
SEE
that's exactly how I feel about _______
now do you get it?
except I'm getting ignored. STILL.
gah. it's driving me mad.