you know me.

I don't usually cuss..but
fuck this
seriously
I mean like my life
is ...it's so
I mean I've been blessed and everything
but somehow .... it spirals down to the point of no return
I'm confused.
I can't take this anymore
I just don't know what to do
I don't really have anyone to turn to.
so what do I do now?
maybe I should just stop talking
so it'll hurt less when __________ happens.

darkness arrives
covers everything
no hope
no way out of this
confusion, chaos, anarchy
inner turmoil
nothing left in this dark
but sometimes you just
need to
turn on the light.